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We're not talking about SEX

18:48 Jun 22 2007
Times Read: 557


So damm fed up

All these losers wantingto talk to me

Got just one thing on their dirty, flirty minds

Never willing or understanding enough to take no for an

answer

They think that I'll come around

See their point of view

Part with just a little bit of booty

God, I swear this kind of behavior is driving me

Stark raving mad

Right up the wall

Screaming at the top of my lungs

Begging to be heard at last

Again and again above the roars of these boars

Wanting me to be their whore

No more anymore!

Tonight get it through your thick heads

WE'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT SEX!





What am I wearing?

What do I like to do myself when locked away in private?

Always they ask the wrong questions

Pissed if I don't give the right answers

Give into their oversexed demands

Then I must fat or a dyke

Something's gotta be wrong with me

A lady saving herself for her marriage bed

It's just unheard of

A sin to be so cold when they're so hot

Nearly brusting out of their jeans to get to me

Makes me wanna grit my teeth and moan

Not for more but for this

A woman's right to say no

No matter what

WE'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT SEX TONIGHT!





Angry as hell and by God I swear I'm not gonna take it

anymore

Tonight I'm fighting back to say

No, I'm not horny

No, I'm not gonna be your cyber slut

I'm got standards

Morals and decency

Rised by the bible to stand for what I believe in

No matter rather you horny jerks like it or not

I'm gonna do what and who I want when I want

Cos it's my sex life

Living it day by day

Night by night on my own terms

No way in hell I'm backing down

Telling you one last time

No matter what you do or say

Tonight WE'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT SEX!





Looking for love not lust

Don't want a quick ram bam thank you baby

Don't wanna even be your friend

Cos I know deep down what you would someday try

Promise me anything

Everything to get your own

Between my black satin sheets

Honey, I don't think so

I'm a lot smarter then that and you know it

Nothing at all like your previous other bimbos

I'm clean and baby I'm pure

Snow white and meant for just one man

So quit instant messaging me and asking

For the color of my underwear

Cos you ain't gonna get it or anything else

Silly ass man pouting like a little boy denied a toy

Just because a woman finally had the nerve to speak up

and say....





No! No matter what!





WE'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT SEX TONIGHT


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kiss me, love me

15:34 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 568


kiss me tenderly

love me sweetly

kiss me like you want me

love me like you never loved before

kiss me like you mean it

love me like you mean it

kiss me to the ends of the world and back

love me with all your heart

kiss me under the full moon

love me till death do us part

kiss me with all of your heart

love me day and night

kiss me like you mean it

love me tillthe day we die.


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Sorry

15:25 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 569


I’m sorry of being so emotional

I’m sorry of being so possessive

I’m sorry that I cry for you

I’m sorry because I can’t live without you



I’m sorry for the tears you shed

I’m sorry for the damage I made

I’m sorry I’ve made you sick

Sorry I hurt you so deep



I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights

I’m sorry for each and every fight

I’m sorry for your pain & agony

I’m sorry for the missing harmony



I’m sorry for my selfish love

I’m sorry for not caring enough

I’m sorry for my restlessness

I’m sorry for the losing grace



I’m sorry my friend I made you mad

I’m sorry darling you are so sad

Sorry for not giving you any happiness

Sorry because it’s my disgrace



I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much

I’m sorry I always miss your touch

I’m sorry of being so mad about you

I’m sorry for my every blue



I’m sorry of being so immature

I’m sorry now that can’t be cured

I’m sorry of being myself

I’m sorry that I’ve failed



I’m sorry and sorry again

I’m sorry of being insane

But believe me that I love you

Should I say sorry for that too?


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another dance in darkness

15:22 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 570


I dance alone in the shadows



My feet barely touching the ground



Walzing through the night



Lightly thinking, lightly stepping,



Hardley breathing at all.



My heart beat echos through the darkness



Singing with the beat



tarrump tarrump tarrump



My eyes glisten as i hear a voice



perhaps one that has come to save me from my lonliness.



It draws nearer by the second



yet with each passing breath it sounds farther away



Have you come to dance with me?



