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The words I type may make you smile

but inside my heart is as long as the nile



Though I may type lol on the computer screen

it is not always the words that I may mean



for I always think of you before I think of me

and wish for you to be happy and full of glee



Though my eyes may be dry and the tears do not fall

my heart inside cries, wailing silent from inside the wall



And though I think that you may hear its bitter cry

I use all my strength to try to hide it with a sigh



My strength is only as strong as I need it to be

until I know that your ok, as far as I can see.





Brianna Marrical 02/21/07

"My Angel"



My angel protects me with his love and light

He keeps me warm and safe in the dark of night



His words are softly spoken but do not deny

the power within can make the strongest cry



You wont see him in the lime light making a scene

but he will come and help me tonight in my dream.



He will walk away when trouble comes around

but fear his sword, for their will be only one round.



Do not threaten his love, for he guards her with his life

he searched for her forever so she could be his loving wife



His eyes are dark and full of wonder, hate runs from their gaze

his wings are full of light and splendor, leaving me in a daze.



He speaks to me without saying a word, he leaves me trembling still

in every way his love has given me, hope for his little Lil'



I thought him lost forever, a dream washed away with my innocence gone

But he came and gave it back to me, like spring does the newborn fawn.



I love him more than I could ever say, in words or rhyme, thought or spell

but I know it will never come close, for he has saved me from my own hell.



From deep within the darkness I cried, until I forgot what tears were for

and then he came and found me, and healed me from outside to my core.



You may not notice my angel, doing your chores but I say,

know that he is close by, guarding me each and every day







Brianna Marrical 02/21/07

Balance



We all seek balance in life with all our might

some seek black while others may seek white



We seek our mate to love us for the rest of our life

to be there for us eternally and be our loving wife



Those that are good want to be bad and run away

yet those that are bad seeks a light that can stay



We spend most of our time in a constant state of wonder

life, death, all of the rules of the universe we sit and ponder



Yet all we are really asked to do is just to be and to learn

but we all want to know the answers and for knowledge we yearn



We search for answers that for centuries have hid from our mind

hiding in the shadows lost in time seemingly impossible to find



Until that day when you find that one, a fairy tale come true it must be

when without speaking you both know you're meant for each other you see



You stand in awe, or in disbelief, or perhaps you lie to yourself and say it isnt so

but eventually you know it is true, for fate balances all things equally as it may go.



You are my balance, and I am yours, so do not wish to be like me, as I wish to be like you



For we are nothing without each other, we are truly one when put together like fate would have us do



Brianna Marrical 02/21/07

To my Best Friend





Hello my friend, I’m sorry to bother you again

I really need to talk to you; I just don’t know where to begin.



I pour out my heart and deepest fears to you

As I tell you my very soul, those I tell are very few.



But we are both bulls in this pasture full of shit

Both burned by love, but both of us refusing to quit.



That stubborn streak we have, is it a blessing or a curse?

As we sit and lick our wounds, our hearts we gingerly nurse.



I know your smiles are just for me

And you try so hard so that I wont see



The pain you feel inside, I know it all too well

I only hope it turns out right so we wont have to yell.



To yell and escape the private hell we live in

To try and understand where the other has been.



Thank you my friend, for trying to ease my tortured soul

I try and help you in return, as your heart I try and console.

To him, Wherever He IS





This one is for my baby so far away

So I’ll just let the words come as they may





His eyes are as blue as the ocean so deep

With one look into my eyes, he knows I’m to keep



To be held close and be wrapped up in his arms so tight

Feels so safe, as my heart clings on with all its might





The times around you are few and far between

But I remember when I’d tell you ever night just what you mean





Feeling your touch on my skin from your gentle caress

Makes my soul hunger and body ache for you, I must confess.





Although we could build a thousand fires from just one kiss

The passion burning deep within, but it is you that I miss.





My laughter echoes when you are near, my smiles never end

Though I know why you aren’t here now, my heart can never mend.





When I am me, I am a happy, cheerful, and loving soul

But without you, I am sad, empty, a heart that isn’t whole





You say one day we’ll be together forever, I only hope its true

Because no matter who comes along, I’ll always love you.





