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Forbidden Love ~chapter 2~

13:28 Nov 05 2008
Times Read: 675


Note: there is cursing in this chapter, and it is a twilight fanfic as well as includes yaoi. Don't read if you don't like it.





Liebe yawned a little and rubbed his eyes, rubbing the sleep from them. He looked to his side to find that Edward was laying beside him watching him. He couldn’t help but jump a little no expecting it at all.



“ Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you,” He chuckled touching the wolf’s shoulder gently.



“ It’s alright,” Liebe smiled at him. “ I didn’t think that you would be there.”



“ I had nothing better to do,” He sighed a little. “ If I had stepped out of this room I would get it from Emmett.”



Liebe nodded understanding. “ I’m surprised that you didn’t beat him up then and there.”



“ You should have seen yourself,” Edward got up and went over the some clothing that was on the back of the couch. “ Here.” He tossed them to Liebe. “ Put these on we’re going to go down to La Push.”



“ La Push?” Liebe looked at him curiously as he started to take off his shirt.



“ Yes, we’re going to visit the werewolf pack there,” Edward said then remember. “ You’re going to have to go down there by yourself. Vampires aren’t allowed on it.”



“ But you said that I was half and half,” Liebe pointed out. “ Wouldn’t it be better to meet them all somewhere and talk. I don’t….I don’t want them to like tear me apart or something.”



“ I highly doubt that they would do that to you,” Edward said, back turned so that Liebe could get dressed. “ You’re a lot bigger than they are.”



“ Still it would be better to meet them,” Liebe said finishing. “ These are really nice.”



“ Alice got them for you,” Edward said turning around and they did look good on him.



“ Oh, well I’ll have to thank her,” He smiled. As he said that there was a small knock on Edward’s bedroom down. Edward opened it and Alice came bouncing in.



“ Morning, Liebe!” She said cheerfully. “ Like the clothes.”



“ Very much, thank you,” He returned the smile she gave him.



Alice nodded and turned to Edward. “ Liebe doesn’t have a point in meeting them. The clearing would be best. I could call Jacob if you’d like.”



“ If you would,” Edward gave her a small smile. “ We’re not on good terms, and please don’t tell him that Liebe is half and half.”



Alice nodded her head and was gone in seconds.



“ She’s so cheerful!” Liebe chuckled, feeling that cheerfulness rubbing off on him.



“ Yeah, it gets annoying at times,” Edward said as he started to dress into new clothing after he had been in them all night. He could feel Liebe’s eyes on him, but did nothing to stop him from looking.



Liebe shrugged his shoulders. “ I guess so.”



Alice came bouncing back in the room. “ They said meet them there in half an hour.”



“ Alright,” Edward said, then smiled at her. “ Would you like to come with us?”



Alice smiled brightly and nodded her head. “ I would love too. Plus if things get out of hand I can explain some things.”



Edward nodded his head, and watched as she left before he finished dressing.



“ Why do I get the feeling of I’m not going to like this?” Liebe asked as he looked at Edward. Edward just shrugged his shoulders. “ And you know. I know you do.”



“ True, but I’m not telling you,” Edward chuckled. “ You have to find out on your own.”



Liebe sighed putting on some shoes. “ I don’t get what it is with vampires and figuring things out on your own. Gabri tells me that shit all the time.”



Edward shrugged and opened the door, once again stepping aside to let Liebe go first.



“ Aren’t you just a gentlemen,” Liebe said as he walked past him.



Edward shrugged again and gave a small smile.



“ Do you want something to eat before we go?”



“ I’m not hungry,” Liebe said. The thought of eating made him sick to his stomach.



“ We have like twenty minutes before we need to go, we have time if you need too,” Edward said, pushing that issue. It was unhealthy to go without eating, and it seemed like Liebe hadn’t eaten anything in the past few days. According to what Alice had told him.



Liebe got a little upset. “ Would you stop worrying about me, okay? Why does everyone worry about me? I can hold my own.”



Jasper was sitting in the living room when he heard Liebe snap a little at Edward’s worrying. He sighed, shaking his head as he set out to calm the room.



“ I’m sorry,” Edward said feeling calmer walking into the room as well as Liebe. Edward saw Jasper sitting there and understood why.



“ Good morning you guys,” Jasper looked at them from over his shoulder.



“ Hi,” Liebe said to him.



“ You guys going out?” Jasper asked.



“ Yeah, we’re going to meet Sam and his pack in half an hour in the clearing to introduce them to Liebe,” Edward said as he sat down. He patted the seat next to him for Liebe to sit down there. Liebe listened and sat down. He felt bad for snapping at him.



“ Alice going with you?”



“ Yep, she’d be able to explain Liebe to them a lot better than I could,” Edward said, his face looked calm and relaxed. Liebe couldn’t take his eyes off him.



“ They seem to know more about me than I do,” Liebe sighed. “ I feel left out.”



Jasper chuckled and smiled kindly. “ Well that’s what happens when you hang out the Ms. Visions and Mr. Mind-Reader.”



Liebe laughed at that. “ I guess so. I’m used to mind readers though. Just they could turn the whole thing on and off. Edward can’t.”



“ I envy them,” Edward said. “ But then again it’s useful that I can’t turn it on and off.” He added.



“ That’s been proven,” Jasper said then looked at Liebe for a second then looked at Edward. “ Hey, if he is a werewolf then why can Alice have visions about him and see you with him?”



“ I’m not all werewolf,” Liebe said, which confused him just as much as the next person. “ I’m half vampire and half werewolf. I didn’t know that myself.”



Jasper nodded his head.



Edward looked at him. “ Oh my god, you just had a whole conversation with someone Jasp. It’s a freakin miracle!”



Jasper looked at him in a bit of surprise himself. “ I have.”



“ I don’t talk much either,” Liebe said, smiling kindly. “ But at least you, Edward, and Alice talk to me. I don’t think anyone else here likes me.”



“ Esme likes you,” Jasper said. “ Her and Alice had a ball last night buying you clothing.”



“ I guess women don’t chance,” Liebe chuckled. “ My family or pack, whatever you want to call it had a lot of girls in it.”



“ Werewolves too?” Jasper asked.



“ No, vampires,” Liebe smiled.



