If I could ask god one question, right now... I'd ask "What would everyone elses life be like if I put a bullet through my head, or slit myself in every major fucking artery... what would everyone do after that? What is your fucking plan then? Tell me and I'll make my fucking decision..."
Blood lust... fucking sucks after a while...
I haven't had much except the little bits of blood i can get from scrapes.
No I don't injure myself, and yes I keep scrapes and such clean...
And... maybe I keep them open for a lil longer than I should but hey, gotta get the taste somehow...
Right now, I'm in Iraq... ya, no fun. No blood to be had, and it's around a bunch of guys... who annoy the shit out of me half the time.
There's a few... a slim few... people who I actually like and are, ehem, intelligent... lol
Anyways, i'm done ranting...
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DarkSeductions
00:32 Jan 08 2010
please dont do that...i would be miserable because i wouldnt have my big brother to talk to.:D
Sexy
22:53 Apr 12 2010
I would ask him if I was going to go to heaven and if I will ever see my dead loved ones again.
I think you should take this journal down. It's making me sad :(