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We are told that Ray has a few days to improve or he gets switched off !

Well that's what it amounts to anyway. The antibiotics may well kick in and "save" him even with the amount of knowledge we have no-one at this point can say if he will make it or not.

Just a few more hours and I'm off till after Easter, a very welcome break.

I am now in a Coven, sadly I don't get much time online but I'll check it out when I can. The Coven Mistress gave me a friendly welcome which was nice.

How easy it is to be selfish.

I'm on leave next week and a few days ago a dear friend went into hospital and is not expected to come out (except feet first).

I'm so hoping my first thought was something like "oh no, how sad, how is he" but I cant actually remember...I know pretty soon after I was thinking "bugger, that means Sis's birthday to calm her down about, and a funeral and probably not even being able to go out for the day".

Ray how could ya be so thoughtless as to fall ill at this time ???? *smiles* In a perfect world, if this were to happen, loved ones would simply down tools regardless of jobs etc and just be there..end of, but perfection is a ways away.

So I'm playing a waiting game.

Anyone missing a Panda ?

I guess it makes a change from moaning about my office being too hot but damn...been cold for a few days now.

If the boss thinks this will make us work harder...na not happening.

Ah well better get started, put on a smile and do some work !

Friday, it has such a lovely ring to it. This morning I am climbing off the wheel, dizzy though I may be I shall "feel" my way round the office, smile at everyone, "feel" and spread the lurve...yea I do sometimes get a twisted sense of pleasure from colleagues wondering what the hell I'm so upbeat about.

The "new" in New Year seems to be wearing off/out.

New life goals/love/job/diet/etc just as well as the holiday season is just round the corner and all the talk will be about everything that possibly can be connected to a lovely holiday.

My personal wheel has turned. I've been through the expansive love/peace phase which I quite enjoyed/needed even, and I'm now at the "yea I know your right about the positive vibes, just shut the hell up about it coz I aint feeling it right now.

Maybe I was a Hamster in a previous life.