Jasper nodded and went back to watching TV. Liebe and Edward both knew that he was done talking them, watching as he went back into his own little world. They got lost in watching TV as well and lost track of the time.



“ Liebe, Edward! It’s time to go!!” Alice shouted from the front door.



“ Coming,” Liebe said as he got up from the couch, and unknowing taking Edward’s had getting him up as he walked them to the door.



Edward blinked a little, if he could blush he would be. He didn’t think that Liebe noticed, but he knew that Alice and Jasper noticed. When Alice saw she giggled a little.



“ Ready to go you two?” She asked.



Liebe looked down then to see that he was holding Edward’s hand and let go. “ Sorry,” He said to Edward, then looked at Alice. “ We’re ready.”



“ Alright,” She nodded as he rushed out of the house in a blur, Edward followed. Liebe was too tired to run like that in human form so he changed and followed them, hoping that he could keep up with him, and hoped that the pack didn’t try and beat the shit out of him.



Liebe found the clearing that he, Edward, and Alice were going to meet the other pack. He looked around for Edward and Alice, but he didn’t see them, instead he saw a pack of about 10 wolves. He held back a whimper, and tried to calm his thundering heart.



Edward and Alice stepped in at Liebe’s side before anyone started to talk or make any action. Edward sensed Liebe’s distress and petted his neck.



“ You alright?” He whispered to him.



“ Yeah,” Liebe nodded his head a little. “ You just weren’t here, they were I didn’t know what to do.”



“ Sorry,” Edward gave him a smile that the whole wolf pack saw and it shocked them. In four years they had never seen him smile, until now. What was so different? “ You got ahead of us somehow.”



“ I guess so,” Liebe nodded his head as he looked at the pack. “ There are more than I thought.”



Alice looked at them all. “ Hello.” She said to them, but they didn’t say anything back. Most were looking at Liebe, all were trying to figure out why his scent was different.



The black one was the first to speak, but in their minds. Liebe remember Edward saying that they could only talk through mind link in this form, unlike Liebe himself.



“ Edward is this the new wolf Alice was telling us about?” He asked.



“ Yes, he is,” Edward said, looking up at Liebe. “ Liebe, this is Sam. He is the Alpha male of the pack.”



“ I could see that,” Liebe said, speaking as if normal.



“ He smells different and speaks like normal?” Seth gasped. “ What kind of wolf is he?”



Liebe’s ears laid back. He felt like he was being picked on. The only wolves’ thoughts that didn’t bother him were Sam’s, and the reddish wolf’s who seemed to be second in command.



Alice smiled brightly. “ He is a little different, but he very much like you.”



One of them looked at her oddly. “ He should smell the same as us then.”



“ Paul, don’t be so mean,” The reddish wolf said as he walked over to Liebe and sniffed him a little. “ His scent is different, but he is werewolf.”



“ Very much so,” Edward said, nodding his head. He and a few others were surprised to hear him talk. “ By the way, that is Jacob, Liebe.”



Liebe nodded. “ Sorry for your lose.”



Jacob’s ears went back as he let out a whimper. Liebe whimpered back and gave his cheeks a little lick in comfort. Jacob understood what he was doing, and hearing the confusion in his pack he sent a mind link out telling them what Liebe was trying to do. They all calmed down.



“ Besides, he’s imprinted someone already,” Jacob said.



Liebe turned back to his normal form, fully clothed. No one in the pack seemed to say anything. He looked confused at the term.



“ What does imprint mean?” Liebe asked, titling his head.



Sam looked at him, and his wolf brow raised a little. “ You don’t know what imprint means?”



“ No, I don’t,” He shook his head. “ Is that a bad thing?”



Edward stepped in. “ He’s never really been with his own kind before.”



“ No it’s not a bad,” Sam said. “ Do you know if you do?”



“ No, I don’t know that either,” Liebe sighed and looked down. “ I’m not a very good werewolf…I’ve lived with vampires all my life. Though they are different from Edward and his family.”



“ You’re saying there are two types of leeches!” Jacob growled angrily.



Liebe took a step back. “ If you’re thinking they take the lives of humans they don’t unless they have good reason like one trying to hurt them and its self defense. They are not bad people! You wouldn’t know they were vampires if you saw them!” He was getting worked up now.



Jacob just growled at him. “ All vampires are bad.”



“ Jacob!” Embry scolded a little.



“ What!?” Jacob said. “ It’s that leech’s fault that Bella is dead.”



Liebe looked down. “ It wasn’t his fault.”



“ How would you fucking know!”



“ I’m a mind reader, now let’s get off the subject and would someone tell what imprinting is and feels like?” Liebe asked. He didn’t like the tension in the air. Plus he didn’t like Jacob being so mean to Edward, his family, and any other vampire that he knew. Thing happen and he needed to learn that something bad.



Sam shook his head, looking down for a few seconds. Jacob had a temper sometimes, one that he didn’t like. Then he looked at Liebe. He couldn’t quite get into his thoughts yet so he didn’t know how he imprinted.



“ When you imprint someone that person is your other half,” Sam started out. “ Like your soul mate. It can me anyone, guy or girl, though it’s with a werewolf.”



“ Okay, well that explains what it is,” Liebe said, seeming interesting in it. “ What does it feel like when you imprint someone?”



“ Well….Embry would you like to explain that one?” Sam looked over at him.



Embry nodded then spoke. “ You can’t get the person out of your head for one thing. If he or she is mentioned you kinda start day dreaming, get really horny. When he happens like when it hits that person…well….seems so dazzling that it’s not even funny.”



Liebe started to think if he had done that with anyone, as soon as he started to think he started to think of Edward. His thoughts wonder too how he would look without that tight black shirt of his that he had one. How his tight ass would look naked. That heart melting smile of his. He didn’t know he was blushing or getting hard. Then it hit him and he snapped out of it. He looked at Edward in shock.



“ What?” Edward said, acting dumb. He gave Liebe a certain look that says ‘not here’. Liebe got it, and didn’t say anything.



“ Okay….” Liebe said, trying to calm down. So he had imprinted Edward, who was a vampire, and he was a werewolf. He was standing in front of a pack of werewolves that didn’t like Edward and his family, expect for the smallest one, Seth. He seemed to be good friends with Edward. Maybe he could be friends with him too.



