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Is there anyone who would miss me if I were gone for good? Afraid to lose me? What happens if I die? I was always afraid to lose me pa and me make but then again they would be afraid to lose me too. I still lost papi. Ma talks to me when it's convenient mostly. What would happen if I were gone? Show must go on and I would have been forgotten in a year or two after my disappearance? I don't know. But I guess I will never know. I wish I have been gone first though. Before papi. This world make no sense to me no more. I can't think straight either. I am a nuisance. Those who think I am tough and strong are so wrong. I wish I was gone. Loosing a parent when you are alone is the hardest shit. You can always have more in the future if you wanted although there is that hole in you that can't be filled completely. But parent is irreplaceable. No one can ever replace that person who raised you up in good or wrong way. Nothing can fill it. There is only darkness and emptiness and coldness. No matter how much relatives stay near me or friends. I don't need love and relationships. What I need is me pa.

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Sungmanito
10:50 May 23 2015

I wouldn't want anything to happen to you. I would miss you

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