He is tall
Making me feel small
He is handsome, buff, and strong
It is in his arms where I belong
He is passionate, creative, and smart
His love comes from the heart
He is sexy, sensual and charming
It is in his love that is disarming
He is charismatic, caring, and he can admit to when he is wrong
He is my god, my rock, my friend, my lover oh so strong
He is a smooth talker and popular with the ladies
He is a flirt and sometimes drives me crazy
He is cuddlable, and kissable
He snuggles and he is huggable
He is irresistible and pure sex
He can smile at the ladies and put a vex
On their very souls, because of the class of his old soul
Like the timeless waves that does roll
He is likes to wrestle and play
He writes poems that makes our day
He is red hot and rough in bed
He can get into pants and in your head
He loves to be feline
He is a taste of the divine
He is a dependable cat
He is where I want to be at
His brown wolf eyes are deep
It is his heart that I shall keep
Ever dreaming of you in that very sexual way
But also in a very loving way
It is in the way he shows his love
That I know he is my mate given to me from above
I am divinely blessed
Because of you I am not stressed
I don’t care if you think it is not rape
He used you and as escaped
You claim he did not do anything that is not normal are you hearing yourself?!
He broke into a locked room, took of the blankets and when you asked what he was doing he says you know
You said get off of me and hell fuck no
He ripped your sleep ware and took off your under ware
Then proceeded to take you as you where in shock and stared
When he was done
Oh what fun
He now says he is sorry and wants your forgiveness? Meanwhile you know
That the love is gone and he does not glow
You deserve so much better and can’t see it through his crap
He raped you and you know it but you hold back
You are like a sister and for him to do something like this is so not right
You need to get the hell out of that house and don’t give up out the fight
Another friend broke up with a man
Claiming he would rape her if she does not give in to seeing him again, I looked at her and said I don’t understand
Why the fuck would you go back to this cheating fucking man
I don’t get it
You regret it
But you go back to him again and again, even though he loves you
That is not love from above
God did not make you
So a man can break you
I have been raped too
I did not know what to do
And I think because of this experience, I am strong
I know that I am worth more and I do belong
In this realm of life
So if you are going thru something like this man or wife
Get the heck out of the situation
And go to the police station
Get the help you need
We are all human and we do bleed
You are not dirty and it was not your fault on this day
Walk thru life knowing
That you can get thru anything and always be growing
Don’t let these situations hit you
Learn to protect yourself and know what to do
For no one deserves to be raped
And no body should use it as an escape
You are a child of god and you best be understood
That even if you are in a situation, or hood
Get that help you need
As well as making the better world I do plead
No one deserves to feel like scum
Because of a man you with his cum
If it happened to you
Please seek help, and heal that child within you
Gain the female power you once had
And don’t give into some stupid cad
Being raped
Can fill you with hate
Do not loose hope and love
For your god who ever he or she is, is watching you from above..
You are someone who deserves so much more
Now that you know that wait for something wonderful in store
Let everything that I shall apply my hand here today happen.
May everything I do today succeed
Thoth of success
Bless me with this gift today
Help succeed where there is not normally away
Help me achieve what it is I want in life to make me a better person and help me to grow in success daily
You are success the knowledge keeper to all
Help me gain the knowledge of success everywhere I go
Atum father of life, creator of light to you I give praise and thanks.
Today I give you my love from my heart which is open wide for you!
Your love overwhelms
Your understanding us as a whole amazing to us
Your patience with us is sheer perfection and grace
I thank you for your love , your patience, and understanding of me
I thank you for the abundance you shower on me
I thank you for the joy you bring into my heart
I thank you for the protection of this child you call your own
I praise you today and everyday
Honor me with your presence daily
Thank you for this great day and gift of life
She who moves
The mother of sun
On going balance
Air that is unconfined
Mask dancer
Black flame
Quill plume
Maut the vulture
Black pearl in the crystal lotus of life
Maat! Elder sister of us all
Link us with the energy of balance
Lady of justice
Unite us in shared work
The essence of earth
Bring forth balance in me thru me and around me
Thanks be to Maat!
Revered one Bast
Peace and blessings to you
I honor you
Oh revered one Bast
Empower in peace
Thank you Bast for hearing my prayer with love and light
Mother of cats
Feline divine
Thank you so much for you peace
Thank you so much for your grace
You are beloved to all of your children and walk thru death and despair to help me in my time of turmoil
Thank you so much for loving me and guiding me in the right ways
Thank you so much for protecting me from all harm
Thank you so much for being there for me always
Revered one Bast
Peace and blessings to you
I honor you
Oh revered one Bast
Empower in peace
I love you!
Mother of all
Mother whose children are the fish and of the ocean
Mother of sincere caring feeling for others
Protect me and my children
Mother of calm attitude
Mother of comfort
Bring me peace like the ocean does
Mother of money that easily come
Mother who provides for her children
I am a fish child, help me become wealthy, healthy and wise
Yemaya thank you for the blessings you bestow to me
Thank you so much for all you do
I praise you and give thanks from the bottom of my heart
Mother of the hearth and home
Mother of extreme graciousness and kindness
Bless my way today
Guide me thru it all every single day
Patron of cats
Warrior of ladies in waiting
Warrior like no other
To be this and a mother
Passion and fervor
Compassion and love
It is in this way
That we can truly see our love from you
God of fire and lightening
God of strength and might
Shine down these blesses upon me today and the night
Help me walk in strength and love
Help me to do what is right daily
Help me to be strong
Thank you for these blessings
With the sway of mjohnir you do what is right
With your endurance you choose your plight
Mighty warrior strong and true
Show me what I should do
Give me the strength
Give me the might to do what is right in my life!