“ Do you know how you imprinted?” Seth asked being a little noisy.



Edward laughed a little. “ Noisy aren’t we? Who have you imprinted?”



Seth gave a little squeak and looked away embarrassed. Liebe smiled at him. He acted so cute.



Alice looked around at everyone. She wondered if the werewolves could hear Liebe’s thoughts like Edward could. It didn’t seem like it or they would have been making a fuss over him imprinting her brother. Jacob would have at least. She wasn’t so sure about the others. Though she knew that they wouldn’t be quick to accept Liebe either. He was too different, and as soon as they found out whom he had imprinted and that he was half vampire himself would only make things worse. It would be better to tell them now.



“ You want to know why he smells different?” Alice said, speaking out of nowhere getting everyone to look at her.



“ Alice,” Edward growled. “ We’re trying to get him accepted, not thrown out and looked down upon.”



Liebe looked at her, then touched Edward’s shoulder. “ They can’t hurt me, I’m older and a lot bigger than they are.”



“ Liebe…” Edward looked at him with that look that he used to give Bella when she was about to do something stupid that might get her hurt, but then again Liebe wasn’t Bella. He wasn’t even human for that matter.



Liebe smiled at him. “ I’ll be alright.” He said as he turned to the pack and his face went serious. “ The reason I smell different is because I’m half vampire.”



Sam’s expression stayed in different. Jacob hunched over and bared his teeth at Liebe like he was something evil. To him all vampires were evil, even if half ones were possible. The other didn’t know what to think. They were a little confused to the fact that there could be half breeds.



Liebe looked at Jacob and his green eyes went to a angry glowing yellow.



“ You need to let go of your angry, child,” Liebe growled out, voice deeper than normal. “ I’m far older and more skilled than you think I am. I’m not scared to fight you. I’m more werewolf and have never taken blood. Never had the urge too. The blood of my friend in my made my scent change, nothing more. So calm down. My friend saved my life and I don’t regret what he did for me.”



Jacob looked at him, settling down a little. There was something in his eyes that told him that he wasn’t kidding in what he said. He wasn’t scared to fight him or anyone else in the pack. He could hear his thoughts we well. He could see things of his past.



“ I’m sorry,” Jacob bowed his head. “ Forgive me.”



“ Don’t say sorry to me,” Liebe said. “ The one you should say sorry to is Edward. Do you think he needed you yelling at him, blaming him for what happened? Jacob, things happen, you couldn’t stop it. If anyone knows that better than anyone else it’s been. I’ve had everything taken away from me in a blink of an eye. At least you had her, you and Edward. Be thankful for the time you had.” Liebe knew that he was getting deep, but that was just him. Once you got him going he couldn’t stop sometimes, but this time he did.



Sam gave a wolfish smile. “ I like you, Liebe. I would like you to have a place here, even if half vampire and have imprinted one.”



Liebe looked down. “ I don’t know if you would want me, Sam. The fact that I’m half vampire and have imprinted Edward wouldn’t settle well with the village.” Liebe was starting to get mind links with the pack now.



Sam nodded understanding. “ Come to the bonfire in three days, bring Edward, as long as he doesn’t pull anything.”



“ I won’t,” Edward said. “ I give my word. I have no reason too after you helped my family and I.”



Sam nodded his head, giving a quick look at all his pack members before they could say anything.



“ Liebe, just a few more questions if you don’t mind?” Sam asked politely.



“ Sure,” Liebe smiled kindly and nodded.



“ How old are you really?”



“ I think somewhere around sixty-four, sixty-five,” Liebe said, then chuckled. “ But I’ve looked twenty-two ever since I can remember.”



“ Was that because of the vampire blood that you stopped aging?”



“ No, Gabri saved me ten years later,” Liebe paused thinking. “ Or was it longer. Oh well.”



Sam nodded his head. “ Well we should be heading out, we’ll see you in three day.” Sam said as he turned and started running into the forest, disappearing in seconds. Everyone followed, but Jacob stopped looking at Liebe for a few second. Liebe couldn’t read the look in his eyes, but it wasn’t like before. There was no hate, which was a relief to him.



Edward looked at Liebe. He was the only one that he hadn’t gotten an opinion from about being imprinted.



“ What?” Liebe said, looking at him curiously.



Alice giggled a little. “ You’re the only one that hasn’t given your opinion of imprinting him. Are you going to accept it or deny it?”



Liebe chuckled. “ I was the one who imprinted him, of course I accept it.”



Alice looked at Edward. “ Are you going to accept it?”



Edward wanted to say yes right then and there, but he figured that he would tease.



He smirked a little. “ I’ll think about it.”



Liebe pouted a little, until he saw the smirk on Edward’s face. He smiled and shook his head. He knew that Edward was going to be a tease.


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Forbidden Love ~chapter 1~

14:42 Nov 03 2008
Times Read: 681


Note: This is a Twilight fanfic, Edward and my OC or original character fall in love. This is yaoi for the most part, though there will be a straight couple...hope you like it's alittle fast pace and weird.





Liebe was running through a forest that he didn’t. None of the smells were familiar to him, and it scared him. Everything smelled of rain, but where he was used too always smelled of blood mixed with roses. He didn’t know how long he had been running, but the muscles in all four legs were starting to hurt. The only thing he remembered was a fight with his boyfriend, and that’s all he remembered. Everything else was blank.



He came to a clearing just as it started to rain. The droplets clung to his redish brown fur, and his bright green eyes scanned the area, his ears listening to the smallest how, nose aware of every smell. He did a totally circled until he came to a smell that was familiar to him, but he felt that the person there didn’t like him being there. He was on that person’s area. He whimpered ears laid back, tail between his legs. He’d never met someone with that scent that would have wanted to hurt him.



Edward had been heading to the clearing and was just about to enter when he saw the redish brown werewolf enter it. He had stopped just on the edge of the trees to watch what the wolf was going to do. He viewed the wolf as a threat as he watched it circle the area. He was so much bigger than the werewolves here. A lot bigger.



Though the threat that he thought was there faded. When the werewolf saw him, and felt that he was there and didn’t like it and started cowering. This surprised Edward. He had never seen a werewolf do that to a vampire before, even if they were scared of him or his family. If his wolf was cowering in fear the he couldn’t be a threat.



