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Sleep walking in life. Seems so real, but it is just a dream. Living in a dream of things unknown.

Shadows of fear slipping by. Telling your self that

all is well.

Dreams of what could have been, but never was.

Screams that no one hears. Laughter that never was. Hopes what could never be. Showers of stars from the heavens sing of passions unknown.

Walking through times forgotten so long ago.

Rays of what once was but was lost long ago.

Sleepwalking in lives fevered dreams.

Showing that time moves on. Here we go sleep walking through life.

Take me by the hand

lead to a better place

show me that there is more.



Take me away from the pain

kiss away my tears

show me love is real



hold me when I am lost

take me away from all that is lost

teach me to love



help me understand

that love was meant for me

tell me that I matter

when no one else cares



teach me to forget

save me from the dark

that drowns my very soul



show me the light that I knew so long ago

hold me when it hurts so much

and the pain will not go away



love me through all times

never forget me

for that would cause much sorrow

hold me like a lover you never want to leave

love me



save me from me

take me home

stay with me forever more

love me

like you did so long ago

kiss me like you will love me forever



teach me to love like so long ago

wipe my tears away

save me from the sorrowt

that swallows my very soul

please save me

Can anyone hear my screams, or fill my pain.

I have carried it for so long, waiting for it to stop hurting. But the pain never stops. How long must I suffer in silence while you live it up. You put me in this hell. When will you release me from it. Free me from this pain.

It has felt like thousands of years of pain waiting.

Waiting for you to see I am innacent. I did nothing wrong. Yet here I sit still suffering waiting for my freedom from this hell you gave me.

You said once that you loved me. But I fear it is not the same. For in your eyes you do not see me as you once did. I have begged you for an end to this hell. I have my own little cell down here .

When the demons walk by the tease me with the key to freedom. For no matter how hard I try I can never reach it. Always stuck here with no way out.

I am so tired of this hell you left me to suffer in

because I was not perfect like you wanted.

If you ever cared then you would not have let this go on for so long. So free me from these chains that bind my soul, I beg of thee.

Give to me the love I so rightly deserve.

Save me from all of my pain.

Take this life from me. Give me peace for once.

Let me die , where sorrow is no more. Where pain does not exest anymore. Where nothing is real.

I beg of you to end this worthless life , this prison that I can never leave. Begging for salvation, knowing I will never receive it. Please save me from this hell that I walk through every night.

Love has never exested for me . Never to be allowed what I need. Always to punished for ever.

Never loved or wanted. I do not need this pain that you give me. Telling me that all will be well.

When I know it will never be all right.

You just do not believe in allowing me to be loved and happy. I would have given anything to be loved. Just let me go.

But you will not allow it. You like to see me suffer.

That is why you left me here in hell. When I leave this retched life you will cry why could I not see the goodness that was there so long ago.

I only seek death nothing else will ever do for me know. You took my hopes and dreams and destroyed them before my very eyes.

Telling me it was best for me .

When you know I hurt so badly.

You never even gave me a chance to live.

So know I want it to end, where pain does not exest . Let me go,you do not need me anymore, to

tortue. I cry every night, for the sorrow you put me through. Let me go, please, let me go.

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xgothicxvampirexaya
04:21 Sep 22 2010

i feel the exact same way.

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Bring to me my dream of love

show me that it is worth while.

Touch me to my very soul,

teach me of love and hope.

Show me that I am not wrong.

Love me, with all of your might.



Touch me , bring my soul back to

life.

Show me the stars, promise me

that you will never leave.

Love me

hold me

touch my very soul

hold me forever.

Say that I belong to you.

Tell me you will never leave

hold me close to your heart.

Where I can fill your heart beat.

Love me forever, love me alone.

Show me that I am yours.

Bring to me dream of something

better.

Show me that love is real.

Show me that there is more out there.

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xgothicxvampirexaya
04:22 Sep 22 2010

i hope that there is more out there.

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He came to earth looking for food to eat. It had been a few centuries since he had been here.

His favorite food was man. He liked the way they crunched in his mouth. He landed where there was no one around. In the mountains. He found his cave that he had left long ago. He had been trapped in another dimensions for over a thousand years.

Know he was wanting something to eat. He flow down to a town he had known of during his time of rein. But it was not there anymore. So he decide to search for another town. He came across a farm.

So he ate over a dozen cows. By the time he was through he felt much better. He was not going to let anyone send him back to his prison.

He liked being free to what ever he wanted.

The way all dragons had been at one time.

Before they where taken to the other dimesion, to be held there. It was dark no light it was real bad there. He had planned to never return.

It started to rain. It felt good to him. He took flight looking for more food to eat. He came across a small town, he would make this his food supply for awhile until there was no more food left to eat.

He had decided. Before the week was gone

the whole town had been emptied .

But he had ate his fill. So he could rest for a few years before he ate again.

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xgothicxvampirexaya
04:23 Sep 22 2010

this is a nice writing

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Things do not always happen the way they should.

Life is not always right . Some times it seems like

a strange dream . Not sure of what is to come next.

Waiting for something, but unsure of what.

Maybe I will find what it is I need one day.