I don’t care for you
I love you
I don’t want you
I need you
I don’t want to die for you
I want to live with you
I will do anything for you
Just name it and I will be there for you
I don’t want to hurt you
I want to make love to you every single day
I don’t want you to feel the pain
I want you to feel the love that does grow stronger for you everyday.
I don’t want you to fear anymore
I want you to experience life on all levels with bliss and joy in your heart
I dont want you to feel like the only option is out
For there is so much to live for
I don't want to be your savior
I want to be your love of a life time and you the same to me
I don't want to be an online thing
For I know if we met in person your life would never be the same
I don't want to share you
I want to bring the world to you and make all your dreams come true
One is a smile for being polite
Another is one for being uneasy and uptight
There is a smile for others when you do flirt
I grit my teeth and bare it but is kind of hurts
There is a smile when he is playful and full of joy
It’s almost like a new found surprise of a toy
There is a smile when he is tricky
There is another for when he’s prickley and sticky
There is one for everyone in in the world
Making the vamp box bright and the women unfurl
There is a smile that is a smirk
There is a smiles for when he is being a jerk
There is a smile when he is a huge tease
Which can bring any woman to her knees
There is a smile when he is sincere
It is inspiring and can bring a tear
But the one I love most of is when he smiles looks at me
For I know in my heart thru his smile we are meant to be
I am jealous of Lycan and Nala with their time
I am jealous of Alexander and Raja with their rythum and rhyme
I am jealous of the moon for it shines on your face
Making it more of a glow , for women to chase
U an jealous of the wind for it gets to caress you like a lover
I am jealous of Raidyn and Rave being with one another
I am jealous of the rain for it gets to roll down you chest and gets to linger
I am jealous of the sun for it makes your body warm too yeah the sun gets the middle finger
I feel like our time is just cut in half
And I just sometimes get the after math
I miss communicating and expressing how one feels for real
I miss being able to snuggle on line with you and just let you know how I feel
I m jealous of Lazurus and Jayde
For they built a friendship and bless what was made
For once I would like you to show me
For once I would like a letter that you wrote for me
From your heart
Because we are apart
I guess because of all the things you said
I have it in my head
That I am jealous of the stars for they know where you are
I guess the reason why I am is for I know it’s online only and that is where you stand
I guess I just want more then this
Dreaming of what it is like to really kiss
I see how you have grown
But I guess it has not shown
I am elated
And frustrated
That is why I am writing what I am jealous of for it is true
I never felt anything like this and I wonder in my heart if it’s just you
That makes me feel the way I do
I am jealous of the moon
For it keeps your heart in tune
I am jealous of the sun
For all we have is online fun
I am jealous of the rain
For it feels so right and is truly insane
I am jealous of the air
For it plays with your hair
And so all I have to say is yes I am jealous of that too
Good god I am a fool for you
Highest awareness in the dark
The taste of the senses something sincerely divine
The seduction of awareness of the lack of one sense goes to the other senses and makes music
A tune that is so sensual
That it is something beautiful that happens
Have you savored the moment?
Have you brought shine in the darkness?
Kiss the eternal light
Taste the pain
It is only a flesh wound
You can tease the senses in a whole new way
Turning anyone into something intensely sexual.
Making love to your senses
Is different then just sex
For it is an overwhelming feeling to have control over the other once blessed with a strawberry kiss
In the darkness there is something more
Jonglierender Cunt Donner der Kugel Zorn von Stupidity kann nicht der Hypokrisie glauben, die nicht meinen Kolben auf der Linie dann Sie Überschußzeit des Sagens bearbeitet? Wundernd, die Änderung von Ihnen am Schlüsselteilnehmer am Manager kam, also faste ich bin nicht eifersuechtig, ich bin gerecht, wie Sie sie hinter erhielten. Die Ceos und Managerrichtlinien wie ein Weibchen in der Hitze mit ihrem Knochen geifert sie Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich sind aus der frickin Tür, die ich traurig bin, daß ich gehen mußte, aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute Zorn von Ihnen ihre Esel küssend, die weiter neue Richtlinien und fucking hoch unsere Kategorien halten mich in der Dunkelheit, OH- sehe ich holen, Du Arschloch und Ihr Nepotismus von anderen und nicht von mir, wenn ich Schwarzes dann möglicherweise ich war, würde irgendwo aber Hölle einfriert rüber erhalten, bevor ich dort Raserei mich anregend gehe Um einen neuen Job zu finden und dann sehen Sie daß Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich aus der frickin Tür sind, die ich traurig bin daß ich gehen mußte aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute Das Binden meines Esels zu Ihrem traurigen Grad kommt herauf schnell, wenn Sie nicht mich sich verfangen können, den Sie meinen Staub ganz wie Sie Geld essen werden und Sinneslust ich Hochschule haben ich gerade nicht ich bin schlechte Karte spiele, ich mehr Ihrer medizinischen Fragen beantworte und yeah Sie eine frickin Verzögerung sind! Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich sind aus der frickin Tür, die ich traurig bin, daß ich gehen mußte, aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute Ihre peons küssen Sie vollständig oben in dort Ihnen der lustige Geruch, und Ihr Aussehen ist wie Kunde ist bewußt, daß ich Sie höre, über mich wieder zu sprechen die ganze Zeit, was dieser Reim ist? Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich sind aus der frickin Tür, die ich traurig bin, daß ich gehen mußte, aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute Ich folge, gerade nicht wo Sie an Ihnen sehen ich nicht Klatsch mag und ich bin nicht ein Weibchen in der Hitze, aber eine Katze ich sind nichts wie Sie, noch ist der Bullshit, den Sie mein Glas ziehen, nicht beinahe leeres sein fucken vollen Frieden aus Mutterbumser, ist Willkommen zu meinem hellen sonnigen Gettotag ich nicht Sie für alles schießen werde, O.K. ich der Firma und Ihnen auch Entdeckung etwas überlasse, das meine Fähigkeiten sieht und wissen sind, was, zu tun, anstatt, durch, mich zu führen ich selbst frei ich benötige nicht Sie oder die Firma einstelle, denn ich meine Zeit getan habe Sie kennen, daß sie recht traurig ist, wenn sie ist Ihr Esel, der auf der Linie ich sein wird, werden auch gesegnet betont zu werden Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich sind aus der frickin Tür, die ich traurig bin, daß ich gehen mußte, aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute Dieses ist meine Resignation von mir zu Ihnen erhalten irgendeine andere Fußmatte, um Sie durch zu sehen, weil ich mit ihr alle und Ihre schlechte Haltung getan werde, die Sie Mittel sind, umreiß und OH-, also unhöflich sehen Sie mich in einem Job für Fehlersuche, aber es gibt keine Position, dort Sie mich lächeln wünschen und Ihren Esel zu küssen, I frickin Obacht? Betrachten Sie mich nah und Sie sehen, daß die Raserei und der Zorn, die in mir Dank ich eingeflößt werden, nie nach einem neuen Job hat suchen gemußt, den der Nutzen schwach ist und die Bezahlung wie Sie Fruchtsirup ist Sie Cunt-Dirne Wartezeit Donner der Kugel jonglierende einige mehr Monate und ich sind aus der frickin Tür, die ich traurig bin, daß ich gehen mußte, aber ich sechs Jobs der Leute bearbeite und ich blute
Ball juggling thunder cunt
Anger of stupidity
Cannot believe the hypocrisy
Working my butt on the line
Then you say no over time?
