I come from an average family where my parents are still together after 37 or so years, and did their part to build a good "foundation" for me. But I have history that haunts me, nothing serious or I wouldn't work where I work, but enough for me to live my life today with higher standards, and be firm and unwavering in my personal morals, ethics and what I believe in.
Many people don’t appreciate that anymore and are more concerned with the “bottom line” or how you benefit them.
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I'm happy for you. I'm sure you have a better sense of security now... and isn't what we're all searching for?
I have found that dawn is the most pleasurable time of the day to clear yourself of troublesome leaches. The rising sun in the cool of morning actually draws out the process and leaves the nerve endings intact a few moments longer. At first light you get the sound of slow cooking bacon. With mind association in place you actually smell bacon. It takes some time till the subcutaneous layer starts to boil up and flake away, and the aroma becomes very distinct between man and beast.
I couldn’t help but reminisce back to our first years together; the way she so effortlessly stole my heart. From her bleach blond hair to her pink painted toe nails; her big brown eyes, red lips and her well tanned skin that cover her toned body. She was utterly beautiful to me; and the desire of any man. We would sit in the back of a night club, just watching the flesh dance before us. It was one of our favorite things to do. We drank till our heads swooned and when we danced the world disappeared.
She screamed in agony as the sun rose over the horizon. Her bleached and blood matted hair went up like dried leaves. I thought about how I had loved to run my fingers through it as her blackened scalp began to peal away. Interestingly, I got more excitement from her silicone implants than ever before, when they exploded out of her chest.
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Decided to move this since it is personal set in fiction. Just didn't seem right to keep it in "Motivation".
Oh my.
Was really getting into it... then there was the "explosion"
Thats just funny.
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WarriorinHell
10:27 Apr 10 2008
I agree with you 100% I also come from a 2 parent family of many many years and yet so many do not appreciate the long lasting and love of that kind of relationship these days.
My Dad always says *no one said it was easy* LOL in anything we do even love and marriage... it is called Life. Yes I am from a military family as well LOL And I have taught my daughter to be strong and she makes me proud everyday even though she did not have her dad in her life she is so full of commitment that her other half does not get it LOl any hoo, I really enjoyed reading your journal... hope that your new job is great change for you.. :)
Have a good one *Rhonda....
imagesinwords
04:16 Apr 14 2008
I wish I could say that about my parents.
I think I know what you are talking about here. We all have history, it's how you deal with it. It'll always work out for you, because you have the drive, the proof is in the pudding. You won't be judged by that, because you are an evolution.
You are an inspiration for people that aren't where they want to be in life and don't even have a history haunting them. Maybe that haunting history was your catalyst to grasp achievement. "Knowing is enough, you must apply." Right? You're doing that.