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There us a saying. Since death has no gender in specific we assume it's a he or she depending on who is causing us to fall in its trap to grab and dominate over our lives and keepers of our souls.  Am I right? You ought to be more careful. 



P:S- never underestimate Death.  It can take you anytime it wants.  Death us very patient but when it's time not even you will be able to stop it. Mine is nit time for sure as it seems.  Me and Death play chess. I challenge you to decipher the whole email into a meaning.  The game starts the minute you accept the challenge.  

How far can we go after we get tortured by guilt? Do we become fragile as the thinnest glass enough with a little blow of a wind we cracking and collapse or crumble down to dust or we become stronger or we become impassive? Like numb? Like we forgot our soul somewhere behind with the memory and emotions?

How far can we take our physical torture from those who abuses of us? Do we become numb too? If that becomes numb cause our body have its own memory of the pain but can our mind take it? Or shatter in fear and shuts down? Or become a fighter?



Out there there are those who were born strong that shatters to nothingness and there are the weakest who dies and just remain dead literally and those who died from that being weakest to become or evolved into strongest person. And there are those who just become lime the abusers in order to survive but not exactly surviving. Like from prey become predator. Victim to rapist or pedophile, to psychopath or sociopath or simply become police or protective of those who are getting abused or going to be.

The mind and emotions can be interesting. Like anger, and fear that can take you to self destruction or destructive towards others. Or protectors or reclusive and in deepest denial like it never happened but these people know it did. Some where able to block the memory away for long period of time, others adapted dissociated persona as split or multi personality, others become addicts. Not that I blame them. Drugs and alcohol saved me from suiciding and going insane. Now that I am out if it. My brain is fucked from remembering things but I am glad like that. It keeps me safe. I don't judge them cause he'll know what they went through themselves. Was it experience of life or just born like that or simply they just love causing evil no one knows so I won't judge them.



Human mind and soul are interesting how it evolves or dissolve into nothing. All depends from tortures and sufferings and how they take it and the processing it through.

Share your opinions guys. If you never been through it I advice you not to speak for you will be insulting those who are still going through roughest shit

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frozenVheart
15:16 Nov 05 2014

I know the feeling.. Very deep post

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AngelicaRose
01:20 Nov 06 2014

We fight and we survive....know that i am here for you always...just a message away.

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