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By: Erik Salazar

Written: Sept. 18th, 2010



I’m hurting,

I’m burning,

Just wish someone would listen to my voice.



A bottle,

An empty glass,

Don’t know what I’m doing but I’ve been down here before.



Drinking…the poison,

Drinking…the curse,

Drinking…until I don’t feel nothing anymore.



Tired,

So tired,

Of feeling like I’ll never get where I’m going…

I don’t know where I’m going to tonight.



Is hell really real?

Is heaven really real?

Is the devil really real?

Is God…watching over me?

Is life really real?

Is death really real?

Will this world please stop turning,

Will this life start beginning…tonight?



I miss you,

I miss who you were,

I miss everything that you planned to be.



Who are you?

I don’t know anymore,

You used to show such promise to us all.



You’re nothing,

You’re nothing,

You were never meant to amount to anything.



I used to be somebody important,

I used to be someone you looked up to,

Now I am just a cloud in a cage,

I’m so filled with this lustful, violent rage.



Go away,

Go away from me tonight,

I don’t want you anywhere by my side.



God help me,

God please help me now,

I just need to feel something in my life.



I’m hurting,

I’m burning,

Just wish someone would listen to my voice.



Is hell really real?

Is heaven really real?

Is the devil really real?

Is God…watching over me?

Is life really real?

Is death really real?

Will this world please stop turning,

Will this life start beginning…tonight?



I died…

I die…a little…

I die when I hear you say you cried.



I died…

I die…some more…

I die when you say you’ve had enough.



I hate you,

I hate you more and more,

You’re such a failure when I look into your eyes.



I see myself,

I see myself in your eyes,

I hate who I am and that I can’t escape from this place.



I died…

I died…tonight…

I died when you realized I’d never been alive.



Goodnight…

Goodbye…tonight…

I did everything that I thought was right…



I’m wrong…

I’m gone…

Perhaps I should have given up long ago…



I’m hurting…

I’m burning…tonight…

I just wish someone would listen to my voice…



Is hell really real?

Is heaven really real?

Is the devil really real?

Is God…watching over me?

Is life really real?

Is death really real?

Will this world please stop turning,

Will this life start beginning…tonight?



No one listens…

No one cares…

No one listens…

No one cares…



I’m hurting…

I’m burning…tonight…

I just wish someone would listen to my voice…



A bottle,

An empty glass,

Don’t know what I’m doing but I’ve been down here before.