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Aching Sorrow Deepends the Pain

I just go out and cry in the rain

That way no one can see the tears

Those that I've cried for so many years

I just sit here thinking of you

Age seemed to change the best of you

You made my heart shine like the morning dew

You made me warm like a delicious stew

She, that woman you have married

Got rid of some sweetness that you carried

Hadred?

Dear God No

I am anew

Feel the Death upon my breath

The Were in My stare

The pain in my stride

Beware

A new understanding of me

for me

Ha!

You may have a glance at my white flag sir, for i have surrendered to you

Your importance shall always be here

But the thought of you has disentigrated into the upmost foulest scum from which only a witch could hither forth

I am yanking the roots of the roots of my heart

I need to know more from the dark side of me

These are words that will mean nothing and everything soon after while

God make me strong

I'd like to save myself

To keep myself at bay is far out of the question and so much more complicated than things need be

One of a kind

Truly, One of a kind

I realise that now

At least I know the reason for everything

Look at me

Constantly chasing my future the way a dog chases it's tail

I'm surviving on emotions alone

Hm. Such useless things

Why can'tI just enjoy being neutral



Such electrifying pulses

It may feel good, but i don't need it

It's unhealthy for me

My crazed state is always dangerous

The demonic thoughts I have

Could it really be me?

Twisting gut

Crying tears of blood never meant to be wiped away

Oozing pain

How much longer till it ends?

Does it need to?

I hide her, but she's always there lurking within me, belittling me, pitying me

*sigh, i'll still just keep it a point to stay optimistic

This hole in my heart

Never to be filled

but always desired to be spilled

inside your soul

I want it to devour you

sting you

shower you

My love is at haste and it seems I cannot waste

such precious time

for it is in vain

I cannot say if I'd rather you stay go away

into the abyss

I want you

I need you

However, this is also in vain

this horrid stain on my life-

Are these games you play

for me to want to put a stake at my heart

You are certainly not naive

I'm more than sure

that you are able to percieve

what's there and what's not

Netherless

I know you will never feel this way

and I cannot ask you to stay

ALthough I may feel crappy

I hope this time she makes you happy

Bloody Red Blasted Rage

If i do nothing and I am no one, then why not disown me

You really want me to die, do you really?

How do you want it

The knife in the drawer, the Pitbull the boy has up the street, those speeding cars on that slick long road

i just want to make you happy... really I do

But it never turns out right, and even when it does, it doesn't last long

My eyes are dry. no tears can flow

My heart is hallow, can nothing be special to be anymore

You apologize are immaterial, you don't need to say them

My dial is stuck on forgiving

I dread that you might leave or kill me with your own hands

Hm, my furry companion, you always lighten my heart, but that is what you were bred for

Despite what I am feeling, we'll be fine soon

She has to ecpress herself and get it out like me with my poetry

So don't fret

Rest yourself and let your master think