By: Brianna Marrical 9/20/03

A Tiger in a Cage





Back and forth and back again I pace

Like a tiger in a cage, trapped within its race



A dying breed, a species facing extinction by man

Its pain held in its rage squelched by our own hand.



Wild they are born and wild they will always be

No matter who mother’s their zoo bred kittens you see.





Facing death uncertain, lost in a bloody past full of pain

They do as we command, but what is there to gain?



For we can never have what we have destroyed

No matter what program used, as we become more annoyed.



Annoyed at the inconvenience we brought upon ourself

Deeper into this matter we go or is it put up on a shelf



Turn the other way, out of sight out of mind

Until it is no more, and all you then do is look behind.



Always looking behind, never seeing the road ahead

You made your bed now lie, a wise man once said.



Now I see how precious wisdom truly is to us

How we only need to talk and love not bicker and fuss.



Hold on to what you may have, cherish it every day

For it may be the last do we even know the way?



Love as you have never loved before never second-guess

Once its gone, it’s lost forever, thought you try your best.

The Sad Princess



The princess sits on her bed made of fur

she hold in her tears, they are not part of her



Why is she cursed with the same old thing

one by one they fall as she begins to sing



Oh how she tries, over and over to no end

but the wrong message she always seems to send



How she hates and rejects this girl she knows

this girl she calls herself, the song goes



The music plays from the radio, loud and clear

as she holds in the hurt, as her heart it sears



How can one be blessed with such tender loving care

and cursed with a hate that really isn't there



He sits in silence not saying a single word

this cuts her deeper than the sharpest sword.



To release this curse of silence she fights

surely the answer must be some where in sight



So she sits, not saying a word in reply

as slowly the minutes, and tears roll by



Confusion swirls and flies about in her mind

what is wrong? What happened, the answer she must find



She reaches out with her loving arms to emptiness

to be told her love is all for spitefulness.



So quietly she keeps her thoughts and feelings in

for this she knows quite well, here it goes again.

The One



How will I know when I have found the one?

Asks my little sis innocently full of laughs and fun.



I sat and thought but no answer could I find

For love to me had always been cruel and unkind.



The days passed on and I really never knew

Until now, after seeing and spending days with you.



For now I have the answers that she eagerly sought

And have paid in full for all love is rightly bought.



Bought with tears of worry and fret

With mistakes, woes, not to mention regret.



But when his presence calms your very soul

And you laugh and frolic like a little foal.



When you get lost in the gleam of his eyes

And you shine despite your best disguise.



When you wish you could lay in his arms forever

And being apart hurts, you’re very soul it does sever.



When each breath you take fills you with love

Something so pure, a gift from heaven above.



When you can taste your last kiss on your lips

And his touch makes your exploding heart do flips.



When his voice makes the time fly by

And its deep tone makes the angels sigh.



When you comfort comes from his loving embrace

And just a glance makes your heart begin to race.



But the main way to tell is when your heart is broken

From being ripped from you, your love quickly stolen.



So careful what you wish and pray for

because reality hurts unlike myth and lore.

Run Away





Oh where shall I run off to today?

Somewhere my mind can rest and my heart can play





How shall we go? Not by boat, car, or train

But by beer, jager, and shots…we both go insane



The beer is cold and the jager warms my gut

The shots swim around happily as my pain is cut.



Our laughs fill the air as we run quickly away

To our place far from here for a little secret stay.



A place full of flowers and mushrooms a plenty

Love and peace grow wild and are for all to see.



Truly it’s a paradise, why can’t it be that way here?

Living happily together with nothing to ever fear



When I look into your eyes so blue,

All the pains of the world are cast away, my day anew.



Come and take my hand, and tell me your dream

No matter how weird to you they always seem.



I am always here, just a bit down the street

Always true and honest, never full of lie and deceit.



My heart is in your hand, keep it safe for me

For its been hurt enough, and needs to shout with glee.

Run Andy Run



Medic 3, Charlie 13 diabetic problem, one six two five, 1625 Independance Blvd

10-4 CMED we're en route. Well, Andy finally a easy one this shouldn't be too hard.