The change of you to key associate to manager came so fast
I am not jealous, I am just wondering how you got it past..
The Ceos and manager rules
Like a bitch in heat with her bone she drools
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
Anger of you kissing their asses
Bringing forth new rules and fucking up our classes
Keeping me in the dark, oh I see
Fuck you and your nepotism of others and not me
If I was black then maybe I would get somewhere
But hell will freeze over before I go there
Rage encouraging me
To find a new job and then you will see
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
Binding my ass to your sorry degree
Will come up quick when you cannot catch me
You will be eating my dust
Much like you money and lust
I have college I just don’t play the I am poor card
I answer more of your medical questions and yeah you are a frickin retard!
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
Your peons kiss you all the way up in there
You smell funny, and your appearance is like buyer be aware
I hear you talk about me all the time
Again what is that rhyme?
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
I will succeed just not where you are at
You see I don’t like gossip and I am not a bitch in heat but a cat
I am nothing like you nor the bullshit you pull
My glass is not half empty its fucken full
Peace out mother fucker, welcome to my bright sunny ghetto day
I am not going to shoot you for everything is okay
I am leaving the company and you too
To find something that sees my skills and knows what to do
Instead of by passing me
I am setting myself free
I don’t need you or the company, for I have done my time
You know it is pretty sad when it’s your ass that is going to be on the line
I am too blessed
To be stressed
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
This is my resignation from me to you
Get some other doormat to see you thru
Because I am done with it all and your poor attitude
You are mean, outline and oh so rude
You see me in a job for trouble shooting but there is no position there
You want me to smile and kiss your ass, do I frickin care?
Look at me closely and you will see
The rage and anger instilled in me
Thanks I have never had to look for a new job
The benefits are weak and the pay is like you rob
You ball juggling thunder cunt whore
Wait a few more months and I am out the frickin door
I am sorry that I had to leave
But I am working six people’s jobs and I do bleed
I lay on the cold dark grass
Looking upon the darkness of the moon
Looking at the stars; that do dance in the midnight sky
The night air embraces the ocean salt and brings it to me
The grass is cold but my skin does not care
I look into the abyss of darkness
Absorbing it all
The shadows of the trees
The shadows of people walking by
Looking at what I see
But they don’t so they walk away
Something is just about to break
The way they look at me
It is their hearts that quake
Laying here in the breeze waiting to see it and felt it
The night is like liquid fire
It sings to me
I hear in the distance the call of my guardian
He sings the tune
Of the way the full moon is tonight
Sinking deeper into the grass
Sinking deeper into the cold dirt of life
Mother earth protects me
Faey observe the interactive mind
I should feel fear
I should feel the pain
I do not my breathe shallow
I do not fight it
The night soaks into me
I close my eyes
And dance into the stars and skies
Purples and blacks swirl in time
The breathe is taken out of me
The hole that was left from the one I loved
Filled with something new
I am not fading
But something new
I wake up in a daze
The purple darkness I felt is all around
Absorbing the night
I have found
A peace no one can easily see
A life of complete freedom
Absorbing the night
Falling from grace
Looking into her eyes, her face
She has wings from above
Falling down because of love
Her wings burned to dust
His love was only lust
She was an angel but he was only human
Cannot understand the wonder and awe
For she fell from him and what she saw
She fell to be with him
Yet ended up in sin
She cries tears everyday
You can see in her walking that way
He woke her up and touched her there
Problem is he left once he got where
He wanted to be, in between her thighs
Nothing he couldn’t seduce between earth and sky
She was an angel but he was only human
Cannot understand the wonder and awe
For she fell from him and what she saw
She wishes that she can hear her god
All he can do is watch, look, and nod
She chose her path and now she knows what it is to feel the pain
Was falling from grace all in vain?
