Smiles and happiness have been forever lost
Sacred place is where I see your face
The tears and fears bleed through my soul
Leaving me alone and ever so cold
Please set me free from these lies
I hate to see it when my lover cries
Love so quickly turned to hate
I scream and plead but it’s far too late
He sleeps and creeps and lives in his darkness
Death and love bleeds from his eyes
I hate to leave him when he cries
To die would surely save his life
Somebody, please show him the light
So weak and scared I fall to the ground
Pale and dead, my scream not a sound
His fear of my death
His body now left
Cold and silent lying in the rain
I can only wish that I could take away his pain
The silence of my secrets lay heavily upon my heart
Hoping day by day, you and I will never part
Insanity bled from my mind
A way out and my lover I tried to find
A sickening groan and many, many lies
Laughed through my body and all through my mind
The lightness of death struck me in the dark
The craziness filled my eyes and pierced my heart
Finally giving up, a tear falls down
Gently landing, softly dropping
Upon his lips
I place a kiss
The world fell down all around
Leaving us together, never to be found
Hand in hand we left this world
Together
Lay down your head and close your eyes
Sleep fast and think of me
For it is when you quiet
That you’re head is full of
Sweet dreams of me.
Walk along the meadow trail
And look for me impatiently
Then the wind slightly blows, then you know
That it is a sweet dream of me.
I am suddenly there standing, waiting
As a smile rounds your cheeks
I step forward and say I love you
And you know it is a sweet dream of me.
You grasp my hand and pull me close
We cling to each other and you can clearly see
That all I have is yours to hold
This is a sweet dream of me.
We walk along the riverside
That’s shaded by the trees
The breeze caressing our very skin
A wonderful, sweet dream of me.
But finally the dreams grows dark
And you know it’s time to leave
Even though you ask and cry
We must still end this
Sweet dream of me.
As you stand back and watch
This dream slowly melt away
I whisper to you
“Save some for another day
when we will soar the skies
and walk a thousand miles,
share some words of wisdom and love,
share some intimate smiles.”
“I will be waiting for you silently here
for your return, you will see.
But for now just remember that when you sleep
To have a sweet dream of me.
The drops of rain pile high on my brow
As I stand motionless beneath the sky.
My arms spread out and my eyes sealed shut,
I scream of hate and love for all.
Walking through the woods, no sounds made,
I feel the cold wind and think of my heart.
I’ve let it grow cold just like the wind,
And no other can change that but me.
The night creeps upon the distant meadow
And I walk to the edge and gaze through the darkness.
I can see things that no one else can,
And even that shows no strength that lives in my soul.
Weak and helpless I’ve steadily grown,
Vulnerable and gullible I have chosen to be
But where, when, or how, I could never tell.
I am clueless as to who I dream to be,
Only knowing now that forever I am nothing of anything.
Worthlessness is my name
And I lay as I let all devour my body, soul, and mind.
These things are useless, un-upgradeable, trash
And all other things not good.
Where did everything go wrong, what did I do,
No answers will I find.
Till death do us part shall be my final words
As I crawl underneath the clouded sky of my mind,
My world, my fear,
My Life.
The greatest gift I have ever received is your smile.
The most precious thing I have ever felt is your love.
The only true beauty I have ever seen is your soul.
The absolutely gentlest touch I have ever felt is from YOU.
The single thought floods my mind,
Us alone, you and I combine
Our hearts, our words, our lips, our souls,
And find a peace never been told.
I lay upon the velvet throw
And reveal the flesh you so well know,
I yearn for you to pierce my skin
And draw the blood from within.
Take me out of mind and this,
To a world you send me with a gentle kiss.
The pressure increases as you take in my life,
And I drift away for a moment with a fight.
I grow pale and you grow strong,
I let you take the pathway long;
But then you resist
And I persist;
You slowly back away
And I beg you to stay.
The blood trickles down my skin,
I scream for you to finish but also begin;
I urge you to enter into me,
My head thrown back, you have set me free.
You hear me scream as I take in a breath,
You and I are all that's forever left.
I draw my nails into your back,
Now there is nothing that we lack;
I feel your bliss deeply inside of me,
You tremble and shake in my arms repeatedly.
I hold on tight as you take me through the night
On this journey of love that makes everything right.
The darkness taunts as I inhale the scent
Of my loved one's body so well left.
I gaze upon his splendid form,
And lust for his drink forevermore.
I wander down the sleeping man's trail,
I must be careful, for he is very frail;
And upon his lips I place a kiss
And continue to search for my place of bliss.
The pulse inside of my lover's throat,
Calls to me as I slowly float
Over and around my perfect man,
Asleep and innocent, you must understand.
I gently kiss the vein of life
And sink my teeth into him without strife.
I must feed to stay alive
And he must keep still as I take in my pride.
Very little I take from my friend,
As he awakes, upon my cheek he places a hand.
The other trails right down my spine
And he holds me tight as I lick at the vine,
Of the ever flowing stream of scarlet
Beside the bed with the silver goblet.
He breathes in deeply as I finish my feast,
Sipping at every last drop to say the least.
Nothing wasted, only gained,
No more suffering, no more pain.
The single thought floods my mind,
Us alone, you and I combine.
When things are dark and often scary,
What do we do in thought to carry?
When death approaches and calls your name,
Do you enclose it and wish for rain?
The days will pass and soon it will be night,
The darkness covers us like a blanket of sight.
The gentle breeze of enlightenment and power,
Caresses the skin as others will cower.
We are the beings that dwell in the dark,
Beautiful and strong, we are as one part.
One part of the most mysterious thing,
The strongest, the amazing, the vampire king.
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