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Dance like there's nobody watching you.

Love like tomorrow is gone.

Cause nobody knows when the world will end.

And one day you won't have been wrong.

People slip away in an instant.

My mother died while her kids slept.

And all you'll have left of those people,

are the memories you made and you kept.

Say it all day when you love someone.

Tell them every damn time there's a chance.

Do things that are funfilled and foolish.

Take them out in the street lights and dance.

Not every day will bring you passion.

They can't all be one of the best.

What's important is making it through them.

Proving what you have can stand the test.

Love like you've never been hurt once.

This may be the last time you do.

Don't hurt the people who will do right.

Because somebody else has wronged you.

And always be kind before cruel dear.

'T is better to heal than annoy them.

But if given reason for cruelty,

do not hesitate to destroy them.

Hot kisses,

sweet lips,

purposefully wandering fingertips.

A stinging backside,

a stinging palm,

welts from the strength of your swinging forearm.

Bitemarks,

in places that no one can see,

that bruise by the morning just beautifully.

Pulled hair,

the scent of sweat,

gruff touching in places that sometimes get wet.

A growled whisper,

a screamed name,

on my body, a map of the endured pain.

Thrusts in,

and thrusts out,

Crying out "More!" while you're turning me out.

Arms that are proud,

and a warm sweaty chest,

cause fucking and snuggling are simply the best.

I'm a brat don't you know.

I won't do what you say.

It's funny when you're mad,

you're sexier that way.

You'll never be the boss of me,

so don't you even try.

You'll be lucky to make me do anything,

I will probably even ask why.

I don't care if it's three thirty,

and I should be in bed.

You are not the boss of me,

so shut your big fat head.

I do what I want!

And I'll show you, you'll see.

The only person who can make me do things,

is me.

So touch me one more time,

Strum me like a guitar fret.

Never mind the pain that waits for me,

I'll happily forget.

Let's play the game we used to play,

where you contort my soul.

Cause sitting here alone,

I don't feel whole.

And nothing's right when you're not in control.



Watching nameless faces pass,

snuggling in view.

I'd give up almost anything,

to have all that with you.

But you are gone and I'm still here,

I'm not sure what to do.

I dreamed last night that you felt this way too.



So touch me one more time,

Strum me like a guitar fret.

Never mind the pain that waits for me,

I'll happily forget.

Let's play the game we used to play,

where you contort my soul.

Cause sitting here alone,

I don't feel whole.

And nothing's right when you're not in control.



I never felt I needed,

the gaudy strap of leather.

I'd tear out my own heart for you,

no one else needs to know we're together.

I'd have tortured myself endlessly,

to be with you forever.

But a lifetime doesn't matter when you stand here facing never.



So give me one more night, just one reprieve.

Then you won't have to make me go, I'll leave...



So touch me one more time,

Strum me like a guitar fret.

Never mind the pain that waits for me,

I'll happily forget.

Let's play the game we used to play,

where you contort my soul.

Cause sitting here alone,

I don't feel whole.

And nothing's right when you're not in control.

Endless waves of passion,

he's pleasure and he's pain.

He takes me to ungodly heights,

and then drops me again.

Every time I'm with him,

my heart feels it might burst,

but each new time he hurts me,

the pain becomes much worse.

We're like a rollercoaster,

a lot of ups and downs,

But when we're at the top,

I feel as if I wear a crown.

So I switched up our dynamic,

so that we could stay together.

Hopefully that will work for a while,

even if it's not forever.





Wrote this a while ago, for my coven's newsletter.

Like embers slowly burning in the fireplace,

The surface of my skin heats up when I'm in your embrace.

I cannot sense another thing around except your touch,

And you have no idea of how I yearn for it so much.

A whisper haunts me in my sleep,

I swear to god it's you.

Perhaps I should just tell you this,

You might think of me too.

But no, my secrets safe with me,

Buried deep within my chest.

I just wish you'd let me sleep at night,

I really need the rest.

Always the same,

This is always the same.

The desire and joy,

Then the mindnumbing pain.

If life is what you make of it,

Why is it, though I try,

That no matter what I do for love,

I sit alone and cry?

Why is it I continue this,

Though I'll be torn apart?

I know I'm just destroying,

An already tarnished heart.

But alas, it won't be long,

Till I will try once more and then,

He will be another on the list,

And I'll be hurt again.

On the darkest of days,

bleeding into the night.

I sit and I wait for you,

just out of sight.

Will any of this change today?

Only time will tell.

All I know is that I miss you,

but you're torturous as well.

If only you weren't far away,

if only you were here.

If only things were different,

and my arms could hold you near.

My heart just feels so broken,

like it never will repair.

Some days I wish I'd never met you,

and my life was fucking fair.

I wish I could forget them,

all the things that we've been through.

But you know I'd give up almost anything,

just to have you.

I'm sorry I'm a broken mess,

I'm sorry I'm so tough.

I wish that for just one day,

I could feel I was enough.

But nothing's ever going to change,

and there's nothing I can do.

I will always be myself,

and never be enough for you.