She cannot hear or see her god anymore
Not fully knowing understanding what is in store
She’s human now and does not know how to connect with the father, for she forgot
He fell for a man, lost her wings and her heart feels shot
She was an angel but he was only human
Cannot understand the wonder and awe
For she fell from him and what she saw
She yearns to hear the voice she once knew
For he could help her and know what to do
She lost her faith and her grace
Pain is all she feels and you can see it on her face
She now prays to her father god
He finally can do something! HE HEARS HER and bows a nod
She was an angel but he was only human
Cannot understand the wonder and awe
For she fell from him and what she saw
Now she is human and all she has to do is pray
To empower what to do and what to say
He path was not of the one she loved
But it was the power within from above
We would be good for each other
For we are friends and lovers
We would be good for each other for together we can live
For we can live in each other’s presence everyday and thrive
We would be good for each other for together we do love
For we laugh, giggle, and share in so many ways; it must be from the divine above
We would be good for each other for we blend on all levels of our worlds
I am willing to take my time and let see how it unfurls
We would be good for each other for we can inspire
Inspire each other today and every day to bring forth what we desire
We would be good for each other for we can play
Play on all levels and relax and enjoy all of it I must say
We would be good for each other for we promote joy in our hearts
For we can do so much together and in other parts
We would be good for each other for do depend
On each other and vent how we feel on all areas of life till the end
For these reasons I believe you and I are one
And it would be tragic if you do not allow us to met in person so we can play and have fun
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
His fire is cold for he has hidden himself away from the world
Her ice is hot for she has hidden herself away to be on a spiritual life
As they get to know each other, she wants more, and her feelings unfurl
Friends is not enough for she sees it in him that she could mate with him for life
It is in his scent, it is in his ways, that make her submit to his fire, when he leaves she does try
To calm her emotions for someone that is not wanting the same
His touch makes the ice melt, her touch makes him unsettled and does not know why..
She tries to relax in his presence and it is all in vain
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
His fire brings this light that she has never seen
It has been awhile and knows what that light is
She is soothed and her animal wants to come out if you know what I mean
He bats her touch away, she wants the fire that is his
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
She loves him all of him for she knows him from another time and place
She is drawn to something like something in store
She looks into his eyes and traces her hands (in her mind) to his face
His fire does not scare her away, what does is she cannot pull away like before
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
She falls for him all over again and tries to be a friend
But it hurts inside to keep it bottled inside
She knows in her heart he is the one in the end
So many thoughts she cannot get out of her head like a roller coaster ride
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
He doesn’t even realize what he’s has done
He breaks the ice down by voice, by touch, by a glance
She prays to get it out of her for it burns more every day and has begun
Something inspired like love and awe or romance
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
One kiss and it took her to heaven in a way no other could
Ice realizes she cannot get thru to him with the walls he has and so she tries to be a friend
Ice realizes more and more that if he would
Be hers forever she would feel much better and rebirthed in the end
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
One animalistic act made her want him more
Fire did not realize what he had done when he bite her there
Ice was turned on in such away that fire came thru ice with more
Fire went on instinct, and made it ice want more there
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
So you see Ice could not cage the numbness anymore and the pain went away
Pain is all she knew, feeling sick of being numb, there was fire
Ice feels him inside and out when I love you its meant that way
She loves a man that is amazing in so many ways it burns into a desire
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
The connection is so great between the two of them that it turns into something strong
Ice feels it grow and does not know what to do
Fire feels something but does not realize she feels they belong
Fire does not understand where she got the way she feels. And yes that is true
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
Fire does not realize what he has done
When they kissed she just knew
That it was something sacred and that it had begun
The love grew for fire and it was something new
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
It felt like heaven when he finally gave into her and made her moan
His touch was something she needed and grew strong
He awoken something in her that brought a groan
The pain she held on for so long of a death of the loved one did not belong
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
She can see something so wonderful but it was just not meant to be
According to the fire he does not feel the same
She was hurt and knew then she was never get in to thee
Realizing the love she has for this man is in vain
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
One day he will realize what she felt and will know
That it is love that heals if you let go
One day he will realize what she meant when she cannot explain
To a man who is close up it is all in vain
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
She felt the heaven and she knows what she wants in him
Nothing carnal but something that is not a sin
She is hot as ice and he is cold as fire
One day he will see it was not all desire
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
Heaven can be on earth
If you gave love a chance
It is not a myth and can bring mirth
All you have to do is give into love and take the leap to romance
He is cold as fire
She is hot as ice
Her feelings grow into a divine desire
Mix the two together, if you ever been in heaven it’s twice as nice
Open your hear to mine
Maybe you will get lucky this time
If you feel heaven on earth you will see
And understand why I feel what I do in thee
Follow your heart
Inspire your heart to follow the dream
Feel the love between you and I
The spirit is in the sky
My place becomes so clear
Shine your light on the fear and pain and it will disappear
Follow your heart
Inspire your heart to follow the dream
I know why the wolf howls alone
Broken and with a bone
Moon light shines and you can seize the day
Bring forth something new and make the way
Taste the pain
It is not in vain
Follow your heart
Inspire your heart to follow the dream
Flow with what your heart does sing
Let it flow and watch what it will bring
Looking at someone so dear
You know where I am supposed to be and yes it is clear
Follow your heart
Inspire your heart to follow the dream
Beneath the wings of sound
I have sought and now found
So here we are in the universe and apart but not alone
Dancing amongst the stars and have known
It is not about being alone or death but about life
It is not pain of the past but living in love not strife
It is the source of your heart and what you want is up to you
Looking at you, bringing forth something new
See how our friends can blend
Speak to me my friend
Whisper to me, and tell me what you feel
I will listen and let you vent for real
Nothing is going to harm you while I am around
Not that I was looking for it but it is sacred ground
For you see my dear we are more alike than you know
I think we could live and love and grow
Watching the worlds collide, will you meet me there?
Or will you stay in your fear while you are here?
My dear man you have the strength of many men and yet your would rather be apart
I feel you, and I know you feel me, together we can make each other’s lights shine in the heart
I can wait as long as you want to fight it
But dear Maximus you cannot deny it
You just have to take a chance
Are you willing to feel divine romance?
