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So many days I heard lies

Why didn't they tell me

That their scared of my eyes??

Why couln't I see



They hated me

I didn't know

Of the monster I became to be

Of a mistake I came to know



OH, why couldn't I stop

This isn't what I wanted

The monster I thought I fought

But I just became it



I didn't know why

Until I realized

And then I started to cry

These bloody tears, I'm now tramatized



Why me *(why me)*

why couldn't I see

Why me *(why me)*

Why the monster in me



Now to the monster I thought I fought

was done, I'm going to fight back

or die trying, try not to get cought

I'll come out of it, I wont crack



Why me *(why me)*

why the monster in me

Why me *(why me)*

Why the monster I sought not to be



So many days I heard lies

Why didn't they tell me

That how much their scared of my eyes?

Why couln't I see



So now, now

I'll close my eyes

Oh, close them slow

And I'll fight...

I'm sinking into the shadows

Sliping consciously

Even though I'm hollow

Fellings within me burn ferociously



From all around

Not making a sound, up and down

Side to side, within a broken face

As I sink in outer space



Stars are passing by me

Those little stars shine brightly

for me as to so sympathy

standing tall like a dead black flower



And like a dead black flower, the stars dry up

Their pwoers felling like a ton

of wieght they can not handle

And their light and shines burn out like a candle



So, I'm sinking into the shadows

slipping coconsciously

even though I'm hollow

Feelings within me burn ferociously



From all around

Not making a sound, iup and down

Side to side, with a broken face

As I sink into outer space....

As I lie there

Looking dead

With a cold stare

With a bulit through my head

I would not cry



No one knew it coming

No one felt my feelings

As if they never heard my mumblings

Thinking I would soon heal



Oh the shock on their faces

Some with confution and carlessness

Not knowing intentionaly

Of what I felt turmendustly



No one will hear the beat of my heart

No one will hear my laugh anymore

For it has shatterd apart

For I had lost my edge and tore



But in a few days

I knew they would not forget my face

My body, laying still, all cold

In that bed eyes never closed



They would not ever forget the look

My face made all cold and sad

For the Bulit in my head and life that I took

They didn't know I was afraid so I went mad



As I lay there

Looking dead

With a cold stare

With a builit in my head

I would not cry



My cries for help could not be heard

For they knew, though they let me drown

I could not believe it, but no one said otherwise

I just could not believe it, I wanted to cry



My eyes glazed over

Looking through your soul and never

Blink, never looking away

Just look at my dead hazil eyes, see what they say...