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Vampires have always fascinated me. Some of my earliest memories were sneaking copies of my mother's various Vampire Chronicles to read under my night light. I remember watching "Interview" without any fear or trepidation that an ordinary 7 year-old would. In fact, I couldn't help but marvel at how beautiful everything was; especially the blood.



I always assumed that I was just a huge fangirl with an unhealthy obsession. I even looked into having my incisors sharpened. This was just a phase, right?



Then I turned 22 and began attending a club in Hollywood that catered to people in the same phase I was in. I donned fangs and contacts, and was lovingly referred to as "Akasha" by many of the patrons. I sipped bags of "blood" and played in various BDSM scenes (I found my favorite to be energy play and that overall I'm a switch). It was during this phase, though, that I began to change. I began to live. I began.



It's been three years since I first visit that club. Three years of awakening and I'm sure I'm still in some sort of purgatory. But I doubt it's just random chance I ended up here of all places. Maybe I'm not a vampire (vampyre), but maybe this is the path that'll lead me to even more discoveries.



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BeautifulEnlightenment
14:04 Aug 29 2015

Well I really hope that you will fear what you are looking for hun. Let me know if you need anything. :)

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BeautifulEnlightenment
14:05 Aug 29 2015

*find

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I am overwhelmed by the amount of gracious welcomes I have received from various members. I am still getting the hang of things, but I'm a fast learner ;)



What should I do next? Continue rating the profiles of those who showed me kindness? Browse through the mentorships to find someone who will not only help me adjust to this site, but help me adjust to this...identity, shall we call it? (I'm no wordsmith, clearly.)



I think I'll just lurk...



...for now.



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LadnaKobieta
23:58 Aug 28 2015

one thing you can do is rate and look for people with people who like blood and look for people you can really connect with.

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BeautifulEnlightenment
14:02 Aug 29 2015

And I can definitely help you with all of that. You should check out the articles in the school that I have written. They should be a big help to you regarding your Awakening. It's very good that you are journaling about it too. Good luck in your search for enlightenment...!! I'm here for you any time!

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