Are you willing to feed you heart with love instead of pain and hate?
It is not by your choice, it is that the source that chooses your fate
I love you and if you love me
Then come to me, and make it be
That we mesh on all levels, and instead of dreaming of you every night
You and I will be in plain sight
Then you can take my hand
You can then understand
That the world may fall apart around us but together we can do so much more
I look forward to seeing what is in store
You inspire my soul and are a source of inspiration for me
I want to do the same for you, lol and I won’t let it be
For I need your love, as you need my love
So we can watch in a few years the stars open above
Together we can make something new
Together we can be happy and true
Love, compassion, excitement, and devotion
You came into my life and jumpstarted my heart into commotion
The universe pours out it blessings on us today
For the abundance of life I feel is neat I must say
I have a vision in my heart
That one day we will meet in my dreams and never part
You are a vessel of pure energy and emotion
Don’t be afraid to be weak, and release the devotion
Of self and let go of the pain
Let it pour out of you as the rain
Basic instincts run side by side
We playfully dance or take a wicked cool ride
It is in you and me
That brings together into reality a perfect dream
Feelings realized
When eyes are closed
It is time to break the chains that bind
The fear and pain in your mind
So you can really feel something new
Also to be renewed
I smile and I trace your lips in my head
Here I thought I was numb or dead
Wanting so much to understand
What makes you tick and what brings out that divine man
You instill my heart daily with something new
My heart was black now it is more blue
I understand the pain
Your struggle needs not to be in vain
You can be , do or have anything you want out of life and the way you live
What is that you want? And if I have it is yours to keep and I shall give
I know in your heart you know I do care
I know because of this you do share
My love I am not afraid of how I feel
I feel the passion, the love and it is real
I wonder what it is like to be in your dreams of love
Where the wings do come from above
My dearest man
There is a plan
Neither one of us does know
But the more we share the more we grow
As I said you are my sacred space
As I look at your photo your eyes and face
One day you will help me understand what is it you really want from me
One day I hope is coming soon so my heart can feel like it is flying free
I want to understand and I want to see
Everything you see and what you see in me
She is a woman like you or me
She loves who she is and what she be
She is not glamorous but good god men stare
She walks around with a sway to her hips and looks like she is walking on air
She is strong
And does belong
To only herself not a man
For she is whole on her own and does understand
That two people who are whole already make a whole new world
Where it spins for her and like petals it unfurls
She smiles like a feline
She has a voice that is divine
She has hair that is natural and flows
She enjoys who she is and grows
Empowerment
Excitement
Extreme contentment and joy
All in her heart not so little boy
She is not like the wind thru the trees
She is the type of woman that can bring a man or woman to their knees
She has hips and curves in all the places
She is unique and yet known by other people’s faces
She has style and grace
She has a smirk that can melt your face
She is every man’s dream
Skin soft and supple like white cream
She has eyes that make you want her and does she care?
She looks around and does not stare
She is not in love with herself
But respects herself
She is a woman that makes a man want her because she is so rare and in demand
She has a presence across the room and does make you stare in her command
She does not take other’s crap
She won’t be rude but she will shut your trap
Just like Jessica Rabbit
She corrects the habit
Of making you want her so
She has a look in her eyes that you cannot read for you do not know
Why this woman is so rare and how she does glow.
Just like Betty Davis eyes
She will lift you up and bring you to the skies
She is sexy, sensual and enjoys who she is
That is the classic goddess and what she is
When I was child I was called dyslexic and some call this learning disabled
I saw things differently then most and had to take speech therapy and felt cornered at the table
They said I saw words and numbers differently then most my age
I felt alone and was really shy, almost like I was in a bird cage
I have confuse from left to right
As a child after school I would draw my thoughts and sight
I was told because of this I would never amount to anything or get very far
I was told I was a dreamer and not a glorious child that shines like a star
I had a hard time talking to people on how I felt, due to speaking incorrectly being a fear
I never spoke for when I did as a child, they would laugh at me and grind a gear
I was a child no one understood and was told there is no where to go from here
I said to myself so what? I shall prove them wrong and show all children who have this disability that they are dear. And have the possibility to be in the moment there....
That because we don't think with our brains the same way it does not mean that we can not be something wonderful and something more
You are the creator of what you want to be and expect that and understand that and wait for what is in store.
I am not perfect, never claimed to be
But I know I am the beautiful child within me
I know that god gave me this gift to be a creative person and a growing flower
I say to you dear one that is reading this book you have the power
To go farther then any other person in this world
You will see you are creative and watch those talents unfurl
If they do tease you or say something negative to you remember this
SO WHAT I AM DYSLEXIC! But at least I follow my bliss
Where wonderlust and awe flow every day
There you again with the things you say
You make me feel alive
You are my happiness where it does thrive
I love you it echoes like a filling straight to my heart
You make me smile ever morning even though we are apart
You are my sacred place
One day not in my dreams I will trace your face
One day when you have nothing to fear
One day when you will share yourself with yet another tear
You bring me to new heights every day
It is in your feline way
That makes me stand at attention and want to play
I love you . I truly do I must say
I know that is may be this may be too strong
But you are my home, my sacred place, my happy place and it’s in your arms I do belong
You take my breath away
You turn my darkness into day
I cannot help how I feel
I just wish you understood it can be more then a dream for real
All you have to do is be there with me
For physically it’s in your arms is where I want to be learning more
Awaiting for what’s in store
I enjoy our communication on a new level
You see with worlds connect
You feel the attunement of spirit
The impulse of love shall never die
For if you give it a chance there might be something more
You are going to like the way you feel, I guarantee it
See it to believe it. Come down to me…
We could strengthen each other
We can burst in light and love
My wolverine prince
When we celebrate life
We have a connection that brings us together
The wolves walk together and run with the wind
Celebrate life by being who were
Just as the wind we flow
Something new and a place to grow
Two souls one thought
Two souls who are whole
One thought is love from above
Once they open and bloom
There is peace and contentment
Our love does grow
He feels it deep within as do I
We are whole on our own but together there is an oneness
We grow daily learning about each other and making each other see
That there is more then just love, joy, and encouragement
The animals do come out to play, but it is more to feel the feline divine and wolf gods sing
It is in their fire they do burn something stronger than desire
We snuggle, cuddle, tickle, and roll around anyways
When he said I love you it echoed in my heart and I don’t know why
So I went further and asked him to marry me
Love does bite and it is not always perfect
But if you can love me for me than I can love you for you
Intertwined in some web of life
Dancing in the unchained melody
We sing it together and sway
We are two souls that somehow met and brought something to each other.