Edward stepped out from the trees, calming himself. It was obvious that the wolf could read his emotions like he could read minds, something that he wasn’t’ used to either.



“ I’m not going to hurt you,” Edward said softly seeing that the wolf backed up from him.



Liebe looked at him, not trusting him with the feeling he came off a few seconds ago. He would keep his distance from him, vampire or not. He looked at Edward taking in what he looked like. He could feel a blush coming into his cheeks, under his fur, as he looked at Edward’s thin, yet muscular body. Looking into his golden eyes that were so intense, yet so beautiful and watching as he moved gracefully. Edward was unlike any vampire that he had ever seen. He didn’t really look human, cause he seemed to beautiful to be human, and he was so pale. Edward made him feel weird.



Edward kept his distance hearing some of the wolf’s thoughts.



“ I’m not going to hurt you,” He said again.



“ I don’t trust you,” Liebe said in return. Edward looked a little stunned when he didn’t have to make a mind connection to talk to him. He talked as if he was human. “ You’re different.”



“ As you are,” Edward said looking at him. His nose sniffed at him a little. “ You smell different too. Why is that?” He asked as he started to circle him, which Liebe didn’t like.



“ How do I smell different?” Liebe asked.



“ Well…normally werewolves smell…disgusting,” Edward said trying not to offend as he stopped and started at the wolf. “ You smell somewhat like us.”



“ You smell normal to me,” Liebe said sitting on his back legs, calming down a little. If Edward was going to hurt him he would have already done it.



“ Really? Odd,” Edward said looking Liebe over, reading his thoughts still. “ Ahhh so you grew up around vampires did you?”



“ Yes,” Liebe nodded his head. “ They were my pack you could say.”



“ I see, very odd indeed,” Edward smiled a little, it was a gently curve of his lips.



“ I take it that werewolves and vampires don’t get along here?” Liebe asked.



“ Yes, well better than we used too,” Edward said looking down a little. There was a certain look on his face that he knew all too well.



“ Hurts to lose someone I know,” He said making Edward flinch.



“ Don’t tell me you can read minds,”



“ Sorry,” Liebe said looking down as he had done something wrong. “ I can, but you have been reading mine. Unlike you I can turn it off.”



“ Lucky you,” Edward said, noticing his accent. “ German?”



“ Yeah,” Liebe’s tail wagged a little.



Edward nodded then asked. “ Why are you here?”



“ I can’t remember,” Liebe said honestly, and Edward could read that. “ Just remember getting into a fight with my now ex and then I started running and here I am. Where am I?”



“ Forks, Washington,”



“ That far!” Liebe said visibly shocked by how far he had run. “ My that was a long run.”



Edward looked at the wolf. For some odd reason that wolf had caught his interest, even though he was still getting over Bella’s passing there was something about the wolf that just made him feel so odd.



“ Do you need a place to stay?” Edward asked Liebe, who looked at him curiously.



“ Yeah, but if you don’t get along with werewolves its better that I just stay out here,” Liebe said. He didn’t want to cause a fight in his family if he had one.



“ No, you’re not saying out here,” Edward said in a stern tone. “ Come, um…you can turn back if you want.”



Liebe nodded and turned back fully clothed. Edward looked at him with an eyebrow raised.



“ What?” Liebe asked him walking to his side.



“ Nothing, it’s just…how’d you do that?”



“ I’m always clothed,” Liebe smiled. “ I don’t really like being naked. Why do other werewolves here turn and have to be naked?”



“ Their clothing rips otherwise,”



“ Oh, now that is odd,” Liebe said and started to walk with Edward.



“ Do you mind running?”



“ Nope, fine with me,”



“ Just keep up,” Edward smirked as he started to run at full speed. Liebe chuckled and shook his head.



“ Show-off,” He mumbled under his breath as he ran after Edward catching up with him in seconds. Edward looked at him shock. No one had ever caught up with him before, even one of the fastest werewolves in the La Push pack. “ I can keep up.”



Edward looked at him. What is he? He thought to himself. He was unlike any werewolf to the point that he thought he was something other than a werewolf.



Liebe let out a sigh of contentment as they finally got the Edwards out, which kinda reminded him of Gabri’s house. Gabri was a vampire that Liebe had been staying with.



“ It’s beautiful,” Liebe smiled at Edward following him as they walked up to the door.



“ Thank you,” Edward opened to see everyone was there staring at them.



“ What the hell is this?” Emmett said walked up to Edward. He looked at Liebe getting a good look at him. Liebe had a lot of muscle even though he didn’t look like he did, and he stood at 6’5, two inches taller than Emmett.



Alice bounced up to Liebe and hugged him. “ So warm! You smell funny too.”



“ That’s what Edward said,” Liebe smiled down at Alice, liking her. She was so bubbling that she just made him cheerful.



“ He is no threat,” Edward said.



Emmett was about to start going off on Edward for bring a werewolf to their home when Carlisle stepped up and touched Emmett’s shoulder gently.



“ Not in front of our guest,” He said softly. “ Like Alice said he smells different.”



“ He smells kinda like us,” Rosalie said as she slowly walked up.



Liebe looked at her and started to back up a little. She was like Edward. You didn’t want to get on her bad side. Rosalie saw this and looked at him funny.



“ A werewolf who stands down to a vampire,” She looked at Edward. “ Why is that?”



“ Because of the feeling you give off,” Edward said. “ Your thoughts.”



Alice looked up at Liebe. “ You can read minds and feel emotions!”



“ M-more or less,” Liebe said looking down he didn’t like all this attention.



Esme stepped up. “ Leave him alone you guys. I’m sorry about them.”



“ It’s alright,” Liebe smiled at her. “ I am different after all. I’m Liebe Kazte by the way.” He extended his hand.



“ I’m Esme,” She smiled and shook his head. “ The girl hugging you is Alice, you know Edward, that’s Emmett, and this is my husband Carlisle.” She said pointing to everyone, and took Carlisle. “ Jasper is up in his room at the moment.”



Liebe nodded his head. “ Nice to meet you. Guessing that he doesn’t like me either?” He said giving Emmett a quick look.



Emmett puffed himself up to make himself look bigger.