Or have you brought with you some light?



my home is in the darkness.



in the shadows of the night.



My tears have become my blanket



they keep me safe and warm.



the thunder, my companion



my friend the cold winter storm.



This is the world i live in.



do not judge me for what i am



Once strong and proud and hopeful.



now weak and worthless and damned.



my mirror of truth is broken



i once saw a healthy face



now cracked and scarred and starven



ugly with discrace.



so if, you, voice have come to save me



there is one thing that i must warn



the task you take is not easy:



Save my life, no matter how tattered, broken, or worn.



And you shall be my savior...


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Anyone....(you know who this is for)

15:21 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 571


Is there anyone that loves you?



Is there anyone that cares?



Is there anyone that Knows you?



Is there anyone that shares?



Is there anyone that feels?



Is there anyone that sees?



Is there anyone that knows you mean everything to me?



Is there anyone that will offer help to one who must be lost?



Is there anyone that would save you soul no matter what the cost?



Is there anyone that follows for an unknown cause?



Is there anyone that would never point out your flaws?



I can be that anyone...


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Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

15:19 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 572


What is beauty?



Am i beautiful?



My nails are broken,



My hair's a mess



My jeans are sagging,



My shirt is wrinkled and stained



My face is dirty



My eyes are dim



My lips are pale and dry.



My legs are itchy



My face is full



My stomach has stretch marks



My thighs are large



My feet are too big



My hands are too small



My ankles are chunky



and my writs are too wide.



My make up is caked



From yesteryear's work



My eyes are baggy



My boobs are too small



My stomachs too big



My toenails are painted purple



How can you possibly think that im beautiful?


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Dancing in the shadows

15:13 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 573


Dancing in the shadows.

My mind races through delicate thoughts

Trapped in my humble abode

Lost in the vast dark caverns of my mind



My hands grope at the thick air

Trying to find something familiar

Cold and wet, i sit here thinking

Hopeing to see the light beyond my dreams



I cry out to you

but you never answer

Blinded by lies and hatred

You run through your own bitter thoughts.



Tears of pain and betrayal fall to the ground

I can feel your heart beat slowing down

your eyes flicker and you gasp for one last breath

your hand goes cold in mine



what have i done?

You were the only person i had ever loved

Now youre gone, and its my fault to blame

If only i had told you i loved you one last time..



If only i had kissed your sweet delicate lips

and told you that you meant the world to me

But no, I sit here, dancing in the shadows

thinking of you.



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Demons

15:11 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 574


Creeping in the night

My demons hide

Dripping syliva

Smelling of blood and sweat



I fear them

They hurt you

You kiss me

And tell me everything is fine



I curse them

My tourment

My life hidden, yet raw

Full of hatred and lust



The power to fight them

To beat them

To kill them

Thats all i ask for



The power to let myself live

In the abscence of fear

To love you

And not be afraid



My skeletons, fade

My demons, die

My soul, pure and good

All that you have given me



Weeping of joy and love,

I thank you

My love,

I thank you


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Forgive me

15:10 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 575


I never meant to hurt you.



I never meant to make you cry.







I never meant to ignore you.



or make you want to die.







I never meant to turn away.



or leave you to learn to hate







I never meant to fight with you



make you close the gate







but then i never meant to turn to you.



this was never meant to be.



i never meant to make you mean all the world to me.


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In her eyes

15:08 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 576


Her laughing eyes shone bright

Tears falling to the ground

The world saw her smile

Her soul saw her pain



She carried herself with dignity

Though in her heart she fell

Her radiance shone through the night

She had cried a thousand times before



Her essence drained of goodness

In the darkest corner of her mind she sat

Singing songs of lulubys

Comforting herself through life



Darkness waited round every corner

She babies herself with hope and lies

A life worth living lies beyond,

Beyond her clouded eyes


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Instant Gratification

15:08 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 578


All of this whimsical nonsence you speak of

It confuses me and angers me to no end



How can you sit there and say these things

When children die every day



When homes are destroyed

And lives are forgotten



When war is at no end

and Death seems to climb



How can you sit there and say that life is good

that life is grand



When every day life seems to lessen and lessen



You can sit there with your fat little sausage fingers

Groping for a french frie in your childs happy meal



Or you can do something about it

And make life the winner



But we both know

the latter is less convenient.