Turn here man, your going to miss it, I say laughing to my friend of three years,

my partner in crime, my bestest friend to whom I reveal my inner fears.



Ok, this is it just pull in behind engine 4, and ill go on to the door.

knock knock, MEDIC, as the door opens blind sided my heart sinks to the floor.



Come in hurry up, he is in here I hear from deep inside the home

His sugar is low again, I caught him in the yard trying to roam.



Its alright ma'am, we'll get him better soon as I turn the corner in the hall

going in the room, my thoughts smacked into reality, warnings in my mind call.



Sir, I am here to help you, there is no need for that. Andy stay back.

Stay thier you bitch, I'm not kidding, I'll send you home in a sack.



Ok, sir just put the gun down. My partner and I only want to help you

Andy, go back to the truck and help them, knowing they had no clue.



A moment off guard, as I try and make my escape, my gut inside kicked in

Run Andy! , as I tried to stay between them and my good friend.



The truck at the drive seemed so far away, but Andy was now safe inside.

I ran and ran it seemed for days, finally reaching it I hoped in and cried.



Andy we made it, haha, we dodged death again, whats wrong? Are you OK?

Why do you look at me that way? What is it? What are you trying to say?



I felt so tired, as the large drops of sweat dripped down my face

it was only then that the burning hit, as my pulse began to race.



Andy, Im sorry. I couldn't watch you die, I thought I could run faster,

please stay by my side. Dont leave me alone, as I go to meet my master.



Call for help, I don't think I can. Oh I see, so they are on thier way?

Andy don't cry, I had to keep you safe, I'll see you again another day.



Im afraid. It hurts so much. Its getting dark now, I think Im all set

Haha I never thought it would end like this, all bloody and wet.



Tell them I tried, I didn't mean to, I really love them all very much

I was only doing my job, tell them I'll miss them a whole bunch.



I hear them coming, soon you'll be safe again really soon

Stop it Bri, your not funny, your acting like a loon.



As the tears fell from his eyes, and the chokes came from his cry,

Why is it that the innocent must always be the one to die?

To "Rooster"



Children's names echo full of laughter in the hot sun

Hey Rooster,Gris and Stew! Ready or not here I come!



Blanca! Go away Blanca your going to give me away!

The innocense of youth, in full swing, but not to stay.



The playground is full of ghostly laughter from a time

when violence was just tv, and friendship was thine.



Tires squeal, girls turn thier giggling heads to see

young boys with the evil smiles full of mischevious glee



The playground once full of laughter and fun with peers

turns cold and becomes a home for mourning and tears



Why is our lives so fragile? Why is this so true?

Why must live fool us and leave us sad and blue?



Quick close your eyes, do not peek a bit

Hide and seek is up again, so i go to sit



Counting, waitng, listening for any type of clue,

Rooster! Rooster! We're looking, Where are you?



I've counted to ten, I know your out there hiding,

We'll keep looking and together keep confiding.



Because deep down we know, your really not there,

but still we come here to this grave,to stop and stare.



Ready or not here we come, to search for you near & far

We will continue, and find you one day, wherever you are.



Love , Brianna & Jeff, Griswald & Stewert, We love and miss you!



By: Brianna Marrical 2001

In loving memory of Chris Price (aka Rooster)

The Price of Love



As I sit slowly trembling with my hand ore my face,

the tears fall like rain as down my cheeks they race.



Friends stop by to ask what is the matter with me,

as the sorrow buries deep in my soul as all joys flee.



How can you describe the pain of a heart that is broken,

when out of your power, you love is quickly stolen.



I laugh and joke and see those around me smile

but the true feelings inside are longer than the nile.



As my heart bleeds its love, happiness, and hope

my mind tries to cleanse itself, but is out of soap.



Pure and clear are they in my mind so very deep,

as the pain pours from my heart, out of my soul they seep.



Love is cruel, love is sweet, love is all of these things

love is quick, love is brutal, all these things it brings.



Many speak of the price of love, it is only this;

a smile brings joy, a tear sadness, it turns your life to bliss.