“ Sorry to burst your little bubble, but I’ve lived with vampires my whole life. I turned when I was 5. I know how to fight so don’t try it.”



“ Is that a threat?” Emmett growled.



“ No, it is a warning,” Liebe said his eyes starting to glow.



Alice whimpered and let go of him, starting to see images in her head. Liebe calmed down seeing that scared all on her face.



“ Alice…” He reached out to touch her shoulder.



“ Don’t touch me,” She said, and he backed off. He looked at Edward.



“ Visions,” Edward said. “ You didn’t do anything wrong.”



“ What’d you do to her?” Emmett growled.



“ I-I…I didn’t do…” Liebe shook his head.



Alice looked at Liebe with tears in her eyes, she touched his arms.



“ I’m so sorry….” Alice said. “ To not remember them hurt doesn’t it?”



“ My parents…yes,” I nodded my head knowing what she saw.



“ So young yet so old,” She touched his cheek, and for some reason Edward felt a pang of jealousy. “ You’re 64 years old right?”



“ Yes, but look 22,” Liebe said impressed. “ Normally I have to tell people that.” He looked at her face knowing that she was hiding something. “ What did I do to him?”



Alice sighed. “ No, I will not tell you.”



Esme and Carlisle looked at her just as curiously as everyone else did. Though Edward could see what she was thinking. In his mind she told him not to tell Liebe. It would destroy him. Edward understood that and would keep his mouth shut until the time was right.



Liebe looked down. “ Great….”



Edward? Alice said in his mind.



'Yes?'



'Liebe imprinted you.' She looked at him giving Edward a sweet smile.



Edward looked at her in shock and somewhat horror.



“ It’s not that bad,” Alice said.



“ Not that bad!?” Edward growled at her.



Rosalie looked at them like they were nuts. “ What’s not that bad?” She asked.



“ Nothing!” Edward and Alice said. Only Edward yelled it and Alice smiled and said it calmly.



Liebe looked at them curiously, then looked at Carlisle. “ Did I do something wrong? I can leave if I did.”



“ No, no, I just think that they are having one of their bouts,” Carlisle smiled at him reassuringly. “ They are the only two who have major powers. Edward is a mind reader, and Alice sees things.”



Liebe nodded his head. “ Alright, just wonder what she saw that’s got him all upset.”



“ Maybe you killed someone you fucking wolf!” Emmett growled at him.



Liebe looked at him with a blank face. “ I have killed people but only to protect my family, so back off alright. I have no reason you hurt any of you. Edward was kind enough to take me in and after the life I’ve had I’m lucky.”



“ Right, right, all werewolves are all the same,” Emmett said. “ Once the snap they will kill anything.”



“ Stop it!” Jasper said coming down the stairs. “ Just stop it Emmett!” Everyone in the Cullen’s family stared at Jasper in a bit of shock. He had never really shouted before. He was always so quiet.



“ Don’t tell me what t----“



Edward growled. “ Stop talking about Liebe or I’ll beat the fucking shit out of you!”



Emmett looked at Edward, pissed off. “ I’d like to see you try. Why are you defeating him? Huh?”



Edward didn’t what to admit that he had somewhat feelings for the wolf, and felt all warm and fuzzy inside that Liebe had imprinted him.



“ Because, he is a good person, even if a werewolf,” Edward said a little calmer now. “ All his life he’s only tried to help, and that help was thrown in his face. He’s lost so much that you have no clue. Leave him be. He is welcome here as long as he likes, I don’t care what you or anyone else says, Emmett.”



Liebe as well as Edwards family was starting to see him acting different. His family had see him act like that when Bella was alive and around. What if Liebe was like his new Bella?



“ Whatever,” Emmett said walking off, done. He didn’t like that his brother blew up in his face like that and he didn’t expect it either. Rosalie quickly followed him.



Esme looked at Liebe. “ Would you mind telling us a little of what is going on?”



“ Cecil, my ex boyfriend,” He started, not like new people knowing that he was gay, but he wanted to be honest. “ Took care of me ever since I was ten years old. Soon we had a relationship which just recently went to heck because I caught him cheating on me. We had a fight and I ran. That’s all I remember.”



“ Oh,” Esme said and Liebe could see that look in her eyes.



“ Don’t feel sorry for me,” Liebe said. “ I got enough of that from his cousin and brother.”



Esme just nodded her head. “ As Edward said you are welcome here.”



“ Thank you very much,” Liebe gave a weak smiled. He looked at Carlisle. “ Though, if you don’t mind me asking, you don’t mind if I run around in my small wolf form some of the time do you?”



“ You have a smaller form,” Edward looked at him with that look of ‘ he gets smaller?!’



“ Yeah!” Liebe smiled and turned into a little wolf pup.



“ So cute!” Alice picked him up and cuddled him.



Carlisle and Esme laughed. Edward just shook his head at his sister.



“ Sure, that is fine with us, no chew things though,”



“ Of course not,” Liebe said, tail wagging. “ I’ll go outside and chew sticks.”



“ Alright,” Carlisle nodded his head, smiling. “ You wouldn’t mind sharing a room with someone so we can get a room ready for you would you?”



“ Not at all,” Liebe said, jumping down from Alice’s arms and turned back. “ I mean I’m fine with sleeping on the couch.”



“ No,” Edward growled a little. “ You’ll share my room.”



“ Um…alright,” Liebe said looking at him a little funny. Liebe didn’t know that he had imprinted him, even though he felt a strong bond with him. He didn’t know what imprinting was so he didn’t know what it felt like when it happened. And he sure as hell didn’t know that Edward was starting to imprint him back in his own way.



Edward gestured with his hand for Liebe to follow him as he started up the stairs, going to show Liebe to his room. Liebe followed like the good wolf he was. Edward looked back at him over his shoulder and smiled a little. Liebe was adorable in his own way.



“ What’s the smile for?” Liebe asked cutely, blinking.



“ No reason,” Edward said as he continued to smile as he turned his head away. He opened his bedroom door, and stepped aside for Liebe to go in first.



“ Thank you,” Liebe said as he walked into the room taking a quick look around. “ Wow….this is the most interesting room I’ve seen in a while.”



Edward smiled proudly, and walked to his side. “ You can have the bed. I don’t sleep. No one in our family does, or any vampire for that matter.”



