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the demon inside
18:37 Feb 08 2010
Times Read: 571

I never left you

I was just sleeping

Waiting...

For the day that you�ll wake me up

From that dreadfully long rest

Staying...

In case someone let the me, the demon

That�s possessing this disdained person be free

Tired...

Of telling you what you should be

Cause you never listen, and never will

I tried...

In low whispers saying,

�They�re all the same,

Just wearing different masks

United with one same mission...

To fool you, a lonely innocent�

But you wouldn�t listen!

Just as stubborn as you were before

Now, stop trying to pluck up the courage...

Stop pretending.

That happy face & empty smiles

Are all pitiful attempts to lighten up

Your own awful situation.

lady without a face
17:18 Feb 08 2010
Times Read: 572

An early sunrise casts a scene,

beautiful tranquility near a ravine.



Trickling ice angels searching for home,

wandering down a path, continuing to roam.



Branches sway as time stands still,

winter beauty is a nature lovers thrill.



Darkness excites her, shadows tease,

sensual caresses soothe upon a finger tip breeze.



She is the epitome of mystical grace,

mother earth, lady without a face.

depression
17:14 Feb 08 2010
Times Read: 574

Overthinking the decisions of right from wrong,

he begs and pleads for her to let go.

And as much as it pains her to do so,

she releases the tight grip she's held for too long.



No more writings of pain to fire the guilt.

It was never her intention to feed the flame.

For now, all the words will be put to rest,

with no hopes of returning;

this was his last request.

He dreamed of a past,

though she longed for a future.



The tears that put her to sleep

every night won't vanish;

Unlike him, they remain.

Staying hidden and locked away forever.

The sun hides secrets you'll never even know.

She wears the mark proudly.

But it's put to rest,

and promises to hide it all.



She learned to think simple, never outside the box.

Expect nothing, never get hurt.

That proved to be a lie;

A distant reality to this nightmare of a world.

She lost her best friend that day.



She wanted to fix him,

but the time was never right.

Something in his eyes

said there was more to the puzzle than he let her think.

She cared for him much more than he ever did.



A heart put to rest,

and a sun covered over by clouds.

healing a broken heart
22:54 Feb 07 2010
Times Read: 578

It all ended with a new years kiss.

It was the longest drive of my life.

Sitting wondering what i did wrong.

Dealing with a huge pain that felt like a knife



A week before you had told me that you loved me.

You made me the happiest that I've ever been.

But somehow you decided to change your mind.

And left me with the worst start to 2010.



I remember the night you got a new boyfriend.

I remember the tears falling like they were rain.

I really thought that you would be different.

But just like the others you just left me with pain.



I should have known better than to fall so hard.

I should have known you were playing with my heart.

But like a deer in the headlights I didn't do a thing.

I just sat and watched you as you broke me apart.



Every time i think I'm over you I see your face again.

It kills me inside knowing that you never even cared.

I gave you my heart hoping you would not hurt me.

But you left me with a heart that can't be repaired.



I hope someone breaks your heart like you did mine.

You will come running to me wanting another chance.

And I will make you realize what you did to me.

Show you that you missed out on a perfect romance.

Naked Inhibitions
21:09 Feb 07 2010
Times Read: 579








Colors of emotion burst and soar

like a missile directed toward your

heart and yet I am invisible in your

sight. misguided desires like sparklers

ignite ,lighting the way to never

Brilliance turns to gray , slowly fades

to black of longing.



Longing that somehow ,somewhere

in the vanity of your soul,

that bittersweet smile painted upon

the corner of my eyes ,regardless of

the sorrow you've caused, catches your attention

Dignity is ready to serve your purpose if only you could..



Stripped of pride I stand in your sight

naked without inhibitions, dropping my

shield of protection exposing a secret key

for the taking. In your valley of self

you're unable to see what treasures my heart

holds excluding you from paradise



It feels like my heart is so full

of love, its feels like I'm going

to explode, my lungs are running out

of oxygen as they scream it so loud

in silence, if only you

where worthy of my love ,I'd give

you my all.

By Coverd in darkness
21:07 Feb 07 2010
Times Read: 580

Disturbed in this deeply shadowed world,

Full of hate, death and fate,

Each turn another risk,

Every step one closer to death,

Just another day in my mind.



Crystal ball turns seeking answers of the future,

What do you know all it reveals is,

A great ball of fire,

Pain so deep like a dragons breathing fire into my heart,

Feels so real so burnt every touch every moment,

Of this hell is true.



The wicked witch must of cast a spell on me,

Was i ever really so naughty,

To end up in here staring from wall to wall,

Silently screaming give me that poisoned apple,

May you make it so strong it ends me for good.



Battles on now Wizard has come to challenge the Witch,

He see's a lifeless soul burning,

That has lost all it's faith,

He knows inside she's something great,

With a swish of a wand,

Wicked Witch is now in the pond of ugliness,

The pond where karma eats you.



Battle long from over,

At time she feels she's flying on dragons wings,

Others like it's ripping her up,

Something sinks it's teeth into her neck,

Silent scream passes half of it joy,

As the burning is a sensation making a distraction.



Deep down in the cave of darkness she cries,

Wonders when her prince charming will come by,

Fight off the evil,

Kiss her soft lips,

And take her away to a better place,

Where no devious shadows lye.

Misunderstood
21:05 Feb 07 2010
Times Read: 581

Holding the knife that he used for years

With thoughts of slicing,

Would the wrist be quicker than the throat

Warm blood seemed so enticing,



Lonely and scared he was trembling

Wondering if this solution was correct,

Ending the pain now felt

How long will his death take to detect,



Would anyone notice the absence

Or just his dog when not fed,

Should it be here in the kitchen

Maybe comfort in lying in bed,



Hitting the floor with a thump

His head now in a puddle of blood,

Never knowing the reason why

People just say he was misunderstood

dark
21:04 Feb 07 2010
Times Read: 582

I held a rose one day.

It's thorns pierced my skin.

The blood was so warm.



The red petals began to fall.

One by one, by one...by one.

All their color, fading.



The rose had only two leaves.

They began to whither.

From deep green to deep brown.



The stem wilted.

And the flower laid over.

It reminded me of a falling tear.



The rose was dying in my hand.

I think my blood was poison.

I think it still is.



I held your hand for the first time.

Your new nails pierced my skin.

The blood was so warm....