The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Looking out the window

Watching the phases of the moon

I sit and wonder

What you are thinking

What you are feeling?

I cant change you,

I cant control you,

I want to help you,

Maybe for you to see

How much you mean to me..

You turn your back to me

"What do you expect.."

"You cannot change me"

I look at him and then at the floor

"I give up..."

"I tried..."

" I am only human..."

" But that doesnt mean I wont stop caring..."

I let the words roll out of my mouth like water

Inside I feel my heart start to break

Walking past him

I try to hide the fact that tears were falling

He grabs my arm pulling me close to him

I struggle hard tearing away from him

" Why are you crying?" He simply said

" I hate you"

" and Yet I love you at the same time."

"Your Light and I am Dark"

"Yin and Yang"

" I would lay down my life to protect you."

" If thats what it takes for you to see me.. for me."

I draw my sword and slam it into the ground at his feet.

"Without one the other doesnt exsist"

"The choice is yours"

" Make it fast.. Stay with me or Leave me."

"Either way we are both doomed"

He looks at me as I walk away into the darkness.

"You alone can make that choice.."

I left him standing alone with his thoughts

Inside my mind my final thought was

"But You are the light in the Darkest place of my soul."

Why do I care so much?

Yet is it cause of a wish?

I swore I would never fall in love again

I would never allow my heart to run my life

But when Im around this person

I feel like I have a heart again...



I hate this feeling

Emotions are for the weak

I am a non exsistant person

And yet Just being around him

Is enough

To stir the lost emotion

He probably wonders

Why?

Hes funny

Hes serrious most of the time

He helps when a lot of people

Run the other way

God whats happening to me



I meditate to get him off my mind

But it fails.

For some reason

His name has been

burned into my mind and heart

Hes forever in my dreams

Either haunting me or protecting me



I can only watch over him

Protect him along the way

As he journies through his life

His guardian I will remain until

I am no longer alone

And feel the once emotion

That I have lost.