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So, in my reading through the sanguinomicon I realize that , though the writing has a lot that can and does pertain to me, I am not, in fact, a vampyre.



The one thing that proves this to me is my ability to survive without feeding, in any way shape or form. It's not a comfortable way, but I do it more often than most.

I'm sensitive to energies, highly sensitive in fact. I also have similar qualities to psy vamps, and I can read and manipulate emotions and energy very well. However, there is one key and major difference between me and vampires.

I noticed that most vampires/vampyres tend to feed, and only feed. I've rarely heard much, if anything, about giving. And that's what I do. I'm also not talking about being a donor for a vampyre. I mean I take, manipulate, transform, and give energy back. Much like in reikei, but I don't just help channel natural energy to the appropriate path. I can give MASSIVE amounts of energy to someone. It usually screws me up fairly badly if done overly much. But, I seem to have an ability to have an energy source that doesn't run out. It can run low, but not out.



I've seen visions and other things and every time I've seen myself in these I've seen one of two things. I'm either sitting on, or hovering over a bottomless lake or well. I've also never used much of the water from them to sustain myself either. Whatever I use it to keep me from going out completely, but I never feed on it to a large extent.



I'm not entirely sure what this classifies me as, Black Swann definitely, but not Vampyre.



hmm..

weee 13 days til my birthday. Not sure what to do...Gonna hang out with my friends that day since we usually hang out on sundays.



:sigh: I wonder what this 27th year will mark