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This is my first entry.



I go back to my job, I am a cake decorator, in six days and I am not excited at all about it. I've been on medical leave for a while now and have gotten a bit lazy, waking up at ten in the morning is a luxury in my life. I am still in mourning as well. I recently have lost my unborn daughter. She was a stilbirth. Some do not see a baby that early as a actual being, but I do. I wanted a daughter very much. Loosing her life upset me highly.



My son has kept the light in my life right now. I cannot cry with him looking at me. He inspires my happiness.