One day I will understand things for what they where. Then I will not have to search for what it is I need.

Walking in the shadows I hear the screams of the damned . I hear their cries begging to be saved from the darkness. I do not fear the dark for , it brings me comfort. Dread fills the souls of the lost, for they do not know how to find their way home.

Trapped in hell they scream for release. But he will never let them go. I walk through the halls, looking for what was lost long ago. Save me from this hell that I live in show me what heaven is like tell me that you still love me, I just might believe what you say. Save me form this pain that I have felt for thousands of years. Save me.

She dreams of things , she does not understand.

She wishes for a love that will last forever.

Waiting on the edge of time. Never sure what to expect. Yet there she is . Lost in the dark of night trying to find her way above. A fall so long ago,

forgotten and forsaken. No one remembers her name . She is one of the damned searching for something lost along the way. Crying that there is nothing left for her to say. Yet she has so much to say. Lost in the dark looking for what she never really knew. Waiting for the day when he remembers who she truly is. He loved her once long ago, but some where along the way he forgot all about her.

He walks in the night. Searching for his love he lost long ago. Waiting for the time when they are one.

He is the light that walks in the night crying for his love, looking for so long. Endless nights of seeking her. Wishing they where one once again. Searching the heavens for what was lost. Tell me of your lost dream. Show to me your very soul. Say to me there is no end. Bring me to life when I fall from grace.

Save me from this sorrow. Take me to great heights.

Bring me to a new world. Show me that love is real.

Love me when there is nowhere else to go.

Save me from the darkness that rains down on me. Bring my soul to life. He walks in the dark, of night searching for what he lost so long ago.

Darkness stretches for the dawn, caressing the light ever so softly. Longing for something that was lost along the way. Crying for what was lost along the way.

Dreams of what could have been so long ago forgotten. Waiting for the light to shine on the darkness of my soul. Light lost in the heart of darkness so long ago. Darkness stretches for the light of dawn. Seeking a life of it's own.

Thinking of things lost so long ago.

Broken and battered , one of those that life lost along the way. Waiting for way out of the dark looking for something more, but I am not sure what.

One of the fallen and forgotten, that no one wants.

Waiting and wishing for something more, just not sure what it is. Here I lay broken to the world of pain and sorrow. Wondering where I went wrong along this long dark path. Crying , trying to figure out what I have not found in this life.

Broken and battered my soul lays down in this broken world.

As she walked through the garden, she thought of her love. She waited for him, she loved him more then anything else in this life. Her duty was to protect the king from being killed. He showed up .

They walked over to the pool. They had enough time for a swim . So they undressed , as they swam they made love in the water. He decided he would ask his king if he could marry her . If the king would not allow it he would still marry her anyway. What he did not know was that they where being watched.

Their king hid behind the trees watching them.

It angered him to see them , making love.

He decided he would punish them.

They returned to the castle where the kings throne

room was. He told her lover that he needed him out front leading the others in to battle. So he went to the front line where the battle was raging.

He stayed there for years waiting for his king to call him back. The battle ended for awhile so he returned to his king, it changed him. He know something was wrong. She sat in the garden he went looking for his love. She had been told that he was dead. She had mourned him for years.

When she saw him walking through the trees she started to cry. She ran in to his arms. I was told that you where dead. Who ever told you that lied to you. I have been on the front line all of this time. I married the king my love. NO, yes. I did not want to. He made me marry him. He took all of my rights away. I love you, not him.

The king saw them hugging by the pool.

Let my queen go. Why are you doing this to us, sire.

Because she was meant to be mine.

What right do you have to keep us apart.

All the right , for I am the king. He had the guards to pike him. No , please no she cried.

The guards took him away, She thought he was dead. He was still breathing. She was taken to her chambers. She felt as though her whole world

was over. The king laid next to her on the bed.

I have to go back to battle. He told her.

Alright she said to him. She went to the bed and laid down and went to sleep. Her true love escaped the prison. He came to her chambers and laid down next to her. She never knew, that he was still alive. The king returned to find them next to each other on the bed. He dragged her lover off. He had his men hold him. He went back to his room and grabbed her . He took her to the royal chambers where all of his men where . He put her in a box and bound her. When her lover saw saw her being put in the box he started to cry. For he knew what was next. The bottom of the box was opened and she was dropped from the heavens. No, do not do this . He screamed.

Please, do not do this to her, she did nothing wrong. But it was to late. She hit the ground , hard it killed her on contact. Three others came to his rescue, to save him from dieing.

Why, did he kill her? She did nothing wrong.

When the king heard this he felt guilty, for what he had done. But it was to late. She was gone.

There was no bringing her back from the dead.

As I wonder through this world, I think of all that I have done and seen in this life. So much pain and sorrow. Walking until the end of my life, waiting for something. Of what I am unsure. Hope that once was is know gone. What is left but a shell of what I once was. Is there more then what I see.

Is there hope of something more. I sit here waiting for what was lost , yet will never be found again.

I fill as though I am in a dream , yet I never seem to wake up. When is this night mare going to end.

So I will just sit and wait for what is to come.

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fangs
04:07 Sep 08 2010

so true, so many of us feel your pain and understand.

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