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Ok. Morning everyone.



How are you doing? Some who are in Japan and some from U.S.A

Here are my points of the day. The day suck as hell cause too much errands to do for the old man (father) and if he starts to complain I am going to make it worst for him. I am going to take things eaaaaaaaaaaasy =P the more he get nasty the more I do it slow. I am NO SERVANT or he got to pay me.



I do things coming from my heart. If I do things for a person have to be free willing and from the heart and not forced.

Um......this ain't going to be easy. I know that particularly well in succeeding to control my anger and my temper. But I want to try to take things as a joke, if he starts to try to hit a nerve. As I said this is not going to be easy at all. I know my issues and I know my temper is short, quick and terrible one. But I need to get hold of it. I need a fucking punchbag though in my room. Anyone offers his face? LOL kidding =P I got my therapy this week, this very friday. Hope nothing comes up cause I really wanna go. My therapist is awesome cause not only he got to listen to my fucking rants all the time and my personal issues but he is there to help me for my transition.



Diet it is a MUST to Continue and so does my workout. I want to loose 22 bloody kg and with my thyroid is a hell of a pain in the ass. easy to loose inches but my weight don't seem to budge..bleah. But I refuse to go overboard and wish my health over it. So I am a transgender, I am supposed to be Bisexual, but lately these months I happen to sided on men's side in preferences and also I am chubby but in 3 weeks diet I lost 5 inches. OK. Ganbatte to me to succeed in these damn goals. Whoever is going to try to stop me an electric chainsaw and grenades are ready for you. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. BACK OFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I opened 3 new blogs for myself out from fb. I wanted something very personal where dad can never read my inner thoughts and then attack me with it. Isn't that great??

Today I also managed today I also bought myself some awesome Aloe Vera Juice. non artificial syrup or juice,. I hate that shit., real stuff is awesome xD :P But never take it when you have diarrhea cause it can make things go worse LOLOLOLOL



I also managed to make myself a great Ramyun. Korean hot pot noodles adding with it some chinese snack hot pot contents and it was YUMMY!!!!! sweet yet spicy. =P

its fine if you don't like it guys since everyone got his own taste but for me was great lunch.



Oh Jamex Black, brother? about the mouse that moves on its own I think our mouse sensed some danger so its moving on its own? LOL (mouse of the computer)

hahahahahahahaha

Mine its moves on its own and at times it pisses me off LOL But I don't feel like buying new mouse so I won't smash it. See? Am tryyyyying to hold control on my anger. It is not easy thing to do but a bit of training every day should help?

Sex helps too but I don't have anyone to do it with here =P and I will do it only with someone i love.

Old fashioned I know but I don't like to share my body with just anyone



well that is all for today. Off for a quick nap.



Any comments so far? please post

But if your posts become rude and nasty then I won't hesitate to send you flying

and tell you TURN AROUND, BEND YOURSELF, PULL DOWN YOUR PANTS AND READY TO GET FUCKED HARD MOTHERFUCKER !!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHA



and yes that is me. :P