love is magical and its not easy it takes work. just remember though to make it work both people have to put in the work not just one. i loved my ex at one time i mean we were together 4 years in all and looking back i dont think he loved me not once. he cheated on me and then blamed it on me. i know now that i did everything i could do and i just wish i would have realized it sooner.
ok so i was engaged for two years to this guy who i loved with everything i had and then some. he already had a little boy but his baby moma wouldnt let him see his son. even though i had never met his son i felt connected to him. well needless to say i was the one working and cleaning and doing everything he wanted me to even though sometimes they made me uncomfortable. i came home from work cleaned got ready for bed did whatever he wanted and continued the cycle until i found out he was cheating on me but i let it slide and a few months later i find out he has cheated on me with my older sister. well i stayed with him and he cheated on me two more times and i finally quit my job and college because he had me so paranoid. he kept cheating over the phone i was paying for and finally i dumped him it hurt like you wouldnt believe and i wonder why he put me through that and what it was i was doing wrong i guess i will ever know.
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