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No one cares.

No one waits.

It doesn't matter any more.

No one loves.

No one tries.

It doesn't matter any more.

No one shares.

No one understands.

It doesn't matter any more.

No one trusts.

No one saves.

It doesn't matter any more.

No one shames.

No one feels.

It doesn't matter any more.

No one smiles.

No one flies.

It doesn't matter any more.

Do you see me?

Can you feel the tears?

Will you ease my pain?

You see the looks.

You observe this coldness.

Yet, still you sit and smile.

Do you not understand me?

Can you try to consider this?

Will you forget my face?

My tears fall swiftly.

That smile fades quickly.

Yet, it doesn't matter to you.

Do you steal glances to see me cry?

Can you wipe my fears away?

Will you consider me in your private thoughts?

You don't try to heal this.

Never tried to hear my concerns.

Yet, you sit and stare.

Do you care what happens to me?

Can you save me from this hell?

Will you try to be a friend someday?

You never stuck around when needed.

The smile I once proudly wore, faded.

Yet, you never lent a sweet hand.

Have you ever felt loved?

Have you ever felt trusted?

Have you ever REALLY had someone there for you?

Your reaction says no.

Have you ever completely trusted?

Have you ever thought from others perspective?

Have you ever allowed anything unexpected?

Your reaction says no.

Have you ever truly love?

Have you ever wondered?

Have you ever been confused?

Your reaction says no.

Have you ever thought of life without her?

Have you ever seen yourself alone?

Have you ever trusted yourself?

Your reaction says no.

Have you ever considered a different life?

Have you ever felt better?

Have you ever seen yourself the way I do?

Your reaction says no.

Have you ever been outside your circle?

Have you ever been made uncomfortable?

Have you ever really meant what you said?

Your reaction says no.

Have I ever disappointed you?

Have I ever made you wonder, "What If?"

Have I ever made you feel differently about you?

Your reaction says no.

This sensual movement.

This sexual experience.

You manage to distort it all.

Ripping flesh, ripped from bones.

Seclusion embraced.

Desertion, the solution.

Torn are the feelings I had.

Broken are the wings that made me fly.

I pray for peace again.

Pray for silence overflowing.

The joy that used to surround me.

The pleasure that used to overwhelm me.

Taken in a single stab.

Pride stripped from my soul.

Love shaken from this heart.

My soul has disappeared.

My pain starts to swell.

This stabbing torture rings clear.

Emotions stir uncontrollably.

Why am I still here?

What's the obsession with keeping this pain around?

Feeling raped and abused.

Scared and misused.

Stolen from what I used to be.

I see what you used to be.

The light you used to shower us in.

A light sorely missed.

I see the soul you used to own.

The character you used to bare.

A character far gone.

I see the spirit you used to bare.

The wild intrigue you enjoyed.

An intrigue disappeared.

I see the love you used to share.

The love well spread on all.

A love gone away.

I see the youth you used to declare.

The youth that kept you alive.

A youth lost today.

I see the care you used to spread.

The care that shown from you so clear.

A care that is no longer there.

I see the hate you never bore.

The hate that no one knew from you.

A hate that is too new now.

I see the person you used to be.

The one that's been lost.

The one that I would've loved.

A person that is now gone.

Do you like me this way?

In fear of you, scared of everything.

I'm sick of this feeling.

A feeling of betrayal, loss.

My freedom has withered.

My love has disappeared.

Farther and farther, I drift away.

Into insanity, I'm here to stay.

Your love for mehas long passed died.

There's no reason for us to be here.

You look at me do meanly.

I'm tired of this feeling.

Leave me be, let me alone.

I want to sit here like a stone.

Wishing you'd just go away.

I don't want to lead you astray.

You head me into dispair.

My depression is overwhelming me.

Thoughts leave me in solitude.

I'm scared of you, everything you do.

Leave me alone, let me be.

What we put ourselves through in the name of love!

We deal with bickering family that we could live without.

People that get on our last nerve and tear us down to nothing, we say we love.

Relationships with no trust carry on with backstabbing and lies for no other reason than "love".

If love is so great, what keeps us together,

Why do we go through so much pain and disaster so we won't have to live without love?

What's the point in tearing ourselves down to the last cell, molecule, to keep a "loved one" happy?

If they're really "loved ones", why DO they tear us apart?

Why do they allow us to live under such harsh terms for the rest of our years?

Subjecting ourselves to this unnecessary punishment.

To this cruel thing that's extremely overrated.

Why be inlove? What's the point? What's the use?

An over-extended, over-used phrase, "I love you".

Disgust, disappointment, disinterest.

That's all you see in me now.

The love that was once there, gone.

The pleasure in me, now jaded.

What we had is lost.

What we did, forgotten.



The pain we had subsided.

The hate we felt melted.

But only in each others eyes.

Now that's gone and this is what's left.

You don't love me the same.

You don't see the same face.



Disillusioned, disgraced, disfigured.

This face is all of these.

Nothing more than pain is brought.

Nothing more than tears fill these eyes.

Joy was once seen through them.

Joy was once the life line here.



Unforgiven, unrestrained, unable.

Happiness can't be brought here.

Happiness can't be bought here.

Caring hearts, now shattered.

Windows to our soul, now darkened.



We used to be so close

We used to be everything.

Peace came over us like water.

Love showered us like a hopeful daughter.

Now hope is shattered like our souls.