It can last a minute, or it can last and entire lifetime,

it comes with no warning and can stop on a dime.



The price of love is always the same no matter the soul,

with it comes pain, without it, you are not whole.



Death is forever, love is eternal and never ending,

Whether joy or a life full of pain, emptying your being.



Cheer or despair, it matters not to this wretch called love,

because it wins over and over again quietly as a dove.



A dove full of peace, so ironic yet so very true,

for every lover who has loved, must pay his rightful due.



The thing which has no price but has such a name,

for the price of love, has earned well all this fame.



As hope flows from a young loving heart down on main,

though they can be warned, I'm afraid it ends all the same.

My Soulmate





I had a dream and in it I was very blue,

tired of hearing an empty "I love you."



For so many had told me this before,

but all too well I knew the score.



To this horrible game I was always losing,

and the men that thought me so amusing.



So as I hurt and cried softly all alone;

was I really reeping what I had sewn?



I sat and wished upon a star so bright,

that someone true would come to light.



A man that could see beyond my flesh,

that wanted my heart and his to mesh.



A guy that wanted to be my best friend,

that would be there for me till the end.



To care and listen, and wipe away my tear

to tell me it will be alright and hold me near.



A man that when near him, I needn't fear,

but does a thing exsist, that is so sincere?



I pleaded and begged God, but got no reward,

I felt the pain of love's sharp jagged sword.



Until a day when hope was nearly lost,

my heart closed due to the terrible cost.



The cost of love had taken another heart,

remaining nothing but a soul ripped apart.



Until that day when out of the blue,

When so very unexpectedly...I met you.



Passing you coming and going on our ways,

Was I to know the future of the next few days?



Talking only took us a minute to find,

so much in common, we shared the same mind.



As time goes by, our bond grows stronger,

we both try to hold on a little longer.



Holding on to the last hug that was so soft,

as we drift off to sleep, like sheep in the loft.



As I think of how strangely fate had us meet,

though our need for each other so plainly concrete.



As we realize what a strange gift we have found,

a love that truer than true, by friendship we're bound.



Friendship is the seed of all things true,

but how far the seed grows is up to you.

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i miss being ure soulmate Mina.... i miss u ...i wish one day i could see u again and u could finally meet serina

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Just another day





As I sit watching the trees pass by, tones echoing in my mind,

I wonder where im going, and what tragic scene I shall find.



I sit so calm, so unaffected by all this excitement going around,

the flashing and sound, in it a strange love I have found.



I think through the info coming through on the waves of static,

as I think of solutions to the agonizing problems of the sick.



I complete my mission, and await the next, in anticipation,

my mind a cloud of thoughts, of the next situation.



Amongst all of these thoughts you are there in my mind,

wondering what your doing, what calls you may find.



I sit staring at the tv, mainly just from pure boredom,

are you thinking of me, or are you picking up some bum.



Am I there with you, like you are there with me?

always in the back of my mind, do you feel what I see?



Are you really what you seem to be, are you really real?

I wonder so many things, as I try so hard not to feel.



I get up to get some air, perhaps that will clear my head,

of this wash of emotion overwelming me, that I have never said.



Yawn!!! Oh my, is it time to go yet? I am so tired of this,

Just wanting to be in your arms; to feel your tender kiss.



Beep beep, goes the sound of my pager, time to get up and leave

Oh great! Post 100, Did you get your phone? Yea I do believe.



Lying next to you, the day floats away, leaving my mind at ease,

your arms keeping me safe, like the ocean does the breeze.

Friends



Hey whats up, Fine! How are you! Its been so long

since I've seen you, and listened to our song.



Hey, I'm gonna grab a bit to eat wanna come?

Sure It's been a long day, I'd love to have some.



So lets come back and have a few at my place,

watch nick at nite, and see smiles on your face.



Ok, but lets get a movie first for you and me

Cheech and chong or Jaws, both are good ya see



We laugh and drink down the grape "superlifa"

We hug and laugh as we get higher and higher



But its all ok, cuz we know that our love isn't in vain,

It'll be there forever,,though together we act insain.



