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As the sun sets its self away and the darkness returns to the land desires that hid themselves away crawl all over me.
A soul that sees directly into mine and knocks down the wall I built to try and hide
I can't hide my desire from him as he sees all and knows all and torments me with his knowledge
Breaking me down until I succumb to my true feelings and needs
Im crushed under the weight of true desire I want to be good but the need for something wild and dangerous over takes me and I lose all my control
Im like glass but Im only clear to him
He can shatter my soul with just one word and break into my heart
All the normal lusts others crave are meaningless to me
I crave the pain and the torture that my own darkness needs
My lust can be exploited way beyond sex
The chains that wrap themselves around me and tighten their grip on me makes me scream and pray for more
A heart like mine may seem hard and cold to others but only one knows the truth and can melt the ice I incased it in
Im drawn to something others would run from its always been there
Repression can only last so long before it explodes and turns into a frenzy of carnage and blood
Most would see me as normal but they are wrong as the beyond lives in me and holds me close and will do so until my dying day
The flame of deep dark desires will never burn out it will only consume me until Im able to cry out my punishment that I embrace

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