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MY TEARS IS THE RAIN THAT POURS DOWN

MY EMOTIONS IS THE THUNDER THAT EXPLODES

MY ANGER IS THE LIGHTINING THAT FLASHES

STORMS CLOUDS ARE BREWING AND BUILDING

READY TO COME DOWN AND CRASH THE WALL

MY MEMORIES IS THE STORM

READY TO COME DOWN AND DESTROY

THE WALL THAT I HAVE BUILT UP

TO BREAK ME DOWN

THE STORM WANTS TO HURT, TO CAUSE PAIN

BUT MY HEART, THE SUN AND THE MOON, WANTS TO FIGHT

TO BEAM AGAINST THE STORM WITH THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT

TO STOP THE STORM BEFORE IT DESTROYS ME WHOLE

I SIT ALONE, BETRAYED SINCE BIRTH

I FEEL NO JOY, I FEEL NO WORTH

I SHAKE AND HIDE WITH DEEP DISTRUST

CURSED BY THE MEMORIES OF THOSE GUYS LUST



I SIT IN SILENCE UNAWARE

THAT PEACE COULD EVER COME TO REIGN

IN TRIUMPH OVER THE RETCHED PAIN



I LONG TO TALK TO ANOTHER’S EAR

BUT I KNOW NO ONE WILL BE THERE TO HEAR

BECAUSE OF FEAR AND LOSS OF HOPE

MY CRIES OF HEL ARE LEFT UNANSWERED



SHAMED AND SHUNNED, MY GUILT GROWS DEEP

LIKE AN UGLY WEED THAT SLOWLY CREEPS

INTO MY SOUL TO CONFUSE, TO KILL

MY SENSE OF RIGHT, MY DREAMS, MY WILL



AS I SIT IN MY SILENT RAGE

TRAPPED IN MY SELF-MADE CAGE

SO MUCH PAIN THAT SUCKED AWAY MY YOUTH

I HIDE THE ONLY HOPE…THE TRUTH

I feel you pulling me, i can’t hold back

For I have no choice but to give in

My battle with you must have end soon

For my sanity will not take much more.



The night im change i feel so alone

even though your near

i can feel my fear inside me

no more beating heart



My skin so pale and my eyes so dark,

Hunger that rips all throughout my body,

Perhaps my sanity has finally departed,

Stolen from my immortal soul.