go plant a tree for your instant gratification

i hope it withers up and dies


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Lingering kisses

15:06 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 579


A lingering kiss remains on my lips



I can feel your warm skin below



Entangled in our passion



Pure



Raw



Undeniable



Sparkling eyes stare off into the the distance



Hands tremble, voices break



the soft Moonlight kisses every curve of your body



Groping hands explore every part of an unknown world



Taboo



A fire ablaze in our kiss



A mad passion



eyes open and the hunger quells



Breathe in



Breathe out



A lingering kiss remains on my lips


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Memories

15:05 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 580


I can think up many memories.



I can remember many dreams.



I can see them playing over again in my head,



Like they just happened yesterday.



I can remember when I kissed you.



I can remember when we sat and watched the sunset.



I can remember when we stayed up all night,



Just to count the stars in the sky.



We only got up to two thousand and eighty four.



Then you fell asleep in my arms.



I can remember our picnics.



How we’d lay beneath the sky above.



How we’d snuggle under the big oak trees,



And stare at each other for an eternity.



I can remember when we went swimming.



Our fingers got all pruned.



We ran from the “sharks”.



Do you remember the sharks?



How we’d play footsies in the water and giggle.



“The sharks are coming! ”



You’d say, just loud enough for me to hear.



And then you’d kiss me softly,



And whisper



“I love you, I will always love you”



But how can you remember?



You were never there.



They were just my dreams.



My dreams that I’d wish were my reality


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My everything

15:03 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 581


Everytime im sitting alone i wonder what youre doing.



Everytime im sitting with you i wonder what your thinking.







Everytime im trying to concentrate on something you runn through my thoughts.



Everytime im trying to think of you Im concentrating on something else.







Everytime I smile its because youve made me.



Everytime I think of you i smile to myself.







Everytime you touch me soflty i can feel you IN my skin.



Everytime you whisper my name the world fades away.







Everytime im in the dark youre the light that shines the way.



Everytime im in the light loosing you is my darkness.







Everytime i hear your sweet voice i can never pull away.



Everytime i want to say i love you i tremble and become weak.







Everytime you tell me you love me i can feel my self turn red.



Everytime you tell me that you dont want to go i can see it in your eyes.







Everytime we have those moments when words fail us we need no words to talk.



Everytime we have those moments when we talk too much we have nothing to say.







Everytime i feel good about myself its because of you.



Everytime i feed bad and horrid you make me feel better.







I owe everthing good in my life to you.



I can only hope you feel the same way.


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Waiting

14:53 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 582


I would wait a lifetime to watch the sunrise



I would wait a lifetime to cry



I would wait a lifetime to feel happiness



I would wait a lifetime to try



I would wait a lifetime to love again



I would wait a lifetime to be



I would wait a lifetime to wiat



If it took you a lifetime to notice me


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This is who I am

14:49 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 583


lost in a sea of translatory confusion



what in this world is now right?



by the same token, what is wrong?



your nausiating voice of opinion, makes me queezy



your insulting vulgar language, makes me ill



what right have you to tell me im wrong?



FREEDOM OF SPEECH



ah yes, freedom of speech



but if you bring up that



then i must counter point your opinion



FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION





EQUALITY TO ALL MEN



Oh, but then agian,



GOD



he says im wrong too doesnt he?



he tells you in his whispering booming voice that i am wrong



your faith in him is blinded



do you not know your own beliefs?



treat everyone as equals.



do not judge them for what they are,



rather accept them, and rejoice in your brotherhood



for we are all his children, we are all of the same blood



of the poisoned fruit



of the blatent incestuous relationship between mother and son



yes my ingorant, blinded brother,



relate to me as your faith tells you to



or be doomed to hell and torment



by the same god that you call your own.



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Beast

14:42 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 585


i think this childish affection as i thought it may be love







i think it may not be able to contain itself within me







it wishes to fly free as an eagle gracefull as the dove







You know its there underneath my skin







Beating its wings loning to be set free.