Because true friendship is a love, that has no end

it is stronger than anything yet is strong enough to bend.



Oh my it has been so long, how did we get torn apart

we pick up were we left off, cuz we're in each other's heart.



No matter, you're here now, lets listen to some music so true

Play this song, opps getcha another beer, cuz thats just you!



>>> time to go agian, but do not be sad my friend

We are always toghther,, for we're connected by the wind!



By: Brianna Marrical 2001



Dedicated to my best friend, Jeff Adcox.

I See Me





Your eyes are deep as the vast blue sea

Only revealing what you feel is safe for me to see





Eyes are windows into the soul some may say

But what I see in yours makes me stop and pray





They reveal a soul deep and vast, not shallow or still

Rapids and rocks, lots of pain, much turmoil I feel.





Like a pond dying of thirst in a drought

As I sit on the bank to stare thinking as I pout.



It seems your knee deep in water so cursed

Standing there, the answer so near, but dying of thirst.



The sun reflects off the ripples and waves

As your soul reflects what it truly craves.



It’s easy to understand you for what I see in your eyes

I see a life of pain, regrets, and many nights of cries



I don’t look forward to what I see

Because when I look into your eyes, I see me.

Hello, My Friend!



Hello my friend, how are you doing?

I haven't seen you for so long, been moving



Moving here and there trying to get done

all the things I have, I never have any fun.



Me, I'm hanging in there, can't complain

the Lord has blessed me and taken my pains.



I think of you often but its already too late to call,

I think to tell you what I seen at the mall.



Its OK I'll call you tomorrow while on my way,

to doing all my tasks I have planned today.



I have changed yes, but you still remain the same,

Always glowing and pretty, every time I came.



I come here a lot now, though you've always been close by

to remember your smiling face, and try not to cry.



As I touch the stone with your name engraved on it

I wish I could talk to you, instead of writing this sonnet.



Though I come to talk to you in this place full of stones,

I know you are not here, only your bones.



I can sometimes feel you when I am here

Saying I love you, we are with you, do not fear.



Written by: Brianna Marrical 7/97

In loving memory of Claretta

Have You Seen my Angel?







My angel has flown from her nest in my arms

I wonder what I did to set off so many alarms.



I wish I could find her, where can she be?

If only she was safe back at home with me.



Have you seen my princess while along your way?

Perhaps I’ll find her running to me again some day.



What does she look like you curiously ask me

She is a beautiful sight, filling you with glee.





She has the voice of a thousand angels singing

A heart of gold, and that’s just the beginning.



Her hair is soft like the down of a baby cub

Her eyes are brighter than a freshly shined hub.



Her touch is like the soft, delicate wings of a butterfly

Perched on a flower that smells of her, like sweet July.



Her kiss hot as fire, but sweet as milk and honey

But gentle and tender, as touching a newborn bunny.



Her laugh echoes through your soul, evil disappears

Her absence kills me, my heart and soul it sears.



Like a brand on my heart for all to see

What my dear sweet angel really means to me.



I held her once in the palm of my hand

And to heart played on like a great band.



She sat there so lovely, my angel she sings

But I held on too tight, and I crushed her wings.



Now she is gone, and here I am half a man before you

So if you see my sweet angel, here’s what you do.



Ask her is she’s happy, and when she cries and tells you no

Say, Go back to the one that truly loves you so.

Born by the mother, in her loving arms of care

placed on my way, in a path no longer cold and bare.



Green by birth, Wiccan by destiny laid by Hecate

Loved by the Goddess adn God and all the deities.



Ostrasized by those who fear or do not understand

the meaning of the great and natural plan.



The wolf is my father, the lioness my mother,

the eagle, dolphin, and unicorn are my brothers.



In a vast, wondrous sea of magick we dare to dream

and call to the ancient ones, from our souls they beam.



Healer born and healer bred from a dead and lifeless soul,

to take pain and fill those hearts that are no longer whole.



Full of pain, yet happy as one could ever hope to be

Inner wounds and scars, hidden tears they'll never see



Hold me close and comfort me with your great love

protect me from attacks unseen, or hidden from above.