“ The vampires from my family slept,” Liebe said.



“ You just keep surprising me,” Edward chuckled shaking his head as he went to sit on the couch. “ So tell me about the vampires you lived with Liebe.”



“ They aren’t like you, well not like in the way you act, but look,” Liebe said still standing. Edward patted the spot next to him on the couch for Liebe to sit there. Liebe sat down.



“ What do they look like?” Edward asked, looking at Liebe.



“ Well…they aren’t so pale, the look human, though just as beautiful, human,” Liebe said, thinking. “ You have golden eyes, everyone here does, and my family didn’t. Gabri had blue eyes, bright blue, the same with Evra. Now when they turned red that was a bad thing.”



“ Hm?” Edward said thinking of all this. “ Odd, I thought all vampires were like us. Where are they from?”



“ Gabri is Romanian and a bit of Japanese, Evra I don’t know,” Liebe said. “ They are nice though. Stubborn as hell the both of them. They’ll go three months without drinking blood. Evra’s son, Lavell gets on him all the time about it.”



“ Son?” Edward looked at him curiously. “ Like me and Carlisle?”



Liebe titled at his head at him like he didn’t understand.



“ Carlisle turned me and took me in as his son,” Edward explained.



“ Oh!,” Liebe nodded his head understand now. “ But no, not like that. Evra did a girl and had a kid.”



“ My family and I can’t have kids, and a lot of others that have come here,” Edward said, interested in what the wolf was telling. He’d never heard of a vampire going so long without blood and not going into a rage, or a vampire having kids. “ That’s interesting.”



“ Very,” Liebe nodded his head. “ Thought that all vampires were the same.” He smiled a little.



“ So did me, along with werewolves,” Edward chuckled. “ It would be funny if Sam and his pack were scared of you.”



Liebe didn’t see why. He was no threat to anyone. “ So there is a pack here?”



“ Yes,” Edward nodded his head.



“ How many are in it?” He asked curiously.



“ There are 10, one being a girl,” Edward told him like a girl werewolf was rare, it kinda was but where Liebe was from it was common.



“ A girl, that’s not too odd,”



“ For here it is,” He smiled. “ Most are all boys.”



Liebe nodded his head. “ I don’t think that they will like me. I’m scared to see how they would react. I didn’t like Emmett’s reaction to me. I just hope that he doesn’t put silver in my drink or something.”



“ I wouldn’t let him, and that really works?”



“ Yeah,” Liebe nodded a little grimly. “ I’ve had silver in my system many times before and nearly died each time. It’s not fun.”



“ Kinda sounds like turning a human into a vampire,” Edward said. Liebe could feel the pain from Edward’s memories, but their turning was different from the one he knew.



“ That’s so different,” Liebe chuckled a little. “ You are so different from the fangs I know. All your teeth are your fangs, when mine only have the canines that are fangs. You’re cold and stone skinned, then are warm and soft. Their hearts beat, yours is silent. We can have kids, you can’t. Even the turnings are different.”



Edward raised an eyebrow. “ How are they different?”



“ Yours is done with venom. The vampires I lived with they would have to drain all the blood from the person, or just enough for the heart to stop then give the person their blood and get their hearts to start again.” Liebe said explaining, not thinking that it would be that important. “ Gabri saved me once by giving me some of his blood. I don’t remember all of it. I think I blacked out.”



Edward leaned over a little, his hand slowly reaching out and touching Liebe’s neck. Liebe flinched at the cold fingers. They were so cold.



“ That’s why you smell so different,” Edward said looking deeply into Liebe’s green eyes getting lost in them. He started to think of Bella and how different she was, how she loved him even if he was a vampire. Now here was Liebe doing that same thing, only it hadn’t hit him yet.



Liebe blushed a little and looked away from his eyes hoping that Edward wouldn’t get inside of his head to hear his thoughts. He blushed even more when his cock started to harden. No one had had that effect on him since Cecil cheated on him. He didn’t understand, and it kinda scared him.



Even if Liebe had looked away from him he could still here his thoughts. He pulled his hand away from Liebe’s neck knowing what it had done, and when it happened Liebe’s scent changed. It was sweeter now. This was different from the effect he had had on Bella.



“ Sorry,” Edward said.



“ Don’t be,” Liebe looked at him and smiled. “ It’s a werewolf thing…well for my type of werewolf.”



Edward nodded his head. “ I-I didn’t think someone’s scent would change because of that.”



“ Depends on the person,” Liebe shrugged. He and Edward scooted away from each other. They knew that was going was happening was wrong. Even though Liebe was used to loving a vampire, but Edward and his family were different. They didn’t like werewolves, but Edward seemed to like him anyways. “ Sooo…how am I different?” He asked trying to change the subject.



“ It seems that the Gabri guy you were talking about turned you,” Edward said, then smiled a little. “ Not really a bad thing. If you had smelled like a total werewolf I think that Emmett would have hurt you. So you’re the first half breed. Well here anyways.”



“ I don’t think that’s going to settle well either group,” Liebe sighed, resting his head in his hands. He was in a new place and it seemed that either group got along well, and he was in between. Which side to pick? He was used to vampire, yet he was more werewolf. What to do? “ Doesn’t seem to bother you at all.”



“ I guess not,” Edward shrugged his shoulders. “ I really don’t know what to think.” He really didn’t. All he knew was that Liebe had imprinted him, and that made his feelings change. He thought he was cute at first sight, now it changed.



“ I didn’t know that I was a vampire,” Liebe sighed. “ Now I feel like I don’t belong at all.”



“ You didn’t know?” Edward raised an eyebrow. “ Haven’t you ever drank blood.”



“ Not like you, no,” Liebe said.



“ You’ve never had a urge,”



“ Nope,” Liebe said as he yawned. Edward could see that he was tried. Dark circles had formed under his eyes.



“ Tired?”



“ Very,” Liebe nodded.



“ Then go to sleep, I can get you something to sleep in,” Edward said getting up, starting to think. “ You look like you’re Emmett’s size…maybe smaller. You’re too tall to fit into anything that I have.”



“ I can stay up with you,” Liebe whimpered a little.



Edward touched his cheek gently. “ You need sleep, Liebe, for one you have a big day tomorrow. Alice had told me that you had run a long way to get here as well.”



