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Yesterday would have been my biological father's birthday, and I cannot help but think of how nice it would have been to have known him, to have spent at least one birthday with him in the few years he remained in this world after my birth. My biggest dream in life when I was younger was to reconnect with him, but in the words of Pink Floyd:
When I was a child, I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look, but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown; the dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb
I am also reminded that it is the time of year in which several people I know were born. Some of those birthdays, I have memorized, but others, not so much. I wish a collective happy birthday to my friends who have survived another year, just in case I do not remember every specific birthday.
I am far too sleep-deprived to deal with that caliber of imbecile today. How many times a day does someone have to remind you how to breathe? What's it like living life as only seeing the first layer of the contextual onion? I certainly don't envy those who have to put up with you.
I said accompaniment, not accomplishment; so remember little pretentious poet, dictionaries are your friends and no, a thesaurus is not a type of dinosaur.
Stay out of my way, bitch boy; I'm a queen, not your fucking servant. Pull your head out of your ass, and maybe you would see that, but you won't because you're just a little whore's toy.
I bet you think this post is about you, don't you?
Sometimes all a girl wants is to find the Mickey to her Mallory; that loyal but crazy bastard who sticks with her through thick and thin until the end when they both break free together.
You know, the only thing that kills the demon...is love.
A much needed vacation, I just learned this morning that I will be going to Austin, Texas over the Winter holidays; I hope I enjoy it as much as I enjoyed Alaska in December 2014. I have not been able to travel as much as I would like over the last couple of years due to academic obligations, but I do visit my hometown of Charleston occasionally, and I went to Raleigh a few months ago for a concert.
Also, I'm feeling this song this morning, so enjoy.
Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma and Pa
Not the way that I do love you
Holy moly, me oh my, you're the apple of my eye
Girl, I never loved one like you
Man, oh, man, you're my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness
There ain't nothing that I need
Hot and heavy pumpkin pie, chocolate candy, Jesus Christ
Ain't nothing please me more than you
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you
La, la, la, la, take me home
Mommy, I'm coming home
I'll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark
Girl, I never loved one like you
Moats and boats and waterfalls, alleyways and pay phone calls
I've been everywhere with you (that's true)
Laugh until we think we'll die, barefoot on a summer night
Never could be sweeter than with you
And in the streets you run afree, like it's only you and me
Geeze, you're something to see
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you
La, la, la, la take me home
Daddy, I'm coming home
Jade?
Alexander?
Do you remember that day you fell out of my window?
I sure do, you came jumping out after me.
Well, you fell on the concrete and nearly broke your ass, and you were bleeding all over the place, and I rushed you out to the hospital. Do you remember that?
Yes, I do
Well there's something I never told you about that night...
What didn't you tell me?
While you were sitting in the back seat, smoking a cigarette and you thought it was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you till just now.
Aww!
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Oh, home, let me come home
Home is where I'm alone with you
Home, let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you
Home, yes I am home
Home is when I'm alone with you
Alabama, Arkansas
I do love my Ma and Pa
Moats and boats and waterfalls
Alleyways and payphone calls
Home is wherever I'm with you
Home is when I'm alone with you
So, my best friend, Mark, who considers himself a gifted troll and says he learned from the master of trolling (which I can completely vouch for), has agreed to help the ladies of VR out pertaining to a certain imbecile who just does not know when to stop. You're welcome. Mark's natural state of being is a trolling asshole, but luckily this time it is to the benefit of others. No, he is not on VR; even if he tried to be, he would probably manage to piss off everybody within the first hour of joining and be suspended until infinity by the end of the first day. LOL
The rest of the conversation entailed sick and deranged jokes and graphics as is the usual in our conversations. However, he did share one article with me that got us both thinking, If a person likes to eat seafood, does that make them a shark? LOL Fuck it, we're going trans-species next time around. ...Because apparently the food you like to eat can change your race and ethnicity, so why not change species while we're at it? LMAO Read the article if you want to know what the hell I'm talking about.
...But I will say this, you only recognize certain actions from others because you do them yourself. The difference is that when you do them, you actually have ulterior motives; you fail to realize that others probably have more integrity than you. Hence, their actions, though they may seem to mirror your own, could have completely pure and honest intentions behind them.
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