Forever we will be entertwined for that is the key

Love to the Goddess and God, so mote it be!



Blessed Be!



By: Brianna Marrical 10/02

A Frivolous Heart





A heart is truly a frivolous thing to me

Leaving you desperate or full of bliss and glee.



To hold love dear is to hold a powerful, dangerous thing

Delicate as it is, you never know what it may bring



You can’t use logic; you can’t use your clever minds

It finds whom it wants and to them unwillingly binds.



This bond is stronger than any of this dull realm

Growing with time, with more endurance than the elm.



It stays in your body, severing your very soul

When your love is lost, leaving you all but whole





Nothing is lonelier than being surrounded by friends

But not having that one that loves you till the very end.



If you have this gift we all so desperately seek

Then consider yourself lucky amongst all the meek.



For you cannot choose whom you fall in love

For them to love you as well is a blessing from above.



Do not be hasty; do not hold it loose in your hand

For then you will spend forever chasing it in this land.



How I wish I could tear out this empty heart of mine

For losing you burns deeper than the strongest wine.



Having you near but just out of reach is like a blade

Slowly severing me in two, what a mess I have made.



I will lie down and if I’m lucky dream of you

Of a time when we were together, and I wasn't so blue.

A flash of red, and metal begins to crunch and twist

My victims are trapped in the cold night mist.



A child screams in fear, its parents cry out,

they call to me for help as they fill with doubt.



A flash of red lights, and the sirens blare,

as the people gather round to stop and stare.



Shouts, cries, screams of quick instruction,

blur past me, as I sit in total contemplation.



Lights flash my patients life is in threat,

life or death is in my hands, though we just met.



I use my training, experience, and skills,

to try and replace all the blood that spills.



Another flash of red, how loud the baby cries,

Music to my ears, as tears fill my eyes.



Red and white flash brightly in the dark of night,

revealing a scene of danger, and people full of fright.



I sit in the cold, rain dripping from my face,

with blood stained hands, I review the recent case.



What else could I have done? Is she really gone?

In the book patients always jump back like a fawn.



Old or young, rich or poor it does not matter

black or white, skinny or maybe a little fatter.



Ore and ore i try to save them, racking info from my head

but they always bleed that same crimson flash of red.



As I shut the doors, and pull over the sheet,

In a flash of red I see, death is unavoidable to meet.



By: Brianna Marrical 12/97

The Dragon and the Unicorn



As I raised my head to see what I could see,

I saw the mighty Dragon flying straight toward me.



A deep breath escaped, as a sly smile appeared, as I asked the Dragon, "Why art thou here?"



The Dragon slowly smiled and then at last he said, "To fight with thee again today, to be sure thou art dead."



I felt the fury rise within me, but my temper I did keep, for i knew in the end, it would be he that would weep.



For in time I had learned all the Dragon's clever tricks,

And now I will win, and watch his final kicks.



With these thoughts in my mind, the Dragon slowly rose,

And I watched the scorching flames fly out his nose.



Then the Dragon spoke but once again,

And he said to me, "Then let the fight begin!"



As the Dragon flew above, I patiently waited, for him to fall into the trap i so cleverly baited.



As I thought suddenly a pain upon my side,

A lucky hit, but oh, how the Dragon cried.



For even though he hit me with a mighty thrust,

I rammed my horn with all my might deeply in his bust.



As I looked and saw the Dragon dying with defeat,

I stared deep into his cold eyes, as his heart took its last beat.

Bubbling



I feel it bubbling, churning, rising from deep within

Growing stronger now than it has ever been.



It parches my throat and sets my guts on fire

As all the good and joy go up like smoke from a pyre



Fear and doubt rendezvous with regret and scorn

Leaving a bleeding soul helpless, lying naked and torn.



They surround me slowly growling with teeth bared

The ones that once nurtured me, now have me scared.



It makes me shake with pain and madness

Still I stay away from them nonetheless



I howl and snap as I begin to foam at the mouth

Trying not to let fear make me turn tail and head south.



