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Haven't slept. And I probably shouldn't now because I sleep for 10hours at a time. Yes, that probably isn't a good thing, but it's me. That's how I've been for years. 10 hours. I probably would sleep if I didn't have a dentist appointment today. And this entry is sort of a reminder so that I don't forget, yet again...

Other than an extremely sore neck, nausea from the antibiotics, and maybe some light bruises, I'm almost back to my usual self.

So, around 3 this morning I was admitted to the emergency room here in town. It's the 3rd time I've ever been to the ER and it's the first time I've ever had to have an IV put it.



I got into bed last night, felt pretty okay. I had had a headache all day. I started to get a little cold, so I put on more clothes. I was shaking quite a bit, and the more time that went by it just got worse. By the time my boyfriend called the hospital I was under two blankets, with a winter coat on, sweat pants and some socks (I don't like wearing socks). Laid in the bed curled up for some time, sat up once and was immediately dizzy. By this time, the headache had developed into a full blown migraine, and my body was tense all over from shaking.



My mother picked us up, I don't even want to talk about the wait at admittance, it just wasn't pretty. So...I get into Triage, my heart rate was about 156 and I had a fever of 103 (highest I've ever had). After that they put me in Cardiac, stuck a bunch of stickers on me, did an EKG, stuck more stickers on me. Stuck an IV in me. Again, that's the first time I've ever had all that done to me. Drew blood, gave me Tylenol to break the fever, gave me a Saline flush and then hooked me to a bag, drew blood from the other arm, did X-Rays of my chest, urine sample. When the Saline ran out, they drew even more blood from the IV (my mother thinks my blood is too dark apparently). After that, the doctor came in and said I had a pretty nasty infection, but he didn't know from what. So then, they gave me an oral antibiotic, and then hooked another one to the IV...I got out of there around 8:55am.



I know long story...I'm much better now, no fever, just some nausea from the antibiotics.

Just got back from spending 6 hours at the ER this morning. I'm not feeling great, I'll fill everyone in later.

Well...after 6 years of the same name, I decided I need a change...

You are so full of shit sometimes. I wish you would just be honest to me instead of thinking you need to lie to keep me around. I'm not going anywhere, I know what you do, and I don't care. But it does piss me off when you try to play it off like you aren't doing it. Grow up old man, I see what you do. I'm not going to ruin your fun, it's your deal. And as long as you're not hurting anyone, I'll stay out of it. It's that simple, be up upfront with me, and I could be your best friend...just like you want me to be.



Just...tell me the truth.

My head is sort of swimming. It's an interesting feeling. It...modifies my usual thought process. And I kind of like that. I've always been a 'let's see what this does' kind of person.

Why must my Chihuahua eat everything he finds on the floor!? Leaves, bits of paper, plastic bottle caps...Thankfully I grab most of the plastic stuff before he can really eat it. I even caught him eating a jolly rancher once, I don't even know where that came from.

'You earn your freedom here, it doesn't get handed to you for being a whiny bitch.'



I found this in one of my journal entries from '11. I think it works for current events now as well.

My head is all...'floaty' and my heart feels like it's in a slow motion flutter.

Oh holy hell...my shots are wearing off. This is definitely worse than last time. The gas hit me harder, and so did the shots (thankfully). But this time I feel the pain all along my jaw and not just one side. Oh sonofabitch...I can't even open my mouth to exclaim my pain, what kind of hell...



You wouldn't be able to tell, but I actually have a high tolerance for pain.

Nothing quite invigorating like waves of pain washing over your nervous system. :)

I pretty much just like to keep to myself here. I'm bad at carrying conversations, so I prefer to just watch. But that's kind of how my whole life has been. I do and don't like to socialize. I do because I like to, it's nice when I find someone interesting, but then there are times when I don't. Like when people who can barely speak their own native tongue want to try and tell me about their crazy partner/family member/friend and how 'dey soe fuckd in da hed' (I'm not joking, I got that in a message once). So, what's a girl to do, watch in the dark, or step into the light?

Grammar. The difference between knowing your shit, and knowing you're shit.

Just saw a trailer for the upcoming movie The Purge. I'm sure it's going to make a lo~t of money.



So basically crime in America is almost non existent because of this...annual holiday called The Purge, where for one night/12hours crime is completely legal.



It looks incredibly violent, I'm not a big fan of violent thrillers, but even I have to admit the trailer makes me want to watch it.

I...can't say dish soap. Well, I kind of can if I say it slowly but then it's more like I'm saying dish and soap. So I just say dish detergent and avoid the embarrassment.