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Its time for me to tell the truth…the first part of rob and my relationship from when we met to when I found out I was pregnant was REALLY good, I was totally in love and didn't think I could ever find anyone as good as him…



Unfortunately ever since I have become pregnant things have gone downhill… I mean it was ok when we first found out, rob and I were excited and really looking forward to becoming parents… But, I ended up moving in with rob and soon it seemed like we weren't as close anymore… things kind of became monotonous… soon it seemed to me like rob was less and less interested in how I was doing, it seemed like he even forgot I was pregnant… when I would get into a bad mood he would always argue with me instead of understanding I had a lot of different hormones and just letting things go… it got so difficult to get along…



After a couple months I moved back in with my family, and instead of making things better it became worse… Rob NEVER asked me how I was feeling unless I looked like crap or sounded like crap… it was like he just didn't care to ask anymore, and that's what bothers me the most, his disinterest… He really rarely got excited about the prospect of having a child either, the only time he ever REALLY got excited was when we went to register for my baby shower, and it was really nice to see, but it was rare…



Aside from all of that stuff which is constant things started happening that started to show me our TRUE relationship… A letter written by rob to a really serious ex girlfriend was brought to my attention a while back and from that moment on after reading it I have been 10 times more distant from rob, it hurt me so deep I don't know whether I will ever feel the same about rob again, I tried to get past it but it just didn't seem to work… Recently rob and I have been arguing so horribly lately its looked like it could become physical, mostly on his part… At our last big blowout he scared the shit out of both my AND our best friend, and I won't keep myself and my unborn child around a person like that… Rob I love you and im sorry if this whole thing seems to be attacking you but I HAD to get all this out or I would drive myself insane, and you need to know exactly where I stand…



Anyway, things have just gotten too bad… So we are apart for as long as necessary, if not for good… Our relationship has slowly dwindled to nothing but an empty shell over the past months, and if there is even hope in saving our relationship this needs to be done NOW… But I honestly don't know if it will help… even to this day now that we are broken up rob and I have talked twice and he STILL wont ask me how im doing and how the baby seems to be doing, and that's just not right…



Rob you are free and most of the time anymore that seemed to be what you wanted, and there is no need to try and deny it, because after that letter I wouldn't ever believe you… so yea…



One more thing I need to say to be completely and utterly honest to you Rob, and as a warning you cannot say one WORD to me out of anger for this because of what you pulled, and I unlike you did not ACT on this feeling… but ever since our arguing got bad and I found out about what you had written I have started having feelings for another person, which is another reason why I had to do what ive done, because it wasn't fair to anyone, and I was just lying to myself… I don't know if anything will happen with these feelings but they need to be gone before I can continue a relationship with you… but there are so many things YOU need to change before I will ever consider becoming a couple again, and I don't know whether you will ever be able or want to do those things…



And as a final word rob you will NEVER be excluded from your sons life whether we end up married or just friends with a child together… I would NEVER do that to you, not in a million years, unless you end up turning into a drunken asshole like my father and prove yourself to be unfit… but im hoping you don't do that… and with that, im done…