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My trip experience part 1



Thu 16th July 2009



This strong salvia I bought is strong; it was used by the shamans for spiritual rituals, and to open the inner consciousness. I made a one skinner of it, I took my first draw felt fine, it was just an experiment, and wanted to experience it, because I saw it in the Herbal shop, and it’s expensive.



After 2 or 3 draws I felt a weird sensation, I felt the room warped, and the room started to look different. I lost perception of time and everything around me and my thoughts and imagination came to life. All my positive and negative thoughts and emotions started taking over me. I lost a bit of my memory and awareness of myself, and the T.V was left on, and it felt as if the T.V was talking about me. Then all of sudden the room turned into a spiritual place, it changed. There were visions of good angels and bad angels.



It felt like my conscious mind was expanding, and I sat up at my altar and I went into a deep meditated state of mind, and my imagination took over me. There was a falling angel behind me, it was trying to hold onto me, trying to turn me against God, and wanted me to go in the open gates, I was ignoring the bad angel, I banished it with the window of my mind by focus and concentration, I chanted for Gabriel which is Gods good angel, and he came to help me, and he guided and kept me calm and peaceful. He was telling me to focus and concentrate on positive feelings; I felt I was in a higher place, which was heaven. I could hear cries and voices coming from below from the underworld, and Gabriel told me to focus and think of a peaceful place, and then all of a sudden the bad angel disappeared out of my imagination, because I banished it with positive thoughts. I was saying “where am I”? I felt as if my soul had left my body. I thought my dog Oscar was barking at me, because he was wandering what I was doing or somebody was walking past my house. Then he lay down.



I was aware of myself a little, I was coming back and all my perception and awareness all came back to me. It started to were off after the 5 to 10 minute trip, and everything went back to normal, and I felt that I was away for ages, and I was sweating. I felt better and all my bad thoughts were washed away and gone, it all came out of me; and I felt as if I was getting flouting like feelings. I felt as if my Grandfather was calling me, and telling me it's ok son, just relax and focus. I kept focusing and thinking about nice things.



I only took 3 draws, and it was pure leaves I smoked, and 10X concentration. I did not realize that it was powerful. It started off from a bad trip, and then it developed into a good trip with positive feelings. It must depend on your mood and the environment your in. When I smoked it, I was upset earlier in the evening with my friend, but now we are ok. The good angels were telling me not to worry. I don't think, I was out of my mind at first, and I felt I was in a spiritual place. I kept calm and meditated through the trip, until everything came back to me, it was the greatest experience I ever had in my life. It's not recommended for kids. You have to be a sensible adult to take it, because you lose perception of reality. My trip was about 5 minutes, and it felt as if I was away for 20 minutes and my hands were sweating. It was scary at first. I did not realize it was strong.

I heard Gabriel the angel of judgement, he said I am here to protect you, that's why I show myself. I said "Where are you"?, and Gabriel said "look out the window". I said "but thats the street"? he said "I have turned it into heaven, I am the angel of God and i can turn your place into anything I want". "look at the window" Gabriel said again. I looked and there appeared to be white light, and beautiful sounds of nature, and horrible voices coming from down below, and it was all around, it was like a tranquil spiritual place divided up from good and evil, and I was using my conscious mind to focus where I want to be. I told him with my divine wisdom "where are the bird sounds and the other sounds coming from? Gabriel replied "the birds are coming from the higher place heaven , and the horrible sounds are the bad angels from below". Gabriel said "focus on the light and the beautiful sounds of nature, thats where you belong, and be patient and just keep following the light, and let the beautiful sounds guide you". "Focus on the light always and listen to the beautiful sounds of nature, and just keep following it, and that will guide you to the higher place you want to be. "The higher place is where you will be close to the kingdom of the gods and goddeses, but at the minute you are in the holy gods kingdom". "Just search for Isis and the pagan goddess and you will find their kingdoms, use your higher consciousness and higher wisdom and focus hard on the light". The angel said "I have been watching down on you Alan, I saw you alone outside St Thomas Church looking around your favourite place". He left and said "focus on the light always and keep following and searching, and you will find those places of the Gods and Goddesses, where you will be close to them for eternity". It was my nice experience, and least I know there is an arch angel protecting and guiding me to the higher place I want to be.