The eyes that once comforted me, now are full of hate

My whimpers now mean nothing, they have sealed my fate.



The pack circles closer and slowly close on in

Nipping and biting me, these are my very kin.



The ones I curled up with in our warm cozy den

Now turn against me in a battle I can not win



To fight them is to tear apart my very own soul

Or be struck down like a lion on a newborn foal.



I am not a cub anymore, I have all my teeth now

But sitting here I feel but a pup again in this great pow-wow



I hear him howling in the wind from the hill

He is calling me, I feel it from his very will.



I hear it over and over off the mountain side

Which way do I go, where can I go and hide?



The howls of lonliness pierce my being as I run

Howling back their warnings going off like a gun



I run to and fro but they are all hot on my trail

Looking for a chance to stop for my legs are growing frail.



I finally run and zip and zag to this very spot

I have lost them, but I have all but forgot.



I lie down alone not knowing which way to run

As their growling haunts my dreams till the morning sun.



As I awake all sore and stiff from the hard ground

I ask the earth and trees for answers, but comes no sound.





In a world that is not my own, I feel scared and sick

As I sit down and my wounds I begin to slowly lick



Perhaps the answer will find me in this world so vast

For it is greater and escapes any spell that I can cast.

A Lonely Princess





As I sit silent, my hair flying in the wind

I wonder why it’s the wrong messages I send.



You came into my life like a storm rolling in

Out of control, full of power, yet gentle, unlike other men.



My life was a confusion of lies and accusations

You showed me love and trust without contemplation



My heart is true, even if it at times it appears to be false

It only tries to love, but pain seems to be its boss.





What to say, I wonder, how can you understand

Im not like those in your past lost in the sand.



The sands of time that flow so quickly and freely

But the pain stays and tries to take over completely.



I try not to say much when it comes to love

Trying hard to flutter your heart flying quiet as a dove.



Words cut so deep and cant be taken back

And you fill my broken heart with all it may lack





So all I can do is look in your eyes

And pray you can see there is no demise.





For the feeling I have when I’m by your side

Is yours alone, for its in you that I confide.





Don’t underestimate the strength of my love for you

Though my heart is shattered it loves what you do.



We came from different lives, but yet we are one

Thinking the same thoughts, two soulmates under the sun



So let not your tender heart be broken with worry

Fret not, and let not your beautiful eyes get blurry.



Smile so my heart may smile, and laugh so I won’t cry

Know that my heart is yours, I’ll never again say goodbye.



Your name has been carved upon my very soul

Without you, im sad lonely, and not whole



Id never deceive you my heart is always open

Don’t slam the door to your heart leaving me hoping.



Wondering if I’ll be inside, needing you so much

To see into your eyes, and feel your soft gentle touch.



For I am scared as well but know all I need is you

To glue the pieces back together, because I love you.

A Lady's Dream





My, how lovely art thou, you say to me tonight

as I blush and duck my face out of sight



Gathering myself again there I stand

as you gentle take and kiss my hand



I look into your eyes, oh how they shine

I love you so much, little baby of mine



You look nice yourself I say sarcastically

you say whatever and we leave hesitantly.



How the stars shimmer and the moon gently glows

how the lake sparkles and wind gently blows.



You light up the night with your love so true

it makes this dance floor seem cold and blue.



The lights are dim, and the mood is right

but you only see a girl full of fright.



May I have this dance, so you say to me

as my heart bounces and is full of glee.



Why yes, as I love you more than ever before

the world stops and stares as we glide across the floor.



We laugh and hold on so tight until the song's end

our dreams unraveled; a fantasy surely to mend.



You stare at me as I look at you so helplessly,

I am so in love, like drowning in an endless sea.



So vulnearable yet I am not afraid to swim to you,

for I know that our love is special and true.



I try to hide my yawn, as you smile down at me

Are you tired baby? Don't lie because I can see.



You take me home, saying nothing just holding my hand

I lie beside you asleep, dreaming of you and the band.



The moonlight shines down on us as we go inside

This is a dream, a dream of me and you I can not hide.



How long have you felt this little queen of mine,

Since the night at the lake, when we crossed that line.