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Alot of things has happened to me in one week and after the aftermath something "different" came back it is not the person i once was... they say when extreme pain is cause parts of you die....well one of the most important thing to me has been taken away and now i have been withdrawn into myself and i am at point of no return....I once felt happiness but now all i feel is sorrow and pain....i once felt true peace of mind but now i feel confusion and chaos.....i am now part of the void.... myself lost to the abyss....i once had my true love but i now feel it is lost in this lifetime....i may share a bond that cannot be broken but why yet do i feel my other half is lost forever....they say if you want something bad enough you fight for it.....but how can you when there is a main factor that stops you from any possible way of winning....i always felt like i didn't belong in this lifetime....but there are some people who say i play a very important role in this lifetime....but how when i lost almost everything that was dear to me....how when the person i been searching for is now gone from the side of me....i always say don't let your darkness consume you...but after all that has happen the darkness is finally out and a part of me....i feel i will never open myself up like i did... before all of this happen.....This is not a cry for pity this is my way of saying what happened and how i feel...I just want to know if anyone else feels the way i feel......

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FeverDreams
16:53 May 23 2010

*sighs*

been there ...



i know the feeling of never being able to love or trust anyone again ...

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VampireQueen01
20:40 May 23 2010

honey. im in that boat with you right now. all you have to remember is that its always darkest before the dawn

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