Oh god its happened again. Another mildy promising relationship BAM out the window. Im starting to get sick of this. I want to find some one with the same interests and passions as me. Im sick of these one sided relationships. I dont want to pour my heart and soul into something and just have it fuck up again. I dont want a guy to do the same. No one should get hurt. I dont want to argue so much, fights are going to happen but it shouldnt be like this.
Im getting sick of being cold, alone and "One of the Guys." I want to be held and loved. I want to be able to stare into the eyes of someone and just have it be right. Some one who doesnt doubt me or my abilities. Some one who wont tell me im too young. Ive seen to many things to have people tell me i have so many more things to see in life.
Some one find me in this darkness, some one love me. Im at a breaking point where everything is trying to get me. I want to be a happy and confident not sad shy and scared.
Find me?
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