Why dont you let go of the latch?







Untie the rope?







Are you afraid? Afraid tht the same thing may happen to you?







Afraid that the beutiful beast may never want to come back?







That it might get hurt?







Dont be. After all was it not you who told me that love,







True love was the mose beautiful thing on this earth?







Let it go. Let it fly free. It may return. it may not







let it choose. Its never been so sure.







It is true, I love you. Dont be afraid to love me back.



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save me

14:36 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 586


Dancing in the shadows



I hide from the world beyond my darkness



Entangled in my web of thoughts



My sea of lies



Trapped in a world that i created



My head spins in every which direction



My stomach churns



I cry out



My lonlieness hears me



Mocks me



Laughing



I cry out again



HEAR ME



SEE ME



I AM HERE



HIDING IN MY DARKNESS



SAVE ME



from



myself


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Reflections

14:35 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 587


Fear me.

I am your creator.

The one you loathe.



Hate me.

I am your confidant

Spilling your truth out for the world to see.



Loathe me.

I am your keeper

I shall never let you roam with the freedom you desire.



Hate me with all of your heart.

Tear me up inside your head.



Fear me with all of your soul

For i bring about your demise



Loathe me with all that you have

Your life and soul are mine.



Or break the mirror that stands before you

and listen to me no more.


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one more

14:34 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 588


One more kiss

to keep me sane



One more kiss

to help me live



One more kiss

to keep me tame



One more kiss

one more kiss to give



One more kiss

to keep me content



One more kiss

in a world that hates



One more kiss

to pay the rent



One more kiss

to open a new gate



One more lingering kiss is all i need

to last me a lifetime without you


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kiss me

14:28 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 589


kiss me and make the sorrowful pain go away

kiss me and tell me everything will soon be okay



kiss me and hold me tightly close to you

kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true



kiss me and and lay me on the bed

kiss me from my toes to my head



kiss me here and kiss me there

kiss me all over and anywhere



kiss me softly

and kiss me hardly



kiss me while you caress my hips

kiss me after you lick my lips



kiss me kiss me kiss me more

and if you can't do that at least for once let me through the door



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the Passion inside

14:22 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 590


know the touch of your hand

Even when your not around

I know the touch of your kiss

Even when your moving down

U let me know how you feel

And let's me know it's surreal

Sex me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue

Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue

Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

I know the look in your eyes, when you see me

It let's me know in my heart were you art to be

Even though you wine and dine

Even though you spendin time

Even when your not around

I can feel you going down

U let me know how you feel

And let's me know it's surreal

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo'kiss and tongue

Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo'kiss and tongue

Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

When I'm next to you the passion inside

Makes me want to sex you body, I can't deny

To know that the love, can take over me

And I can't wait till next time you on top on me

U let me know how you feel

And let's know it's surreal

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue

Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue

Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue

Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more

Sex Me

With your lips from head to toe

Feeling the passion overflow

Feeling your tongue on my thigh

And then we connect, for the long ride

Sex Me

With your lips from head to toe

Feeling the passion overflow

Feeling your tongue on my thigh

And then we connect, for the long ride

Sex Me


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Sex, How wonderful

14:17 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 591


Sex Sex

I love sex

stick your penis

in my vagina

that feels so good

pump it harder

send the sperm

to my egg

and hope tomorrow

i wont be pregnant

better use a condom

just in case

you never know when your going to do it your first time

so make it last and last and last



sex sex

i love sex


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No Escape

14:10 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 592


I ran and I fought

I tried sweating you out of me

But You were in my blood

Sweet poison in me



I drank and I smoked pot

I tried to stone you out of me

But You were in my soul

An addiction already



I loved and I fucked

I tried to sex you out of me

But You were in my flesh

Always in my fantasy



I lived and I died

I tried getting you out of me

But you were in my bones

Oh Lord, have mercy!


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no title, Help me out

14:07 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 593


Will of iron, raucous and wild! Mistress of irony, artlessly forthright!

You chase, tame and lay to rest the inner demons you put on paper.

Show mercy to no word! Rebel against the establishment of gender!

Me? Could I be anything but a crude shadow compared to your light?

