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"MY IMMORTAL"



I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me



You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase



I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along





"WHISPER"



Catch me as I fall

Say you're here and it's all over now

Speaking to the atmosphere

No one's here and I fall into myself

This truth drives me

Into madness

I know I can stop the pain

If I will it all away



Don't turn away

(Don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide

(Though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes

(God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light

(Never sleep never die)



I'm frightened by what I see

But somehow I know

That there's much more to come

Immobilized by my fear

And soon to be

Blinded by tears

I can stop the pain

If I will it all away



Fallen angels at my feet

Whispered voices at my ear

Death before my eyes

Lying next to me I fear

She beckons me

Shall I give in

Upon my end shall I begin

Forsaking all I've fallen for

I rise to meet the end



Servatis a pereculum.

Servatis a maleficum







"IMAGINARY"



I linger in the doorway

Of alarm clock screaming

Monsters calling my name

Let me stay

Where the wind will whisper to me

Where the raindrops

As they’re falling tell a story



In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me



Don’t say I’m out of touch

With this rampant chaos- your reality

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

The nightmare I built my own world to escape



Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights

Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

The goddess of imaginary light





"HAUNTED"



Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still can't find what keeps me here

When all this time I've been so hollow inside

I know you're still there



Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you loving you

I won't let you pull me down



Hunting you I can smell you - alive

Your heart pounding in my head



Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Saving me, raping me, watching me



Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you... loving you

I won't let you pull me down

"ACROSS THE UNIVERSE"



[Written by John Lennon & Paul McCartney]

[Originally performed by The Beatles in the album "Let It Be"]



Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,

They slither while they pass they slip away across the universe

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,

Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru de va om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,

They call me on and on across the universe,

Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they

Tumble blindly as they make their way

Across the universe

Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world



Sounds of laughter, shades of earth are ringing

Through my open ears inciting and inviting me

Limitless undying love which shines around me like a

million suns and calls me on and on

Across the universe

Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world



Jai guru deva

"HOW TO DISAPEAR COMPLETELY"



That there, that's not me

I go where I please

I walk through walls

I float down the Liffey



I'm not here

This isn't happening

I'm not here, I'm not here



In a little while

I'll be gone

The moment's already passed

Yeah, it's gone



I'm not here

This isn't happening

I'm not here, I'm not here



Strobe lights and blown speakers

Fireworks and hurricanes



I'm not here

This isn't happening

I'm not here, I'm not here....







"FAKE PLASTIC TREES"



Her green plastic watering can

For her fake Chinese rubber plant

In the fake plastic earth

That she bought from a rubber man

In a town full of rubber plans

To get rid of itself



It wears her out, it wears her out

It wears her out, it wears her out



She lives with a broken man

A cracked polystyrene man

Who just crumbles and burns

He used to do surgery

For girls in the eighties

But gravity always wins



It wears him out, it wears him out

It wears him out, it wears him out



She looks like the real thing

She tastes like the real thing

My fake plastic love

But I can't help the feeling

I could blow through the ceiling

If I just turn and run



It wears me out, it wears me out

It wears me out, it wears me out



If I could be who you wanted

If I could be who you wanted all the time



All the time...

All the time...





"STREET SPIRIT (Fade Out)"



Rows of houses, all bearing down on me

I can feel their blue hands touching me

All these things into position

All these things we'll one day swallow whole

And fade out again and fade out



This machine will, will not communicate

These thoughts and the strain I am under

Be a world child, form a circle

Before we all go under

And fade out again and fade out again



Cracked eggs, dead birds

Scream as they fight for life

I can feel death, can see its beady eyes

All these things into position

All these things we'll one day swallow whole

And fade out again and fade out again



Immerse your soul in love

IMMERSE YOUR SOUL IN LOVE







"WHERE I END AND YOU BEGIN"



There's a gap in between

There's a gap where we meet

Where I end and you begin

And I'm sorry for us

The dinosaurs roam the earth

The sky turns green

Where I end and you begin

I am up in the clouds

I am up in the clouds

And I can't and I can't come down

I can watch and cant take part

Where I end and where you start

Where you, you left me alone

You left me alone

X'll mark the place

Like the parting of the waves

Like a house falling in the sea

In the sea

I will eat you alive [x4]

There'll be no more lies [x4]

I will eat you alive [x4]

There'll be no more lies [x4]

I will eat you alive [x4]

There are no more lies [x4]

I will eat you alive [x3]