LadyWolfwing's Vampire Journal

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The heart always wants What the heart cant have.
02:56 Feb 19 2011
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I am really going through a dilemma. I am undeniably totally in love...or maybe its lust... I'm not sure, but I'm infatuated with the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes upon.

We have become quite close in the last 3months. We flirt and stare at each other, When she smiles my heart literary stops.

I stutter when I talk to her, Because my heart wants to tell her,*I really like you a lot, I think your beautiful, I want you in every way I can have you." But my mind and my mouth says ..."Hay whats up, how you doing to day".

She doesn't now that I feel this way...or maybe she does, a womans intuition is very on point. Sometimes I think she does know because she like to touch me, like holding my hand, or caressing my arm. And she always goes out of her way to see me everyday. Then sometimes I thing that maybe she doesn't know , I mean ...I never said anything to let her thing other wise.

And I never will...because we work together. I can never tell her how I truly feel. How I would give anything to be with her. And even if I did tell her...what if she didn't feel the same way...Id be crushed and humiliated. So I choose our friendship.

So here in this journal I will say what I wish I could say to her.

" Yolanta I think you are so breath taking. My day is a lot brighter when I get to see you. When you smile and laugh, its the highest point of my day. I want to be with you, I want to be the one to make you happy. You have the cutest polish accent. And your hair ...I just want to run my fingers through it. I want you...I love you.

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