Those polemics hit me as hard as rain on silk, lost to the sound

Puppies make when chasing dreams that fall to the ground.

God, if only our beings could mingle, like words on a page, in a sigh..

Damnit! You're taken with other pursuits, other people -and so am I


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Loyalty

13:44 Jun 21 2007
Times Read: 594


*****is the act of binding yourself (intellectually or emotionally)

to a course of action*****



- loyalty or allegiance to a cause or a person



- A solemn commitment of your life or your time

to some cherished purpose







This is the definition and emodiment of Loyalty



All understand the definition but none embody it



Surrounded by people who want this



The same people dont want to give it





I am the embodiment of Loyalty



The meaning represents who i am



And this is my down fall



That i actually give a dame...





Constantly giving loyalty



Even to those who are undeserving



But how do you make the choice



Who are the ones that are truley deserving?





Leant now the choice is simple



Give to those who return



And then you will feed



The internal hunger you yern





Surrounded by people who dont undestand



LOYALTY......



if they did they would do whats right and treat it like



ROYALTY......


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Parallel Universe

20:03 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 604


Lake, lit up by the moonlight.

Starts, hiding in a cloudy night.

Rain, glist'ning on their faces…

There were no other people, no other places

In the world.

Just a boy, just a girl.



They'd been lovers in past season.

Life led astray and gave no reason.

Fate had other plans

For this woman and this man.

They were meant to reunite

One rainy night…



It was a parallel universe

That they lived in

A parallel universe

That they loved in.

The stars, the moon, the rain, the night,

Everything so perfectly right,

One rainy night

In a parallel universe…



Lovers, never meant to be together

Life had led them both through stormy weather

They did not understand in looking for a hand

That they were meant to give one

to each other.



Never thinking fate would reunite them

Never knowing love would

find its way to fight them

But to great surprise, when looking in each other's eyes,

They found the love they'd lost

That seemed to invite them...



To a parallel universe

That they'd live in

A parallel universe

That they'd love in.

The stars, the moon, the rain, the night

Everything was beautifully right

One rainy night

In a parallel universe…



They forgot about the world for a while.

He lost himself in her eyes,

She found herself in his smile,

Together one more night,

Bed of grass in pale moonlight...



In a parallel universe

That they lived in

A parallel universe

That the loved in.

The stars, the moon, the rain, the night

Everything was magically right

One rainy night

In a parallel universe...



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Not just you, just anyone

20:02 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 605


it would be wrong to kiss you.

for more than one reason.

because we both have someone...

even if mine is gone.

because it might just be that i need the attention...

or want to feel wanted.

because i might just be lonely

and want to feel sexy again.



it would be wrong to kiss you.

but wrong sometimes feels so right.



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Just one Day

19:58 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 606


The days are growing brighter.

A light is in my view.

It seems that I have found again

the laughter I once knew.



I'm no longer dazed and dizzy,

though my head continues spinning.

It spins much slower now,

it seems the whirlwind's pull is thinning.



There are still days when my world's light

seems to dim and flicker.

There are still days when my heart seems

to bleed a little thicker.



But though my tears still come and go,

they no longer burn my face.

Though I still at times feel crowded,

It seems I've found some breathing space.



Some nights are dark, the stars seem few,

fading slowly with my smile.

Those are the nights my life looks sad,

useless, not worthwhile.



But the sun, it always rises.

Even on those cloudy days.

And through the rain and black, black sky

it pushes through it's rays.



And as I shift my gaze above

to stare into the sun.

It smiles at me and reassures...

My life has just begun!



Night does come. The world grows dark.

And I cannot predict

when the grief will hit and knock me down

and pain on me inflict.



But somehow I am comforted

I feel peaceful, calm and warm.

Knowing that, with Grace on my side,

I'll make it through the storm.


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Go ON

19:57 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 607


It seems

like its raining,

But the ground

is still

dry.

My castle

is burning,

smoke is

filling the

sky.



My eyes

are not crying,

but my heart

still yearns so.

My soul

is not dying,

but my heart

won't let go...



If I thought

it would matter

I would

sit and wait

for him.

