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Has anyone performed in front of their evil school before? Most likely.

I did it today. I messed up, we messed up.

It was our school's rock band.

I was scared as shit. I wanted to puke.

Then for some reason, I got cramps. The same kind as TOM. Period cramps.

Ugh.

I hate when that happens. Then my legs and lower back start hurting. Does that happen to any of you?

If anyone reads this.

Well, anyways. It was weird. After a girl asked for my autograph. I was pretty sure she was messing around. Either that or she's crazy.

Eh. Not my problem. People are weird.

I'm like a loser at...well any school. I know a lot of people. And they usually hate me.

Or start acting fake. Eh.

Well bye I guess.

So what am I to do?

This is what I think:



Everyone is out to get me.



My boyfriend will realize just how insane I REALLY am, and will leave me.



The people I hate, and vice versa, will find a way into my life again, and completely destroy everything and anything I have left that's good (my best friends and boyfriend).



My mom is a bitch (and that's true, everyone who knows her says that), who makes me feel like a freak by starting every sentence with



"Normal people _________"



Meaning I'M NOT NORMAL. Because she says normal people do things that I don't, supposedly.



And my therapist always comes at times I'm busy and that pisses me off. I HAD TO FRIGGIN PRESENT MY PROJECT AND SHE COMES!



Ugh. Stupid people.

Anyways, bye.