I cannot tell the future
I don’t know what will happen to us
I will be honest I know it will take a lot trust
I understand you don’t want to be here and it is just lust
I understand that when you say I love you
Determination and love will set something true
Elevate you and you elevate me
You know it is true and we are meant to be
Imagine a world that protects one another
Looking at each other
You are my best friend you
And I love you
Yes god it is true
In everyday ways you think it cannot be
But I believe it comes down to you and me
There is no place better then our love
There in our home from above
We are together in an open fire
That stirs are hearts and desire
I know that you are dangerous and you feel that you will take me to a whole new devil
But you really don’t know me less alone what type of level
I am on to being with you and not being hurt
I am not worried about being kurt
You have spun a spell on me called love and sex
But I take it all out of you and you are vexed
It is not in the way you do smile
That turns me on all the while
It is your cat that wants to play
It is your wolf I must say
It is time to reclaim what is mine
My beautiful Maximus V Rage my valentine
What defines us is taking the next step
Can you is the question?
The new moon in full form
Lightening crashes, thunder rumbles and there is a storm
My heart pounds and races to think
What the bloody hell my aura is pink?!
He comes to the world we play
We listen and grow from the other I must say
Last night was different then never before
I was not prepared for what was in store
He spoke of his past
I did know at that moment my heart was racing fast
He opened up to me
He was worried I would go and leave him be
He has gone through so much in such a short time
There is not reason to think that nor rhyme
You choose me and that is why I am here
I am here to stand by you and hold you dear
I am not here to run like the wind or rain
I am here to help you thru the pleasure or pain
I never knew anything like this could happen to me
I never felt something stir like this in my heart for thee
Lightening crashes, thunder rumbles, and there is the rain
You were worried and I felt the pain
I snuggled you and held you tight
I am not that easy to run or give up on a fight
I am not going just walk away
I am here to listen to what you may have to say
The night you offered me this delightful trip
Made the world so much bigger, and the water still dripped
Oh my love don’t you see
I am committed to you and won’t let it be
I do care so much for you that it is so deep I feel like it shall burst
My heart when you told me so scared it was like you were hurt
I am your friend
Till the very end
Understand me my beloved man
There is nothing I won’t do for you and just take my hand
I am yours and you are mine
My silly dark god valentine
You may be pretty outside but I like you within
Your body is a perk, for it is the brain that I want to sin (with)
You are brave for letting me know that pain
You know the experience only makes you stronger and it was not in vain
You showed such courage last night and made me feel right
To what I say to you on this night
I do love you with all my heart
No mountains, states, or places can tare what we have apart
Tonight I tell you oh so sincere
That there is nothing in this world to fear
With the love we have for each other
Shall bring us closer to together then just a lover
You are most beautiful inside that mind and heart
Know one day not in spirit we will not be a part
My dear man I tell you on this day
This is not an impulse to your love
This is a blessing from above
In all the universe there is no one like you or me
Because of what you did last night you set your heart free
My dear wolf, my feline divine, my dark god, and my mate
This is the night I shall keep the date
You showed me a glimpse of something more
Our love lights shine like never before
I tell you on this day my friend
I am hear for you to vent to and be with till the very end
One lone wolf is not the same
When two together can make the world in our name
My heart did soar like and eagle in flight
When you opened your heart to mine in sheer delight
I promise you this is the last time you will ever be alone
No wolf by himself and just his bone
You are mine and I am yours, my love and that is the way it shall be
When our two worlds collide and set each other free
Tonight my dear man
I want you to understand
That your past is not your present and I am your future with you
I don’t care what people think, nor what they may say yes it is true
I am most definitely in love with you
Today someone to try to save my soul from hell
I looked at her and laughed as far as I could tell
She believed in Jesus and said these words Do you know Jesus’s love?
I looked at her and said yes he was a misunderstood rabbi that was sent from above
She looked at me and said no dear he is not Jewish
I tilted my head and said Mary was and so was Joseph as she turned blueish
She started reading from the bible something about hell
I looked at her and said read chapter 6 of genesis and then tell
Me where hell came into play for I am one of those people Adam and Eve did find
People of other gods and I am doing just fine
I asked her a question that left her jaw open for a while
Which was Lilith was the first Eve and she was banished for she did not want to submit to Adam for she was like he, and yet Eve was the issue of sin by giving him the fruit of knowledge.. Riddle me this? Why are there two types of women in the world and only one man? with a smile.
