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the moment of truth. Her thought soon came 2 a ease. As she gazed upon the moon. Image of the light cased wings among her back. " i'm never giving up, not now not ever". For she been waiting so long, so many day which came 2 years. The moment her heart beat she so made up her mind. Unknowing the outcomes of things. Eyes set on the gaze of the moon. Full of life, yet so much wonders. For deep down she still yearning to be free. Still yearning for her heart. Heart beating far away from her body. Finally she starts her journey for the pieces of her heart. For she known that there is someone out there to rewaken her heart once more

Hate and sadness which derails with in her eyes. For she feels nothing. Her heart beating yearning to be free and be melted by the ones who loves her. For she for seen what life will soon be like if she had a heart, had someone to love. " am i a fool, for why i need love, for love only have pain"? such sadness, so much pain. For it been so long for she been alone. Over and over again the thought of "love" which lingers in her mines hurts her the most. Will she find happiness? will she ever find her life-mate to calm the demon which derails with in her? For only time could tell, for only his heart could tell........

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jesse1987
15:58 May 24 2008

awsome, i be lookin for ur nex entry @};-

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The fear, the lost, and the pain. For she wish 2 not feel no emotion at all. Emotion which is hard for her own being to handle much more. Just feeling nothing at all is better for her. For did she give up on hope on regain the pieces of her heart? For did she want to fall in love again, knowing what could happen? The thought in her mind, so much to solve yet so little to understand. For she is sorrowed by the sea with no escape, so she thought. For she is empty, confuse about what she needed and what she wanted. Mind with so much thoughts. For she soon understand that somethings are left forgotten. Her past, and who she once was.

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jesse1987
13:27 May 22 2008

love can be the best of dreams but can also be the worse of nitemares, i myself wonder if my heart will ever be brave enuf to allow it to ever truely love somebody agin, sometimes i think my heart has frozen over with a protective shield of frozen tears that even i cant break thru an i wait an yearn for the day that special somebody; my soul mate, my other half to come along an melt it away, like tears of joy an happiness, runnin freely agin, until then i will fiercly protect my heart from all pain in its frozen tears of ice, only able to reach out to those with hearts as frozen as mine, i love ur work, it touches me to my soul, if u ever need somebody to talk to, a shoulder to lean on i a good listener an my shoulder be comfy my friend @};-...........jes

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Knowing nothing of each other,yet much in common. Will she except him? will is even try once more? For her broken heart can't handle the pain once more. For she is lost and confuse inside. Alone, but is it as it should be? Hated everything, and everyone. Tears which soon grow black, heart soon grow cold as ice. For what is left for her? For she have nothing, never did and never will. SAVE ME FOR THIS DIEING DREAM..

SAVE ME FROM THIS PAIN...... "will i only feel pain again"? for what will become of her in the future?..

heart and mind: try once more, or give of.................

For i'm just a shadow of this world. But what is my purpose here?...

unbeating die able heart. So much hopes, but hold so much pain. Soon be at ease, soon will be set free from your endless pain. Unknowing of what happen to her other half of her being. Seem so helpless yet so strong. For she long for her other half of her soul, of her heart. Never understand what is becomeing of her. Hated the thought of being in love again. hated the thought of being hurt in the end. The demon which lingers in her. The dark side of her deadly soul. For she is the light to his heart, and for he is the one who tamed the darkness in her

gazing upon the moon, in wishing for the happiness she sight in her memories. For only the though of the thing which is rightfully hers gave her courage. Gave her hope, gave her reason. The time which always stop within her. Time when she wish to freeze everything, and just breath into the night air. The star in which have a spell on her. Always clearing her mind, putting her at ease. FOR WHAT SHE REALLY WISH FOR IN HER LIFE? IS IT LOVE OR MUCH MORE, BUT HARD TO UNDERSTANDING... HER LIFE WHICH ALSO LIES IN A BOOK. FOR HER LIFE WHICH LIES IN THE HANDS OF ONE MAN, HER LIFE MATE, HER SOUL MATE....

unknown the truth which hides in the world upon her. A shamed to even call it home, ashamed to with stand upon its ground underneath her. For is it a dream or is it a image which was create out of sin, or much more. untamed heart which still calls out to her. More or least it will soon end. Her dieing fear plays like a music box in her head. Seem so lost, unwanted, empty. Only things in her mind: recreating her wings, the pieces of her heart, and life which in need to be reborn

Now i would wonder of the dark side of moon. The side of my darkest hour which grows so cold.. For i who is the travel of darkness. For i the travel of loneliness. For i the Loveless princess. Tamed to a endless life. Forever lost for the things i once loved.. Erased for who i once was, now scattered across the world. Fear of nothing, hated the ones who chained me.. Unable to feel love, unable to breath, unable to live. For i am a doll with nothing to live for.. For i am a nobody. For now i which lies in a story..

Wishing to be free, hoping for life once more. As darkness fall she hidden which in the night. As the moon casted in her eyes, blue as the ocean. Seem so peaceful yet so much sorrow. So much sadness, while her eyes tells a story, and for her heart tells another. Her hole being chained, her spirit lost forever more. Nothing left for her to hold dear to her. The sight of sorrow imaged on her cold, soulless face.

mind with rage and hate, to the point it was all she could see. Never knowing what it mean to be in love without pain... Hated everything. known nothing only the thought of recreating her wings, and regaining the pieces of her heart. Seem so lost and anger, confuse and wonder is.. The sight of which she stand, the moment in which she waits.. Time which can't touch her soulless body. For only what gives her true power is the wonders of the moon..

Throughout her life she lived to find those pieces to regain what is rightfully hers once more. With no care of the world. For this day forward she still searches. Time and space for her hour glass never stop flowing. The moment in which she stands, powerful and yorning for to be free. For years she was chained aways from everyone she thought that cared for her. Everyone she loved all turned there back on her.. Casting her away, alone forever.

image of the past which hunted her in her dreams. Pushing every moment to give up. the past in which the person she once love torn her heart into two, fallen to the ground and crack into millions of pieces . Scattered across the world like and endless clock. Every image almost felt like a dream so she hoped. The emptiness, be trail and aloneness he left her, soon after became hate and rage.. The thought of that moment, she trusted him and he turn his back on her.. In the time of need he erased her and ended the love she once thought was so real. Her heart, her hole being erase.. What lingers in her heart is nothing. Soon thought she was nothing, but a doll with no soul. A human with no soul.. Cold and shallow, empty and dark.

castaway from the light, only chance of survival she lingers in the darkness. unknowing of the thought of what mite happen to her in the future. "Alone", she thought to herself, no care in the world. Her eyes cold as ice with no life inside. A travel of darkness, alone for all times. Hated all, wanted only which is hers. Never caring for no one problems but her own. "WHAT I'M REALLY SEARCHING FOR? " "WHAT I REALLY WANT?"

glazing within the wonders of the moon, unhearing of her unwoken heart. Fear by such sadness. Her heart cold as the black night. Empty as a shell, and loveless as the wind. For the moon which allowed her to never give up. She soon begun her search for the peices of her untamed heart. Soon was named the Loveless Princess

She travel the world alone.. Uncovering the mystery of her past. Tamed by the lost of her memories. She searches for the pieces of her unwoken heart. Wishing to be free. She end of losing her only chance of recreating her wings to fly.. Wings grow black as the night. Only there to keep her company the wonders of the moon. In wait for the rain, she hopes one day to see the snow. Frozen in the sight of time, she waits to regain what is rightfully hers