But I'd just

be disappointed

when it

happened

again.



So I pick

up the pieces,

Clear the smoke,

stop the rain...



And just go on...

And just go on...



Just go on.


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Between her Life and Dreams

19:53 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 608


She sits, silent,

Waiting…

For what,

She's not quite sure.

Something to ease her pain,

I guess,

Some sort of

Magic cure.



She wishes she could hold his hand,

Kiss his soft, sweet face

She wishes she could feel his warmth,

His innocent embrace.



At times when she is in that place,

Between her life and dreams,

Not sleeping, not quite awake,

He visits her, it seems.



He looks at her, his smile bright,

She sees his magic eyes.

His dark hair, wavy, in the breeze,

Behind him, sunny skies.



When all is silent, all is still,

She thinks she hears his voice.

A laugh- angelic, clean and pure,

She feels her heart rejoice.



She swears she sees his flawless face,

She feels his perfect skin.

She sees he's got her hands and feet.

He's got her cheeks and chin.



And though he has so much of her,

Something seems so wrong.

It seems that in this lovely dream,

She does not belong.



Because although he has her cheeks,

And chin, and hands and feet,

She does not have but an image of him.

Her dream is not complete.



At times it brings her sadness,

At times, she sheds a tear,

Knowing that between her life and dreams

Is the only time he's here.



Between her life and dreams,

It is easy to pretend

That the joy that makes her body smile

Will not come to an end.



There is a place she's come to love,

Where all is well, it seems,

They hope, they laugh, they dance, they smile,

Between her life and dreams.


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Before I met the DAY

19:52 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 609


It was dark

Tears falling on the groud

Hope nowhere to be found

Eerie shadows of a broken world.



Someone asked me 'How are you today? '

I said 'I'm okay.'



I lied!

I was rotting inside

Eating myself alive



Before I met the day.



Night is cold.

It's colder when you're scared,

Completely unprepared

For a shallow disease.

Never knowing

When it would take my mind

Saying 'I'll be fine.'



I lied!

I was rotting inside

Eating myself alive



Before I met the day.



Nails in my bed

Roaches in my head

Laying lifeless, wishing I was dead

Addiction and pain driving me insane

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain



Before I met the day!



Then like a resurrection

The sun lifted the night!

And there I stood

With the day before me…

All my chains were broken!

The light had set me free,

Shattered the darkness that I lived in…

Before I met the day!


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Midnight

19:51 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 610


she kisses her pillow.

it is salty

from her tears.



the sky cries alligator tears,

and behind her eyes

a hidden storm

waits.



she dances in her addiction,

with her affliction...

and she will cry no more.


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Is there a Happy Ending????

19:50 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 611


he's gone.

again.

surprised?

how is it possible that i am surprised?

i knew this was coming.

its been coming weekly,

daily at times,

for years.

how did i let myself believe,

even if only in a moment of hope,

that things would work out?



and how is it that in all of the mess,

the lies,

the theft,

the broken heart and crying eyes...

in all the pain i feel - and have felt -

how is it that he blames me?



i suppose he just needs

someone to blame.

and i was closest.



its like,

you always hear that

'when it rains, it pours...'

and you will find a way to get through it.

but what do you do when the rain turns to a storm...

flooding your life and your home,

hurricanes and torrential winds, tornadoes and thunder...

destroying your hopes,

your dreams....

your smile?

'whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger.'

but what do you do when it does kill you...

when you realize that there was a place in you,

once vibrant and alive,

now black and dead...

when the joy that filled that one place,

that place you held so dear...

is gone, with little hope of return?



i suppose i just go on.

there is no other option

than survival.

especially when the survival is not only for me

but for my helpless child,

who, without me, wihout my smile,

has nothing.



i know i will get through it.

again.

this time it will be harder than ever before.

i know i will get through this

with the help of my God,

and my family, my daughter,

and the friends i've got left.

i know i will get through this.



but the question is....

how do i get through it with a smile?


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who needs love????

17:15 Jun 15 2007
Times Read: 622


Passion and lust takes my mind

as I see you in the morning light

as my heart beats like a drum

even your breathing excites me



A passion spell have thou spun on me?