Her jaw opened more when she claimed to be a child of god
I said yes you are and I am a child of the goddess with a wink and a nod
She asked me how I know the bible so
I said I studied it and you never let our people go
You burned us for we are different then your faith, or if it is not something or the norm
But do you realize you are judging me by storm
My faith does not believe in hell or sin
We studied each faith and fit right in
I am not telling you I am right and you are wrong
All I am saying is know your bible and then be strong
Don’t tell me I am going to hell for I don’t believe
With your new knowledge there is more you can achieve
Don’t judge me because I am a heathen but remember what Jesus did say
Love one another and show respect for others, I smiled and said have a nice day
A year ago I met this African American man
Who asked for money and did handle a pan
He was asking for change so he could get a hot meal on a cold day
I took him inside store and asked him what he would like, and did not know what to say
No one had ever given him a choice to what he wanted to eat
This was unheard of to him and such a treat
We sat down at a table
Asking if he could keep me company and is able
To eat his meal with me
As other people stopped and stared at the bum to see
Why I would spend my time finding out his story of life
His name was Marcus and believed in God Christ
He looked at me and asked me what my faith was, for this was a sight
I said I believe in the father to provide for all
No matter how big of small
He told me his story of his cancer and how he had to leave his home
So he divorced the one he loved and started to roam
The cancer was terminal and no one could afford his bills
Not even his family could help pay for his pills
So he went to the government and asked for help and they did
People pasted us a woman and her kid
The kid looked at me and asked why I was eating with a man who has not home as far as she could smell
I smiled at her politely, he is human as you and I, he deserves food and he has a story to tell
The mother tried to drag the child away, and she said Jesus will send you his love
I smiled and looked away and took a breath and looked above
I looked at her and him and said I was pagan Jesus has nothing to do with my faith, and I accept his love
She smiled and said have a nice day, and looked up at the lights above
Marcus told his story sad but true
He had the clothes on his back and did not know what to do
Walking town to town to get food and drink
Cleaning himself down in a bathroom sink
This man had a job once and a family too
But he is now alone and has a choice of food what shall he do?
I fed him well as far as I could see
This man was staring straight at me
He said you have Christian tendencies for someone who does not belong
I smiled and watched him pull out his one and only book the bible to which he was strong
He asked me if he could read the passage he read today
The 23rd psalm I knew well but didn’t say
He was a man of god and was helped by someone who understands
That its about loving everyone even the poor man
Being homeless is not a disease it is sometimes the only way
To pay bills for health, and make a new day
After our meal I gave him $40.00 and he cried in tears and was blown away
He asked if he could ask my name, I gave it to him and he asked if we could pray
I did with this homeless man and many others
Remember that man or woman on the street is our sister or brother
Being homeless is not always a way of life
You to could have lost your job and run from your wife
To make sure the burden was not on her but on you
This is a said story but it is so true
Remember and understand
That you are grateful for what you have and your fellow man
This world is a beautiful mess
And it is too intense to be all stressed
To have a child is a blessing and gift
So people don’t realize why I choose not to oogle at children, and walk off in a fit
I miscarried when my mate died
I was so depressed and cried
The loss of your only love can tare you life and world apart
I was not strong enough to live
Then it happened to me, and I had not eaten or had a means to give
I had no clue I was pregnant and that I was not alone
Then I sat one day while talking on the phone
I had to hang up and go
I went to the bathroom and blood and a fetus did flow
I looked at it like where the heck did this come in?
When did this happen and was it a sin?
As I discovered there where more out there like me
Who did grieve
And could not move on achieve
I had no clue I was not alone and there was the next loss
All I could do was cry more and life was just death that I had to cross
When interacting with others who have children and felt this loss they did find it hard for the interaction
A baby coming by on the side walk was a main attraction
Love died and brought me to my knees
Leave me alone if you please
I walked on by with out a word of awe how cute that baby is
Who freakin cares? Mad and jealous what all it is
I realized that day
That it was not for me, is what I would say
I lost a child I do not feel the ever loving need
To tell you that I lost it and did bleed
I am your average woman with a chip on her shoulder
As I grew it got worse and I got older
I mourn the loss of both the ones I lost
It seems forever but do I find happiness and at what cost?
It was not my fault he died and then she did die too
I went to therapy and realized what the therapist said was true
I need to make a new day
I need to live in a whole brand new way
So I write this for all to understand
If you have ever been thru this then you know you are a strong woman
You can handle that? Then you can handle anything and it makes you strong
It takes time to heal those wounds, and belong
It is okay if you need to cry, and run
But understand there is a new day and you are the answer to someone’s problem, so have fun
Be encouraged to vent and think about it
You know sadness happens and you can not fight it
Life is a beautiful mess
Whatever you do in life just know this shall pass, as well as the stress
You are a beautiful and strong woman
I hope you understand
And really know your heart and soul
That your world is not over but a new chapter that is on a roll
Where you take it is up to you
Know this and really adore you!
You see with worlds connect
You feel the attunement of spirit
The impulse of love shall never die
For if you give it a chance there might be something more
You are going to like the way you feel, I guarantee it
See it to believe it. Come down to me…
We could strengthen each other
We can burst in light and love
My wolverine prince
When we celebrate life
We have a connection that brings us together
The wolves walk together and run with the wind
Celebrate life by being who were
Just as the wind we flow
He is my destiny
and I am his destiny.
Our moments will be seized in joy, as we dance thru life
Pure joy exudes in both of us and we are so cute you cannot tear us apart not even with a knife.
He loves me with all his soul and heart
That it tares him inside out and apart
He is filled with love and romance
As we weave joy into a dance
The mystery is within us both and in the way we move
You can see we feel it and it is some kind of groove.
We communicate on all levels and play
Our nights are turned into day
You stir the soul and the heart
And yet we have never met and are apart
In the night there is magic in the air
Destiny does flare
In the depths of the fire an ember lays
In the autumn air it is the trees that sway
To the music we exude and the joy that we exude
There is something about this dude
He makes me laugh and he will make you cry
For he likes to play and want to try
To push the buttons that he cannot see
He then looks at me
He talks the talk
And walks the walk
But then he turns to me and sees
It is all the love he feels that brings
It is like a birdie with wings
Nothing more powerful the gift of love
He is full of light but hides in the comfort of night
He claims he is not one for love but there is a glimpse in sight
He has a smile that lights up the room
He has an entrance that makes my heart go boom
What do I say to you, How can I get you out of my head?