“ I guess you’re right,” Liebe said looking down then looking back up at Edward. “ Will you be alright?”



Edward smiled, almost lovingly at him, removing his hand from his cheek. “ Yes, I’ll be alright. I’ll stay here. If I need to go out I’ll wake you and tell you so.”



Liebe nodded. “ Just…I can sleep in what I’m in. I don’t want to take anything from Emmett. He seems to not like me all that much.”



“ True,” Edward nodded walking over to his bed and was for him and Bella until her passing. He pulled down the cover. “ Come on.”



Liebe blushed slightly as he walked over to the bed. He saw Edward in the dreamy haze like he was the most perfect thing in the world. He watched Edward as he crawled under the covers, and Edward pulled the covers.



“ Sleep well,” Edward said softly as he saw the wolf’s eyes slowly close. He smiled at him watching him as he slept. He thought of Bella once more. She looked so cute when she was asleep just like Liebe looked now. He sighed a little. She had been gone almost four years now and he still missed her so much, yet he was falling for another.



Edward lay down on top of the covers and stared at Liebe, getting into his head seeing his peaceful dreams. He was such a kind person. He seemed innocent but he wasn’t. No one was totally innocent. Even if the wolf had flaws, so did he, and falling for him was the biggest one. Then again he didn’t care. He was falling for him, he needed him.


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Angels ~chapter 3~

17:13 Nov 02 2008
Times Read: 685


Note: There is a bit of yaoi in this one I think...I haven't read of it for a while. Chapter 4 might not be out for a while. I'll be posting a new story as well.



It’s been two weeks since Winter showed up at my door step. I’ve let him stay here longer than I said I would. I didn’t want to let him go back out there, the first time he got hurt, and I didn’t want to know what was going to happen the second time. He was smart for an angel, but just too innocent to get by in this city. I have to give him credit. He’s the first person to know that I was a vampire without me telling him. That’s why he’s smart, he’s a little too naïve and innocent though.



Winter was sitting on the couch beside me as we watch Saturday Night Live. He’s gotten in the habit of sleeping with me during that day like I do, in my bed, and staying up with me all night. I don’t know why he sleeps in my bed though. I gave him his own, he’s not gay, though he says that he doesn’t like to be alone. I don’t buy that. He’s gay and just doesn’t want me knowing cause he’s scared that I’m going to kick him out. That isn’t the case at all. If he wasn’t so blind to the obvious maybe he would trust me enough to tell me. Like I would tell anyone that he is gay. I don’t have anyone to tell, even if I did I wouldn’t.



“ Some of the skits on here are just..stupid,” Winter said, hugging his knees to his chest, resting his chin in between his knees.



“ Yeah, but it’s so stupid that it’s funny,” I said, looking over at him. “ You cold?”



“ A little,” He nodded his head.



“ Okay,” I said wrapping my arm around his shoulder and pulled him close to me. I was warm, so I would warm him up.



“ What are you doing?” Winter demanded, staring at me with a fake glare to his golden brown eyes, but there was a blush on his cheeks. He liked it.



“ Warming you up,” I smiled at him. “ You said that you were cold.”



He blushed a little more. “ Well…next time warn me before you come a romantic, alright?”



“ But what’s the fun in that,” I chuckled.



“ You’re suppose to romance women, not me,” Winter said looking away from me. “ You’re a dude, I’m a dude, it just ain’t happening.”



“ Then why are you blushing?” I teased him, poking his cheeks.



“ What happened to the cold you?” He asked, looking at me like I was nuts, but had that little sparkle to his eyes.



“ I’m just in a good mood,” I said. “ God forbid I’m in a good mood.” Yeah he was starting to ruin that good mood.



Winter just looked away from me and back to the TV. Everything was fine until he freaked out cause I pulled a move. I let him go, and moved away from him. I could see out the corner of my eyes that he was looking at me with hurt, puppy dog eye look. It hurt me, but I wasn’t going to look at him. Let him think that I was upset and hurt.



“ Amir,” He whined a little moving closer to me. That innocent cute part of him coming back out. He touched my arm lightly. “ Look at me.”



I looked at him. His eyes were glaring anymore, even if the glaring was fake. His eyes filled with concern and tears. I didn’t like seeing the tears that were ready to fall from his eyes. Maybe I took the whole childish thing to far.



“ Don’t cry, please,” I said, reaching out to touch his cheeks, but stopped. I didn’t want him to get upset at me like he did last time. Even thought last time it was fake anger.



Tears spilled over his cheeks, and he rubbed his cheek against my hand when I didn’t touch his cheek. This took me by surprise, then again it didn’t.



“ Please, no, don’t cry,” I whimpered. I hated to see people cry.



Winter looked up at me with a longing, wanting look. The next thing I knew what his lips were upon mine in a soft, sweet kiss.



My whole world span as my cheeks grew hot, my veins burned, and I kissed back. I couldn’t help it. I hadn’t stopped thinking about a moment like this since I met him and it was finally happening. I didn’t think that he would make the first move though, surprise, surprise.



Winter pulled away and looked into my eyes seeing that they were glowing. I could see the fear the rose back into his eyes as a bit of color drained from his face, but he didn’t back down from me like others would have done. Instead he kissed me again this time more deeply, there was passion in it. He was very good at kissing, which made me wonder how much he had done it in the past. So much for innocent angel.



I wrapped my arms around his slender waist as I pulled him onto my lap. He gasped out when his hips brushed against mine; he was hard and just from mere kissing. He pulled away from me.



“ What’s wrong?” I asked him, looking at him from where he sat curled up a little on the couch.



“ We shouldn’t do that,” He said shaking his head. “ No…”



I looked at him confused. He wasn’t making any sense at all.



“ Why? What are you talking about?”



Winter just shook his head back and forth fast, like he didn’t want to answer my question much less think about it.



“ Tell me,” I demanded a little upset. He started kissing me then just backed down. “ What’s wrong?”



“ You wouldn’t understand,” He said to me, not looking at me.



“ Oh right, a five hundred year old vampire wouldn’t understand,” I said sarcastically. “ That’s so funny I forgot to laugh.”



Winter glared at me then. His golden brown eyes flared with red hot anger.



