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well i have moved and i have been here for about 3 days. i do love my family, but i am already getting bored. wat am i gonna do now? i left everything i love in kentucky. my heart is there, but it easily gets taken and broken. so i decided to move 600 miles away from the temptation, and manipulation of the wanna be players and thugs. i wanna move on. but i cant right now. i know he has no problems in moving on, but thats the difference between me and him. i was, take that back still am, madly in love with the asshole. and i know he loves me, but i dont think its the same as mine. but who knows....im not holding my breathe...i need to find the person i was made for. that wants to be with me, and not everything that he can get. really......my standards aint that high.

here i am sitting in the house i once called a home. for the last time. after today this house will bring others joy, sadness, pain, love, screams and whispers. just like it did for me. these 4 walls hold many secrets, and will hold many more. after today i will be embarking on a new adventure. i really dont know where it will take me, but i am in it whole heartedly. there is no turning back, the box was closed and the lock was secured. i will miss all that i have accomplished here, all the memories. but i can no longer stay. so good bye my once home, u will be missed.....

well now i sat here alone. i know i wanted him to go.but now that he is gone, i miss his presence.