auuu....
I watched the movie Splice last night and it have to say i was quite....interesting. It ed my interest because i've never seen anything like it and i do admire the plot twists. Intriguing, it also had me looking over my shoulder when i took it off. It was worth the time :)
"The sci-fi thriller “Splice” stars Adrien Brody and Sarah Polley as superstar genetic engineers Clive and Elsa, who specialize in splicing together DNA from different animals to create incredible new hybrids. Now they want to use human DNA in a hybrid that could revolutionize science and medicine. But when the pharmaceutical company that funds their research forbids it, Clive and Elsa secretly conduct their own experiments. The result is Dren, an amazing, strangely beautiful creature of uncommon intelligence and an array of unexpected physical developments. And though, at first, Dren exceeds their wildest dreams, she begins to grow and learn at an accelerated rate—and threatens to become their worst nightmare."
friggin highlights darkened. what the hell?! i thought they're supposed to lighten is anything! rah. i want a do-over. -.-
yea...so...well....
he couldn't talk
things r hectic
sigh
i wish i could take him away from that
from them
i wish i could uncrease his forehead and ease tense muscles
i wish i could be there for him
sigh
i want to talk
speak
say something, something meaningful
but i can't. i choke.
when things are let unsaid, like now, i feel strange
like i can feel something between us
stopping, blacking, cutting off everything
sigh
i need to talk to him
i really...really need to
maybe it's just he can't talk...it usually is.
i wait...
nothing
maybe i should just put away my phone
...i'll check it tonight...
liar
i know i'd check it as soon as my nerves kick in again
or instinct
sigh
whatever
if he really wanted to tlk to me he would have called more than once right??
i mean, return more than 1 call after the 5 i've been trying to get him with.
i'll...sigh, i'll wait.
Does he want to talk to me?- better question.
After last night, i won't blame him if he doesn't.
Sigh, maybe he just wants space?
i don't kno.
funny people say funny things.
I visited some family today. Well...it felt like i just visited strangers. I don't know them at all..and i was uncomfortable as hell. Sigh, i hate being around a crowd, i hate being uncomfortable. I sat there, at the table, smiling occasionally when necessary and nodding on point. Sigh, i need a phone with internet :/
why do i always feel the need to fix things?...and everyone...
i LOVE nail polish
i love the blending of colors...
i love the feel of the brush sliding on perfectly leveled nails...
i love the absolute shine of wet polish...
and as a nail tech, yes, i am aDaiCtEd
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Ooooo I know the feeling, just got a pedi the other day and it made me feel like a princess ( ;
I KNOW!!!!
what is love?....
i don't know everything. as a matter of fact- i don't know a lot at all. i don't know why i can't focus. On Vita, on school work, on life. i'm in pieces and i don't have the strength to attempt to build me back. I'm terrified of going back to school. It's so hard to focus, to get things done. I need to get up;. Fix things. DO SOMETHING. But...but i can't....
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Welcome to my world hon it is so hard for me to focus and stay focused on things );
Night night ravers...
Tel me your secret LW....
Never do i want to let you go...
Tell me what ur feeling cuz i want to know.
days pass...
i can't handle doing this...
i miss you.
do you miss me to?
to say what i really feel....i won't let myself
to show u what i really feel...i'm afraid of being that vulnerable
i...i miss u...
i love u
i got a full 9 hour rest last night yet i woke up with my eyes stinging like i've only slept for a few minutes. I dragged my body through out the day, willing to asist my mom with anything she asked. i was cleaning for only a half hour when my head began spinning and throbbing. i had to stop, i had to breathe. i sat there, balled up on the floor, staring at nothing yet my head was working over-time. i don understnd why i feel this weak. it's so hard to focus- on anything. My body, my mind- drained. I can barely handle this...
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its the lack of Chan... Told you the side effects are bad
I have this quite often actually, can you recall any of your dreams that might be worth looking into.
i love reading journals, i love reading thoughts :)
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OHHHHHHhhhhhhh I LOVE her!!! Well her and Rachel Brice ( ;
I have to check our Ms. Brice then
God i'm really exhausted. Everything's weighing on me and i'm dragging down...
i'm so tired...
so...so tired...
I'm madly in love with you Chan
i'm so hungry!!! i needdd FOOODD!
i'm at peace now that he's here....
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I would recommend that EVER romantic person that lives reads Perfect Chemistry by Simon Elkeles
A perfect Romeo&Juliette remake :)
it's not like i don't get enough time with you or anything....OF COURSE you can go
i know i'm being selfish but can you blame me? really?? can you?!
I feel like i've just been crying non-stop. something's tugging down my heart and each of my breaths feels ragged and weary. why do i feel so weak?
i'm looking for something that doesn't exist!
when are we gong to get over ourselves?!
when am i?...
no, not now
life teaches after rather than before
so i must learn
tensed muscles, deepened breaths and all
we must all learn
maybe it is good taking a break for a while
...to change- fix- what i've become...
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