“ You’ve never lost anyone fucking important like I have! I’ve lost every vampire love I’ve ever had!” He growled, tears threatening to fall. I didn’t like being yelled at me, but hearing his words made my heart sink. So he was going through what I was. The fear of losing someone that you loved.



“ Winter, I do understand,” I said calmly. “ I lost a wife and two children….I couldn’t control myself because I was a new vampire and I was the death of them. I’ve never forgiven myself for it and I doubt that I ever will. Don’t think that I don’t understand. You don’t want me to get hurt and I don’t want to hurt you. Similar fears, yet so different…”



Winter looked down at the ground for a few seconds before looking up at me. He looked at me with that ‘ I’m sorry’ look. He didn’t have to be sorry. Fears get in the way, and when they do some people tend to leash out cause that’s the only way they know how to co-op with it.



“ I-I’m sorry that…you lost them, and for lying to you,” He smiled a little. “ I didn’t know how you would react to be being gay…and I just don’t want to lose someone again.”



“ I can understand that,” I nodded my head. “ I’ve lost my share of people in my life time. Friends, family, and just people. It doesn’t matter. It still upsets me.”



Winter sighed a little. “ My dad killed one of them…cause he was a werewolf. He didn’t do anything to my dad and my dad killed him when he was sleeping.”



“ That’s cruel,” I shook my head. “ Why raise an angel boy and only teach him that if anything is bad to kill it? That’s just really messed up.”



“ I know,” He nodded his head. “ My mom didn’t care what I did, but she went along with my dad cause she didn’t want to upset him, so I got kicked out. She didn’t want me to leave cause I was her little boy.”



“ I see,” I said. I didn’t understand that. My mother had died giving birth to me, so I never knew her, but I wasn’t going to tell him that. It would upset him or so I thought. He kinda seemed like the mama’s boy type.



“ Are you gay?” He asked me, looking at me curiously.



I blushed and little. “ I don’t know…You’re the first guy I’ve ever liked, kinda.”



“ Kinda?” He said, smirking little.



“ What?” I said blushing more. “ Okay….so I’ve done a few, but I was curious. One night-stands, they didn’t matter.”



He just nodded his head and didn’t ask me more about it. Thank god he didn’t. I think he would be horrified.



“ So…you know what to do in the position?” He asked more teasing me now.



“ Yes, now stop talking about it,” I said. “ I don’t like talking about my one night stands.”



Winter nodded his head again. “ Would you do that to me? Fuck me once than kick me to the curb?”



“ What the hell!?” I looked at him. “ What would give you that idea?”



“ Well you said that you had one night stands, and you seem to be getting friendly with me so I wanted to know if I was just going to become someone else that doesn’t matter,” He said making a very good point. He kinda had that anger, upset look on his face that said give him the truth, but if you do you might get smacked.



I looked down at my hands thinking for a few seconds. I wasn’t going to do him like I did others. I couldn’t do that to him even though I knew that if we ever got into a relationship we would both be damned and he would be in danger every day. Not just because of people thinking our relationship wrong, but of me and my vampire needs.



“ I wouldn’t do that to you,” I said not looking at him. “ But…the feelings here are wrong…so wrong. You’re an angel and I’m a vampire. How could that ever work?”



“ I’m been with vampires before, remember that,” He said, and I looked out of the corners of my eyes to see him smiling at me softly. “ I know what I’m getting into. I know what to expect from people that know what we are.”



“ I would never forgive myself if I hurt you,” I said looking away again, fighting tears. Push him away or pull him close even if he could die at any time? Which one?



“ People get hurt,” Winter said then I felt his arm around me. “ Now stop being emo, that’s no fun.”



“ Now who’s getting friendly,” I smiled a little, and Winter chuckled.



“ You know you like it,”



“ I don’t know,” I told him.



“ You don’t know?”



“ Nope,” I smirked not letting him see.



“ I think you do know, Mr. I have a party going on in my pants,” He said as he poked the bulge in my pants.



“ HEY!” I said pulling away. “ Don’t touch unless I say so.”



“ Picky,” Winter pouted.



“ No,” I said shaking my head. “ I just….I don’t know….I’m weird. I don’t like people getting too close.”



“ If you never let anyone get close then how do you expect anyone to love you when you want love?” Winter said making a very good point once again.



“ I’m not used to it alright,” I said and sighed. “ I haven’t been used to having a relationship in five hundred years.”



“ Wow…long time,” He said.



“ Yeah…” I nodded my head. “ My last relationship was with my wife and two children so….yeah.” I looked down.



“ If you don’t mind me asking,” Winter said. “ What did you two children look like.”



“ I had two boys,” I said remembering what they looked like both alive and dead. “ Andrew looked like his mom. Same brown eyes, and hair. Lucas took after me. Blonde hair, green eyes.”



“ How old were they when they died?” He asked, and it was starting to sound like he was trying to figure out if he knew them or not. But when I lost them they were gone, gone forever. There was no way that Winter could have seen them.



“ Andrew was 10 and Lucas was 9,” I said.



“ Do vampires stop ageing when they are turned?”



“ Sometimes,” I said looking at him a little oddly. “ It all depends on if their body needs to grow more to fit the needs. Why do you ask?”



“ No reason,” He said.



“ Now you’re lying to me and about my kids I don’t like that,” I said as my eyes started to glow green and my fangs showed in warning.



Winter’s eyes widened as he backed up away from me as far as he could. The color totally drained from his face.



“ I-I just thought I saw them that’s all, but they looked older,” He said, staying as far from me as he could. “ Like in their teens.”



“ Winter, they are dead and have been for five hundred years,” I got up and started to walk to my bedroom. “ I didn’t turn them…now if you bother me I will kill you.”



“ But you don’t know if you did turn them now do you?” Winter said, even though scared he had nerve to say that to me.



“ I would now!” I snapped at him.



“ You were a new vampire, you couldn’t have known everything then,” Winter said, pushing it. I didn’t want to hear it. Even if he was right they wouldn’t want to be around me anyways they would hate me for that I did to them and their mother. How could they ever love someone like me again?



I walked into my room, closed the door and locked it. I was going to slam it, but that was a little too dramatic. Once I locked the door I curled up on my bed and just cried. Let everything that he built up over the past five hundred years out, yeah my head felt like a bitch, but I felt good.


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