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I cry crimson tears

heavy droplets of sadness & blood

buried beneath the surface unspoken fears

emotions held silent spring forth in a flood.



I cry too little, I cry too much

you don't try to understand

you search my face then look away for a crutch

something to help you... isn't this grand?



My heart openly re-shatters

nightly laying in pieces... on the floor in tatters

I love you and I hate you all the same

just when I think to leave, you call my name.



I live and shine because of you

your anger and indifference runs through

I wither and die because of you

not sure which direction would be true?



You stand in front of me strong as stone

I reach through eternal darkness into your zone

trying to touch you and bring you light

my words fall on heavy ears and we end in a fight.



There is no pill or drink to cure me

my sadness comes too easy & I may never be right

I dread the next words from thee

you & I may never make it to the light.



Where do I go from here

where do I go from you

how do I make it thru life with or even without you

how do I choose either- tears, a broken heart & a keg of beer? I wish things were as easy as slipping on a shoe.



You make threats

spoken out of anger

I make threats

this sad excuse for a relationship constantly floating in danger.



We make each other feel bad

then we pick up the pieces

we condemn ourselves to a shared Hell...

& being mad.



My heart beats wildly at the sight of you

my brain screams out in anger & pain

my eyes tear up & feel like they're burning thru

and my feet move towards you, hands yearning to touch you though I fight against it in vain.



You torture me softly

you torture me slowly

a love this strong & painful so costly

can make someone feel so lowly!



Take me to Hell and back again

take my love & rip me up

end me again with just a shove

melt me down to nothing & pour me in a cup

drink up my bitterness & pain

love gave you so much to gain!



We play this stupid game of "Tag"

becoming so angry than falling in love

my heart gets tossed around on the floor like a rag

wish I could unleash my chains - fly free like a Dove

every other night when it's not yours it's my fault

shoulda kept my heart locked in that vault.



Who said love was great

who said it would be happiness & joy

whenever you find the "Perfect Mate"

love ends up being nothing more than the most hurtful of adult toys!



I cry tears of blood

though you don't see them

you're one of the few able to make me feel like mud

the more I cry the more problems stem.



You look at me, but you do not see my face

you listen but you do not hear the words

you do not see how you make my aching heart race

your anger & disapproval turn my stomach into curds.



Am I better or am I worse

can I make it through a lifetime with you

mix love with hurt to see you until you meet the hearse... or will all the hurt be too much & make me say "we're through" ?



The road to Hell is paved with good intentions.... and my tears of crimson blood.