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I feel I just invaded someones privacy...put they put it out for the public...

I'm kinda glad I did, I love learning about peoples past.

Another night of waking up at 5am. At least this time I was able to pass out for 3 more hours, after tossing around for about a half hour. I haven't been able to sleep deeply for about a week now. Worry eating away at my nerves I guess.

Exhausted...I think I went to sleep around 2am and woke up at 5:30ish. I've never been so restless, then again I have a lot going on in my mind. I'm really tired, but there's no way I can go to sleep now...10days.

A friend told me he regrets getting 'snipped'...our conversation as follows



Me (3/12/2012 11:35:35 PM): Thats what sperm banks are for...



Him (3/12/2012 11:36:14 PM): yeah but who has $20000.000



Me (3/12/2012 11:36:45 PM): Then have a trusted friend come over and have a shitfaced drunken orgy...



Him (3/12/2012 11:37:28 PM): I don't think so. do you really think I would let someone touch my woman like that?



Me (3/12/2012 11:38:46 PM): Well...use a turkey baster then



Him (3/12/2012 11:39:19 PM): * rolls eyes *



I think I may go to hell for that....

Oh Oricano. Nothing like a 31yo man screaming like a girl to make you feel welcome in his cam. Best reaction ever lol.

I'm trying not to worry, but with the way things are you can't blame me. -exhales slowly- The word faith keeps echoing in my mind. Stay positive, stay calm, have faith...

Breathe in, breathe out...have faith...faith.