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*if tears could build a stairway,

and memories a lane.

id walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

no farewells words were spoken.

no time to say goodbye....

you were gone before i knew it

and only god knows why.

my heart still aches with sadness

and secret tears will flow,

what is meant to love you-

no one can ever know

but now i know you want me

to mourn for you no more:

to remember all the happy times,

lif still has much in store

since youll never be forgotten

i pledge to you today_

a hallowed place within my heart

is where youll always stay*



Dedicated to my beautiful baby boys~

Gavin & Sebastian....xxxxxxxxooooo

*Your words they haunt me

your energy consuming me

i live for your touch,oh how i want it so much

the simple touch of your skin

setting me on fire

our souls combining as we melt into eachother

you call my name,i hear it in my dreams

we have become one it seems

your eyes look into mine and i feel your heart,as it beats for mine

my heart.my soul.my everything

as you haunt my entire being

i haunt yours... *

**The darkness looms

the saddness consumes

every part of my heart & soul

i couldnt stop it

it was out of mycontrol

came crashing down upon me

without a clue to be seen

now im left with a saddness

so intense...

the hurt being as immense

i look for a meaning behind his words

and still i find nothing

i look for a reason yet i still find nothing

as the darkness looms

and the saddness consumes

all of my heart and soul**

*Your voice haunting me

amidst my dreams

it wasnt what it seems

living in this world of make believe

and useless lies told

around my heart you had a strong hold

as the crimson tears flood my eyes

all that is left is the saddening goodbyes

and your voice haunting me

amidst my dreams

never what it seems

you were once my heart

once my soul

but now its taken such a toll

and in my dreams you still haunt me

your blue eyes now al that i can see*

**Getting my hopes up once again

releasing into this terrible sin

i do this every time...

crimson tears flood my eyes

and quiet all of my saddening cries

i question all of my feelings,all of my fears

wondering what is near

my hopes lay in the balance

not knowing where they'll end up

i begin to swim in a crimson pool

drowning in my doubt**

**The desire for you is growing

from your touch upon my skin

to your blood upon my lips

your eyes run through my mind at all hours of the day

no words are there to say

this desire that is overtaking me

longing for your soul to be with mine

the two of our hearts combine

i ache for us to never part

our connection not to sever

and this love to not fade never**