Uh-oh. Another problem emerges. This guy I met at the club, Matt, we made out it was just one night. But now, he says that I turn him on and while we were dancing together he felt something. Well, he's a bad boy, which turns me on. I don't know why, but I love bad boys. But anyways, he says he would want to have sex with me, but not try anything on the first few dates. Things are just weird right now. I mean, I like my childhood friend Eric, I like the guy who works at the club, Jeff. And I only like Matt, in a lustful kind of way. I don't know what to do.
So it's been two months since my break up and couldn't be happier with life as a single girl. I miss the sex, kissing and cuddling...............just the sex, actually.
I met someone at the club. He works there, so we hung out. He told me he loves me, but I just was 'whatever'. To his face I smiled, but I knew what he wanted, but he wasn't getting it.
Then the club event again and I couldn't make out with any guy at the club. It was weird. Usually I make out with at least one guy at the club. But this time I couldn't. The next two times were the same, dancing with the guy, but no making out. I talked about it with my friends and they told me that I was in love, and in my subconscious, I felt like I was cheating on him. Weird? Well, me and the guy (let's call him Jeff) me and Jeff stayed friends, but we would hold hands, cuddle, and kiss, but we're friends. So, I don't know where this will lead.
Weird thing is, I still have feelings for my childhood friend, Eric. He wasn't a friend back then, more like a bully, but now we're close friends. We have similar likes and dislikes, (big thing is we are big wrestling lovers) and we went out for a two months, but we decided to stay friends. I don't want a relationship with him, cause I'm scared that if it doesn't work out again, it might put a strain on our friendship and I don't want that. I'm so confused.
COMMENTS
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MyArmyLife
20:05 Dec 16 2010
Sounds like a guy that's just out to get in your pants. He may hold out for a few days if he thinks you'll put out then stop talking to you.
CosmicSerpentGuru
23:22 Dec 16 2010
thats what she just said lol
personaly i say have fun and keep it safe with protection so you wont have any baggage after this passes and you move on to something more meaningful