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Broken heart

03:56 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 615






I had a broken heart that would not heal

But when I met you, I seemed to feel

The love I once had before

Has now come back even more



I never want to lose you

You are my dream come true

I never thought it would happen

My Love is no longer a burden



I wish you could see

Just how much you mean to me

You are now my everything

For you I would do anything



I hope you feel this way too

What im trying to say is I love you

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My only pain

03:50 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 616


My only pain

Why is it that some cry over spilled milk and others over broken bones then there are few who will only cry for the pain of a friend when they know that that friend does not need pain because their life is full of it and when if people really get what they gave then she should be happy forever and always and never should have had a bit of pain I think I should have more pain and she have less I broke bones and that is nothing I felt very little if not any pain what so ever but when I hear how people treat her it pisses me off I feel pain because I can not help her and that is the worst pain I will ever feel


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Rain

03:49 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 617


Rain

Rain, is like the tears you shed.

Rain, is like the love you have.

Rain, feels like when you lose someone you love.

Rain, is like the tears of God.

Rain, is like the water you drink

Rain, is like the love of you and me.



There is no white angel from heaven for me,

There is only a dark angel from hell it seems,

What has life become and when will the pain end,


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Only a dark angel

03:49 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 618


Only a dark angel

It appears that god is my enemy whilst satan’s my friend,

How is this possible, me? part of the underworld,

I’m not innocent or evil, I’m just another human guy.


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Dark is my friend

03:48 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 619


Dark is my friend

You can’t see the tears falling,

You can’t see my face crinkle,

You can’t see my pain,

You can’t see my puffy red eyes,

You can’t see me through the dark,

You can only hear my sobs and screams because the dark is my best friend and won’t allow you to see me anymore and cause more pain,

The dark is the only true friend that really understands.


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Unveil the deepest secrets

03:47 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 620


Unveil the deepest secrets

The darkness holds the deepest secrets,

It knows of your pain, worries and simple frets,

It will show you the way if you are brave enough,

But question is, Can you handle to travel a path so rough,

A path so unknown and filled with dangers,

A darkness that will both cause and feed off of your anger,

If you are brave enough, you will be fine,

But there are no guarantees that you’ll be able to keep your mind,

Step into the darkness if you dare,

You must be strong, do not be scared,

Step forth and enter into the pitch black,

Get rid of your fear and bring forth your wrath,

If you are strong and cold, you’ll have the ability to find,

If you are weak and warm, you will die in such short time,

So walk into the darkness that awaits you,

See if you will able to pass, if you will be one of the few,

Step forth and see if you are brave enough to unveil the deepest secrets.


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Masked Truth

03:46 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 621




Masked truth

Living a lie is too much to take

Sometimes I feel like I just want to break

I’m tired of being exposed

Being revealed to all those who thought they knew me

Having to find a new identity

Crying silent tears that dry by tomorrow

I don’t want sympathy

But someone who can understand me

What I am and what I feel

I’m not perfect that I accept

But still I’m insecure

I’m tired of climbing these steps

I want to live a real life

But I’m stuck in between decisions I can’t make and the roads that I cant take

Why can’t this be an illusion?

My conclusion I can’t find

No matter how hard I try

No matter how hard I cry.

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Until none of this remains

03:45 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 622


Until none of this remains

I have come out of the darkness and into the light only to find out that the light is filled with spite.

Before I know it the light is night again and I quickly realize that I'm alone again.

Instead of grass I walk on broken glass, trails of blood lead the way, I dare you to come with me for only one day and I guarantee you won't want to stay.

In this place your knowledge will never grow as people try to teach you what they don't know.

One more day in and one more day out, I'm here so long now that I've lost my count.

Unexpected they come for me and wrap me in chains but I will never be tamed, beaten within an inch of my life and stuffed in a room made of barbwire and steel.

The end is near but will you be here to protect me from my fears.

I wake up late at night thinking that it's all a dream but I never yet fallen asleep.

Inside me something is wrong.

Inside me something is gone.

This can not be real, I got to break free, it's time for me to dry my tears, break these chains until none of this remains.


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Angels fury

03:44 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 623


Angels fury

Once there was an angel,

So pure was her innocent heart.

Her pretty smile, her graceful steps,

And when she fell, the heavens wept.



Someone caught this pretty little angel,

And torn at her innocence.

She lost her glow, she lost her love.

She was now like a lost, broken dove.



Her eyes drained their color, blue to grey.

Her hair lost its glow, now plain and ugly.

She was now mad at the world, taking it out on all,

For it was their fault that she had lost the will to call.



She held a sword, able to cut through rock.

She killed all in her path, dampening her wing from white to red.

This angel no longer heard the Robins sing, never saw the Roses grow.

She held in emotions, letting only anger and sadness show.



But then one day, a demon came.

And looked at her and laughed.

"Such a thing was in heaven?" He asked.

The Angel glared and yelled, "You’ll die for that!"



They fought till death, both the victims.

The last few moments, of the Angels last breaths.

She felt peaceful, like all was ok.

And then, this pretty Angel just drifted away.


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Creature with wings

03:43 Apr 23 2005
Times Read: 624


Creature with wings

Who could be,

the one you see,

in the broken mirror?



How do you know,

who you are,

or the colour you are meant to glow?



What night do you meet,

the corpse under your sheets,

or is this corpse,

meant to be you?



How do you tell,

the one you love,

that you are the blood,

and not the dove?



How do you hide,

these secrets inside,

that nobody else,

should need to know?



I'am the one,

the creature with wings,

A guy that should be human.



But I could be many things...



I could be the creature,

that is suppose to hide beneath your bed,

decompose your body,

when your corpse is shot and dead.



I could be the angel,

who kisses away your fears,

who picks you up,

when you have fallen,

and wipes away your tears...



With these things in my back,

that can extend and contract,

how will anyone react?



I could be an angel,

or I could be a freak,

or I could just be me,

an odd unique.



Close your window tonight,

Creatures like me,

don't need an invite..



Whatever I am,

These wings,

growing strangely from my back.



I can fly,

I can move,

I'am the sweetest rose thats black...


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