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Its been hectic lately. Helped a friend move and paint and do repairs to his new place last weekend. Was entertaining. His kid is adorable. Met some of the bf's old theater buddies. Apparently quite a few live out that way. Makes living here seem too confined honestly. What visiting a larger city always does to me though. Had to call in to work though. Had some bad news about on my bf's good friends. He wasn't able to drive after that. Did give us a chance to catch up with his other friends and them to try and brainwash us to move there. hmmm what else Got my enrollment finished!! Decided to not wait till summer. A side affect of the calling in. Got money out of the bf's mother. She wanted to pay for the tire problems we had. Or at least help. Which never happened, but I needed an acceptable excuse. Some reason I didn't think my job would care if he couldn't drive no matter the reason. Its a sadness. The girl apparently was very big in pushing for more theater and fine arts support in the area and was just a great all around person. I had been hoping to meet her cause I've heard the bf speak of her on multiple occaisons and she sounded amazing. Hmmmm......

Just heard somebody say they think processed foods might not be as healthy for you. *facepalm*

I don't understand it. At least when taken to extremes. I had to find a new carpool in the middle of work because a good friend who I've know for 5 years can't anymore. Reason his girlfriend isn't comfortable with it. Now I could be a bit more understanding and even see her point if she'd actually met me and I talked to him outside of work. However whenever he has a girlfriend he pretty much stops talking to me. See he has this bad habit of dating "broken" girls. All of who have been insanely jealous. Then he invariably ends up getting fed up with them never trusting him and then cheating or breaking up then talking to me again. Bit annoying

So the bf is enrolling. Will be his first semester back after a break. I'll be doing the same come summer. Though this semester is more just to get a relief from loan payments before we move. Everything should transfer as an elective towards our degrees though. I'm really debating whether I should go ahead and go ahead and see if I can still enroll in this semester instead of waiting till summer. Just last time I did that got screwed because my financial aid didn't go through in time. Piece of advice to anyone NEVER GET MARRIED before ohhh 25. That seems like a good number. And avoid military guys at all costs. Too many of them are jerks. Not all, but enough to make it annoying to find the good ones. That aside I am excited to be going back after a 2ish year break. A bit scared actually. Had some bad mistakes that caused that break and don't want to mess that up again. And the fact I'm not certain what I want to do. Don't want to get stuck in a job I hate. But would also like to have a family maybe someday. No time soon, but I wouldn't mind it. And I always promised myself I'd never bring a child into this world unless I could give it a better upbringing than mine was. So basically have to have bachelors of some sort. Is kind of sad that women still have problems getting better paid jobs. I understand body structure makes certain manual labor jobs that don't require much education aren't suited as much for women. Its just annoying. Not really changeable. Having somebody who can't meet physical requirements is just unsafe. Not fair, but true. Alas its time for work so must end here.

In the span of 15 minutes I have heard the same person say how she hates how nobody ever invites her to do stuff and how she's unpopular to turn around and say that she was annoyed by the people in some dance class at her gym who ask her to join in and do stuff?? I'm extremely confused. Do you want attention or not?? Or is it that you are looking for attention from a certain type of person. In which case you are doing the same thing as those who ignore you. This is from the same person who says she hates high school drama and people who talk too much when in the span of an hour conversation I said eight words(I know I counted). Ehh whatever was just a what the fuck moment that annoyed me because it interruped my concentration on my book.

Warning rant somewhere in there about halfway through.





Thats about how my holiday was. Blarhg!! Only got called heathen once. Was quite comical really. My stepmother tried to tell me and my bf that we didn't get xmas eve dinner if we didn't go to church. The bf bein a smartass says thats ok I don't get hungry(due to complications at birth he truly doesn't feel hunger, just side affects). She's retorts well what about her. We'll buy something to eat on the way. What he doesn't know is I've heard this or something similar for the past 5 years or so. I've learned a nice loophole. Go to my aunts on my mothers side for xmas eve and just hang out there. Perfect excuse!! I was spending time with other family. Also freaked out my cousin. By saying I have a lesbian friend. My family is entertaining. It goes from super conservative to super liberal. But yeah she's been homeschooled and fits the stereotype very well. Extremely conservative christian beliefs. She handled herself fairly well. Only a funny face. Didn't make any comment. Rest of the time was spent eating and jumping from conversation to conversation so I didn't get snared in any arguement. Small towns are so full of gossip. I don't like playing their lil games. Plus I'm usually butt of bad gossip. Like I said I'm a heathen. God forbid I didn't lose my virginity till after high school or party. I didn't go to church or get involved in youth groups. Even though those were the kids who got into trouble. I'm the heathen and damn proud if it means I don't have to be like that. Ok that rant aside. Had to leave early because the bfs mom called around 3 the day of Thanksgiving to say she was going to invite us over at 5. Being 3 hours away we're like you don't make holiday plans the day of. So she was like well just so you know there is freezing rain so be careful. So we left early to find out she was in another state visiting family there. Pissed me off. Cause I do actually like my immediate family. Just not the extended. Then later that weekend found out the bfs grandma is in the hospital. I find out my dog has tumors and going to go soon then just today I get a call from my mom telling my grandma might have cancer, but they can't do all the tests or chemo or surgery because her kidneys are too week to handle the anesthesia. So they can't even tell if it is cancer for certain. Giving her antibiotics hoping the lump will shrink. Here's hoping. She's already put my mom and uncle in charge since they both work in health care. She doesn't want to end up living rest of her life in hospital. Knows if left to any her other kids thats what they would do. Makes me want to move there all the sooner. They will be up for xmas though. Which I'm excited for. I actually like that side of the family. Love them all, but they aren't nearly as harsh in their judgements and leave me be. My baby bro is hoping to see snow. He only gets to when they visit in the winter. So here's hoping for snow even though I hate it.



Other news. Work is annoying. They keep telling us overtime is done with for the year then giving us more. Just stop saying its over and I'll be happy. Hate getting excited to have a full weekend then not.



Am looking at schools near my mom. And apartments. Although according to her she can find me a cheaper one once I move. And already checked out the schools so am set there. Have job ready. Though have an idea I want to propose to her at some point. My time is up though so Tata for now

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MyArmyLife
09:57 Dec 02 2010

Wow.. you sound like you've got a hand full. Don't feel bad. I can't let ANYONE around here know the things I've done or about my friends. I live in a tiny town of 70 people. They're all elderly and borderline Christian Fanatics. I'd be lynched in a heart beat.

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