You made me offer my soul

gladly to the devil, for one embrace

one wet kiss, would be my eternal bliss.



All day, thoughts of you tease me

for when I taste you, I live again.

So long a fool, I waited for love

when all I needed was passion.



Passion from your body

warms me to the bone.

Passion from your words

engorges the vessels in my brain.



Nights in your arms, steeped in sweat

burning tensely within your body

waiting for the flood to overflow

as passion drowns the ache for love.



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Passion

17:13 Jun 15 2007
Times Read: 623


Oh, give me back the passion

That left with your embrace

It wasn’t fair to take it

To remove it from it’s place



It’s mine, I want it back

It’s the thing I can’t forgive

Of all the things you’ve offered

Only the passion deserves to live



Oh, give me back the passion

That came from your burning kiss

Hungry lips are a dime a dozen

But the passion I sorely miss



I can forgive you for the heartache

I can forget your thoughtless greed

So take back your honeyed words

It’s only the passion that I need



Oh, give me back the passion

Born of your whispered dreams

You can keep the sexual notions

But the passion I must redeem



As the only gift you gave me

Stirred as emotions in my soul

And they flowed through me like an elixir

Through my veins to make me whole



Oh, give me back the passion

Flamed as fire in your urgent touch

So deny me of your caresses

But the passion I need so much



Why would you want to take it?

For in you, it has no use

But for me it heals the hurt

It’s a voice to express my views



Oh, give me back the passion

That you awakened as forbidden desire

Just keep the words I’ve longed for

But in stealing my passion…you’ve stolen my fire!


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Paris

14:22 Jun 15 2007
Times Read: 627


Why don’t we meet up in Paris?

Rekindle romance once again,

Let’s stand side by side,

In the moonlight,

Sail away on a boat on the Seine,



They say it’s romantic in Paris,

I wonder if that’s really true,

Is it something to do with the weather?

Or something,

To do with the view?



Why don’t we meet up in Paris?

Take a train, a boat or a plane,

Make our way to the streets,

Of Montmartre,

Rekindle the flame once again.


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Sex Anytime

13:36 Jun 15 2007
Times Read: 628


How can you live without sex in your life.......

Sex in the morning

Sex in the eveving

Sex at night

Every minute of the day

Sex.......Sex........Sex



Sex is great

sex is bad

Do it hard when you get mad



Sex today

Sex tommorow

Sex everyday when you're in sorrow



Sex on the bed

Sex on the floor

Have it everyday you will want more.


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13:53 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 640


I kneel, supplicant before you

my will

offered up in quiet acquiescence

awaiting your approval

or reproach

the fine line between pleasure and pain

becomes ever sweeter with your control

with every touch, kiss, word

smoldering embers are kindled

tormenting desires awakened

I quiver

captured by heat and hunger

bend me to your will

My Lord

show me what you most desire

my purpose but to serve

through your dominion I find myself

You, the Master of many

my only


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13:52 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 641


As I sit there,

thinking,

someone comes towards me

and grabs my hand.

Frightened,

I jerk back;

But he assures me

that he is here to help me

and love me.

He begins to caress my neck,

my shoulders, my back;

And I give in

to his orgasmic touch -

And I trust him,

though I have only just met him.

And I touch him,

his soft, silky skin,

caressing him.

Still sitting there,

he wraps his arms around me

and holds me

for hours on end -

And he tells me he cares,

something never before heard

by this lonely heart.

Now, as we lay there

on the beach, underneath the stars,

his soft, sensuous lips

touch mine.

And I give myself to him,

as we make love beneath the stars.

And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls

entwine.

He knows my every need,

fantasy,

desire -

And he fulfills

and satisfies

each one of these

as I have only dreamed.

Now as we lie there,

the sun begins to rise.

It is not just a new day,

but a new beginning

as we plan to spend

the rest of our lives

together,

embraced in each other's arms

and hearts,

forever.


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13:51 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 642


A touch of skin soft and slippery,

With the hint of hint of sweat.

We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,

As the wind flowed from the window above us.

Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,

To abandon all of our uncertainties.

