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My soul
03:48 May 20 2011
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My best friend, my sister, my soul mate, just found out she has Breast Cancer. She is 26 years old and a single mom. She has not had an easy life as it is, its been one struggle after the next for her. She has been through 2 chemo therapy sessions, and 2 radiations. It makes her really tired and a little nauseous.



Im not really sure how Im suppose to feel about her having Cancer. I know it is suppose to be the worst thing you could ever have. But I dont fear loosing her. I havnt cried yet, I still treat her the way I did before the news except, that I know shes has no energy to do much.

I help her out with everything I can. including her kids.



She doesnt seem that upset about it either. In fact if she didnt mention it. You wouldnt even no she was sick at all.

She hasnt cried , at least not in front of me.



Should I be worried, should I be crying? Maybe I just dont understand the disease enough to be scared.



Or maybe it just hasnt hit me yet. I just feel very confident that she WILL make it, and that she WILL be healthy again. I keep telling myself that there just isnt any other option.

Shes my soul mate, we have been together for 5 life times. We are connected spiritually. I feel her pain and visa versa. If theres something wrong I now it no matter how far away I am. We can speak to each other with out words.

She cant go anywhere , at least not yet. Not like this.



In this life, me and her are to be old biddies, living together in a big house with 20 grand kids.

Then we will go peacefully together, and wait together to be reborn again and find one another all over again.