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I have been gone from here along time and been searching for anwser deep in myself and all i found was darkness it has engulfed me once and i broke free to see what this world has to offer and now i see why i was engulfed in it. I must have forgotten. This world this life is chaos no one can stand to see anyone happy, can't leave well enough alone, or can't stay out of others business. I have tired relationships and in every one got hurt someway. Could that be the reason and is that the reason why the darkness is calling me back. The darkness wasn't my enemy but my friend it made my heart a block of Ice and made sure i didn't get to invoked so i wouldn't get hurt. It made me cool and calculated so i wouldn't run and jump into something i wasn't ready for or couldn't handle. So maybe it best if i return to the darkness and disappear forever. Where have i been? I have been in the darkness and back t the Darkness is where i will return

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Alastriona
15:01 Sep 15 2010

I agree that the darkness is numbing and each time you come back you feel less. Your outer shell becomes thicker each time. It blocks the good as well as the bad.

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thanatoswhisper
02:20 Sep 16 2010

I am here if you want to talk

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