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Okay for one I hate naming entries!! I guess thats where my creative ability lacks or something lol! So I found out what was bugging Selene and it made sense now. I had thought she was mad at me and punishing me by not letting me touch her. I was doing alot of crying on the inside and things like that. So long story short I feel better and I hope to write more later in this amazing journal about my interests etc.

Well another day is almost done and I managed to level some on VR. I watched Selene play samurai warriors 2 and she rocks!! I forgot to sleep and didnt want to miss a moment and ended up falling asleep on her and she later on got frustrated with me and it made me cry later, this time I kept it in and just cried and sighed. I hate seeing her upset at anything since it gets me upset. Selene means everything to me and im glad her friend Amora is now staying with us.

Well another day has come and almost gone and I have learned alot and met some more interesting people on VR. Had a crisis with Selene and with strength and clarity as always we had it resolved which is nice. But for that time I was in so much pain and turmoil it wasnt even funny. I cannot live without my other half, my twinflame. Selene is my love and my life and means everything to me. Anyways I hope tommorow will be a better day and things will be happier.



Mardivan

Well my friends or even the void of nothingness. Its been a few days since Ive written anything and I did indeed miss VR and its people alot. I can be myself here and maybe someone somewhere can read my stuff. Had a nice weekend so far, not much stress and alot of good talks were had with various people in my life. I got started at my online college for jewelry crafting and I love every moment of it. Who knew the tools of a jeweler would be fascinating to read about to and to look forward to be working with even. It will be expensive at first to gather the tools I need and to make my work bench but it will be worth it later, not to mention fun. I also discovered on accident that I have a really bad Arnold Swarzenegger impression inside of me lol!! It makes my friends and Selene my love laugh so its all that matters to me. Blessed Be!

Well another days come and gone. I worried about Selene alot and how tired and stuff she was feeling. I got so tired however I went to sleep earlier and it was sad as hell since I hate going to sleep without her. It breaks my heart to sleep alone and without Selene in my arms. I swear even her breathing has a hypnotic effect on me. I guess its from years of sleeping alone and being alone. Now that I have her in my life I dont want to miss anything I guess. I know that seems stalkery or even abusive to some people but heh its me. Selene I think gets driven crazy at times by me but she loves me and doesnt want me to change and I dont want her to change ever. Shes the most amazing woman and the best thing in my life. Anyways write more tommorow and I hope to maybe start writting up recipes so stay tuned.

This is my very first vampire rave journal entry. I hope it will be the first of many many entries I will write and I will state my opinions and I hope my dearest love Selene will comment on my journal as will other people out there. Lets see my first thought is I guess how much I love vampire rave. I saw Selene on here everyday and she kept talking about her coven and her love for her family on here so here I am since I love this stuff anyways and I love her and things so. Hrm I guess this will do it for now.

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xMitsix
06:37 Jun 24 2009

Welcome Welcome Welcome



And may there be many more journal entries to come :D

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