Cupid called and asked to give my heart back for it is dead?
What do I say to make you come my way? What shall I do?
What will it take for him to understand I love you?
There is something about him
He told me the picture is up to show me what he looks like now and it was not a whim..
But this man is beautiful inside that it is worth a shot to try you see
For looking at him looking at me
He is romantic and actually quite a dear soul
Once he speaks and he is on a roll
He has a heart of a wolf and he does leave it caged
He has a wonderful last name “Rage”
It is in the darkness that we met
Lol he makes me see something beautiful in him everyday and I have not been disappointed yet.
He wanted an online romance
We talk, play and even did dance
We feel each other’s energies and merge and felt complete
When he laughs, you feel it and cannot compete
With something, so wonderful feeling.
He has my senses reeling
He is a wolf mate and a dear friend
Something that opens us both up in the end
He likes to snuggle and cuddle and knows how to treat a lady
I just don’t want him to run when I feel and see, for it is making me crazy
I felt like I was at home in his arms
I’m attracted to him and his charms
I thought I knew what it is about a man that makes a woman melt
But it is nothing like I ever felt
It is something sacred in this man
That makes me want to take my time understand
That we are alike but we are different in certain ways
I love his smile and listen to what he says
Why? I am not sure but there is nothing I would not do for this man who inspires me everyday
I am content with this weird bliss, What can I say?
I have never been in something like this
I want more like to feel his kiss
But I wait , I watch, and enjoy the bliss
I can be your lover
I can be your friend
I can be whatever you want to be
But the rush is not drinking the blood of life from the body
It is when you see that spark
That flicker in the soul in the eyes that the body dies and the spirit fights
You drink of the body and yet the spirit dies slower then the body
The soul has a look just before they die a flicker of life
The last glimmer of life in the body
The sweetness of blood is nothing like the glimmer of life in the body
How do you get through to a man?
That has been hurt badly and does not understand
The night we met, was the day I knew
What you were not just a fling but something true
How do I break thru the wall?
So we don’t break and fall
I want you know how I feel
I want you to know what is real
I just don’t want to scare you away
Looking at you, looking at me and not knowing what to say
You feel me and I feel you
It was like life’s first breath, yes it is true
It was like pain and an orgasm in one
Two souls meshing in the world of spirit and it is fun
Nothing means anything, without getting thru to you
My heart feels this pulse of light and love within you, and it is true
I am here to win your mind and heart
Even though we are physically apart
How do I break thru the wall?
So we don’t break and fall
I want you know how I feel
I want you to know what is real
How do you bridge two souls far apart?
How do you dance the dance of the heart?
It is like an ache that can be fulfilled by another
Two whole people wanting to merge as one and be more then a lover
How do I break thru the wall?
So we don’t break and fall
For you are sacred to me...
He never felt the animal inside
I looked at him and took him for a new ride
Complete pleasure and bliss
After a few rounds and a sacred kiss
Complete paradise comes thru his eyes
Bringing his animal out was like an eagle flying in the skies
Taking my time to bring him to a boil
It didn’t take honey dust or oil
When he looks at me and growled it was sheer joy
Looking at this wolfie turning man from a boy
Watching your wolf come to me
Was sheer bliss and brought you to be
Something more sacred than you will ever know
For the wolf came out as though it was caged
Passion flowed, a pleasure unfolded in a deep rage
Tasted his lips and brought him closer to me
His growling bubbling up and was coming to be
Watching his eyes change and his blood flow
You could feel it in him and just know
Bringing forth the wolf as he instinctually marked me yet again
Lust, passion, pleasure and the animal inside
No longer had to hide…
Brought forth complete pleasure and paradise
While he took me completely in between my thighs
He was playful, spiritual and a sheer delight
Feeling him rise in the moonlight
He was in wonder and awe and you could feel it inside
That this man was beautiful from the inside and no longer had to hide
His beautiful wolf inside complete pleasure and paradise was his ride
I could have danced all night in your arms last night
I could have stayed in your arms and felt so light
In the moon light that shined upon your face
Nothing compared to that smile you did trace
Laughing and giggling as thought a mere child
Here you are calm, while my heart was wild
Happy I must say
On this day
Such a wonderful glow of devotion
You have me under a spell or potion
I smiled today like I have not in a year
I was smiling ear to ear
Nothing could stop today even the pain
I smiled in warmest thoughts of the nite that were not in vain
Wonder and awe of what we discussed
Learning something new daily is a must…
Make me smile and laugh again
My dearest beloved friend
You stir the heart of this old soul
Where days go by but it's on a roll
Alone wolf brings forth solitude
But two wolves brings forth fortitude
We are a like you and I
Watching as time flies by
Your heart is stirred as is mine
I see it in the way you write ..oh how divine
My dear man if you only understood
It is your choice to be alone, if I chose you know I would
Show you a world of so much more
Show you love, compassion as other things are in store
You chose to be in a relationship online
Don't you know my dear I am yours and you are mine?
Funny how life is but I am here for you
One day you will allow me
To come up to you and make your dreams come true
Until that day
Have it your way
A wolf and friend I shall be
Waiting for you to know and see
We were meant to be
When celebrating life
Dream big
Find joy in everything you do in a day
Find inspiration everyday
Experience pure joy
Live in gratitude and love
Live expecting good and well beingin your life
Be thankful for living in the magic of life
Make a habit out of the law of attraction
Dance with that person who stirs your soul daily and remember to dance thru with life together not as whole but two people who are whole and make a union that is oneness..
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