You began your work on my lips,

Probing gently as if drawing sex,

From a deep well of longing and need.

Then heated tongues met in the midst,

Of hot and quickening breath.

And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.

Then intoxicated with those spirits,

Our clothes found resting place on the floor.

Piece by piece,

Until there were no hiding places,

For the two glistening and wanting bodies.

Hunger revealed in this hot moment.

Then skin meshed with skin,

As the floor became the stage.

You moved atop of me easily,

And lowered yourself gently.

Kissing me as I was filled with you.

As a gasp broke the kiss,

Your hands stroked the stray strands,

Away from my forehead, then became entangled.

Our slow rhythm gave way,

To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,

As I arched my body for your comfort,

And you threw me into ecstasy,

With the strength of your blows.

You left me screaming and soaked,

In oblivion again and again,

As you growled my name from the back of your throat,

And our bodies both demanded more,

Each giving to the other,

High on the fluids of foreign substance.

I grasped, then released you,

Grasped then released you,

In effort to relieve you of your control.

The taste of your skin between my lips,

Was like no other.

To hear your cry of mercy,

When my teeth met your warm skin,

Was more breathtaking than you knew.

Yet I still released the control to you.

As you wound your hands in my hair,

And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,

You moved with one final and breaking blow,

Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,

Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.

I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,

As you collapsed on top of me,

Still hot and burning,

And I glowing like an ember,

Casting a welcome light,

Should you seek my gifts again.


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Touching myself

01:33 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 650


I don't have to impress

or pretend to be successful

Don't have to play the chase

Or flirt



This is easy

"Take it off"

A simple request

Eagerly obeyed



I know what I want

As I steal a glance in the mirror

Hair tossed in a careless mess

Make-up smeared

It's okay

it's not about that anyway



Unbutton the blouse

Pull up the skirt

Don't even bother taking off the bra

I'm ready



I wouldn't dare to admit to some

How often I indulge

Taboo subject

Not too cool to speak of

But it's okay...right now



My tits look good

Ass is fine

It's amazing what I see

When I gaze in the mirror with eyes of lust



Hot slut

Starring role in a porno flick

Wet tongue

Ripe clit

Gimmee some

Wanna cum

Here we go......



Head back

My mind pretends I am not alone



I am having my boss

I am in road construction and the crew is having a taste

I am sitting on an unknown face

Grabbing hard cock...



Until...



Ah yes...

Pulsating; rythmic sweat,

Bare neck-

Spread legs tighten



Creamy dreamy

Hot and sleazy



My mind can rest;

Desires satisfied

I light a cigarette

And watch it piss upwards

It was good for me,

Was it good for you?



Of course.





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Angry SEX

01:31 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 651


To have angry sex is to put up a fight

A little slapping around, maybe even a bite

Talking to me dirty as you are pulling my hair

Tearing off my clothes, down to my underwear



Biting my nipples and slapping my ass

You sexy bastard you have no class

Then you push me face forward to the door

Fucking me from behind like your little whore



A moan, a groan and you drop your load

Thanks for cumming inside my humble abode

You definetly like this angry sex... I clearly see

Just make sure you only have it with me.


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Married men

01:30 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 652


To fuck a married man is a dream come true

You can always send him home when you are through

Don't have to cook him dinner or wash his shitty shorts

Don't have to be romantic or even watch sports





You can say what you want and never be afraid

Because he will surely come back another day

You give him what he wants, even what he needs

Not getting it at home even if he pleeds





Just have your fun with him and get special treats

Like licking his balls and sucking on his meat

I like the situation between you and I

Don't think when you leave I will break down and cry





Just give me what I want and that is : Only sex with you

And trust me Married Man "I WILL send you home when I'm through".


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Anticipation

01:29 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 653


In anticipation of our first touch,



My heart quickens,



In anticipation of that first sensation,



My pulse races.



In anticipation of your skin touching mine,



My body quivers.



In anticipation of our first kiss,



I lose my breath.



In anticipation of your first smell,



My mouth waters.



In anticipation of your first orgasm,



My satisfaction begins.



In anticipation of the look on your face,



I grin.





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