I was walking with someone along a great vast river surrounded by tall temples and vast lands. This being that walked with me spoke divinly and I couldnt see them because they were surrounded with great light. They told me the key to finding myself and who i truely am was within me locked deep away. To go forward you have to walk backwards in the sands of time... they placed a staff to the water and it swirled around wildly. I followed it and it lead into a temple. I saw the visions of my past on the walls.. people, places, events... How I became who and what I am...
Long ago when I was little I knew there were a group of people or beings that watched over me, they would talk to me, show me things I could do and see . I use to dream of being a princess ,dressed in silkn robes with gold and jewels. On a throw I sat with my father , listening to the wisdom and stories of our elders.
Often we would walk amoung our great river and he would tell me when the time was right he would send a messanger to awaken me and bring me home .I would have to go but one day I could return to my people and take my place as their princess.
The time came of my 18th birthday and I had been introduced to a pagan male , he was in the military at the time , and though we hadnt yet met there was a great connection between he and I. For 3 years we stayed in contact, In dreams he would come to me and I studied his ways night and day knowing I had a calling to forfill.
The time came for us to meet and I knew at the first touch there was something different, something so powerful, so ancient.
He took me for his own and our love was deeper than all the seas. He gave to me a special dark gift. He embraced me and I was awakened to all the wonders of the world. I was a vampire.
The time came when he had to leave me but no matter how far apart we were he was with me in my mind always. He told me storys of the far off lands of egypt and all the temples , it was if I coudl close my eyes and feel the warm sand, the echos of footsteps in the great halls. He vowed to return and I continued my studies in this ancient magick. He told me I was a princess of my people and one day when I was ready I would take my rightful place...
He never returned,,,,, I was lost and alone for many years.I am afraid I forgot my path and my way.
One year I went to the beach with family , we had visited a musiem that had a showing of ancient artifacts from egypt. One thing special caught me eyes. It was a mold of the hand print of a princess. I read about her and started to shake, before I knew it my hand was reaching for it. I placed my hand in the hand print and it matched perfectly. Electricity went all through me. My family stood there staring in amazement.
Through my life I have had many troubles and different paths I have been down. In the events of trying to find myself the one thing that keeps coming back is my vampiric ways ..
No matter how hard I try to fight it , its there,,, Iv tried so hard being what everyone thinks or wants me to be. Im done!
I know the power I have inside , I know I was meant for more than this mundian world can offer me. I'v had countless dreams and visions of being this princess and if this is what the god wish of me then I am ready to stand up and be who I was meant to be... I will follow my path with pride, dedication and honor ....
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