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From Storm Wolf aka Patrick R. Duval



Thank you for talking to me today, I'm glad you're still with me.

This is the last time you'll ever hear me say anything about you hanging out with friends.



I love you.

I don't want to lose you over something like that.



Don't forget to change your status lol

Have a good time I'll give you a call tomorrow.



NOTE: He said he wouldn't, but he lied.

From Storm Wolf aka Patrick R. Duval.



WRITERS NOTE: He's spells things wrong, I know, bear with me.



I tried contacting you every way I can, what makes my day is being able to talk to you, I'm saving every penny I can so I can be with you, I've packed all my stuff up, and spent tons of money, I made it really clear that all I want is someone to be there, not all the time, but someone who'll get back to me to show me I matter to them, I've never had that so it really matters to me, I put myself out for you because I love you, and after you said you love me and you care I really thought you would too, but where are you?



We're in a relationship and I can't even reach you, I almost feel like ending it, I need someone who'll be there for me, and I don't have any cash at the moment so I can't go out and do stuff, I'm saving it all to be with you, and you can't even humor me with a message here and there and a conversation at ten?



I don't think I can do this, I'm doing all this for you, I listen to anything you have to say and try to help you through things?



Is it that hard to get back to me?

To keep a phone in your pocket?



Or is it that it's too much for you, that you can't deal with someone wanting to be with you regularly?



It makes me feel terrible, and it gives me doubt about the relationship.



It's really not nice what you're doing to me, all I asked was to up the communication a little, I really need it to get by.

It helps my day and shows me I'm doing the right thing.



But love takes two people, judging by today I'm guessing we're not going to speak again, I've been through allot.



I really doubt I'm going to hear from you today, I don't know the reason but I want you to know you hurt me.



All I asked was to have someone there for me.

I guess it was to much.

From Storm Wolf



WRITER'S NOTE: He real name is Patrick Ross Duval.



I got home at around 5am lol

It's like 6am now haha.. but you're worth it, I love you, and I really do enjoy being with you, I always have such a good time when the crowd leaves, I always wait for it, they sort of treat you bad "yelling etc" but I want to be on good terms with everyone for the time being, I will never yell at you Gigi, I want you to know that, I'll never treat you like that.

Also more good news, I've got $200 saved to move, next Wednesday I'll have $270 more, so it'll be a total of $470, I need about $1000 I'm guessing to move. I'm thinking by the end of October I'll be living in NJ and seeing you every day... I really do love you. and yes.. I do see myself marring you and having children, time will need to pass, but I really see it as a possibility, you're everything I ever wanted in life, you complete me.

The thought of being with you forever and having a part of us live on after we're gone sounds so beautiful.



There is something I was thinking about though... you may not like this but I need to say it.. I care about you, I would really like it if you don't go to that thing with your cousin there, it's asking a bit I know, but he's a threat, he's done it before we know he's capable of doing it again, think how it would hurt me if something happened to you, I don't want to be controlling like your mom, so I'm not telling you to do anything, I'm just letting you know how I feel, your ex I can let go, it sounds like it's in remission, he's not a threat to your mind or body, and we'll be spending so much time together I don't think it'll bother me, I trust and love you, but the man that could be at that place "your cousin" is a monster, he's a predator and if we're going to be together you can't throw yourself into harms way, I can only do so much, if you "put yourself" into dangerous situations constantly and get hurt it will destroy me over time, and I fear I would end up half killing that bastard, more so I can't go because if I'm in the same room as someone that hurt you I don't think I could control myself, I'd want to kill him... I know that sounds harsh, but it's how I feel. I think your mom should have pushed to press charges against him, but I won't judge her based on that, if she cares about you she won't torture you by forcing you to be in the same room as that monster, that would be sick and twisted, you have a weapon now, but sometimes that's not enough, I'm a six year hardened combat veteran, I've seen death and pain in every face it comes in, I would know better then anyone a situation to avoid, and I see this as an ambush, you'd be walking into a situation where you could be mentally or physically damaged further, just his presence has a potential to harm you with fear, it is probably even painful thinking about it, I know it is for me, if you went I would worry to death, and the thought of you being hurt devastates me, please don't put yourself in that situation, I will take you to your friend, no matter where they are in the usa, there will always be other days, she's not going anywhere, but if you get hurt, it will also hurt me, if you constantly put yourself in situations to get hurt you will constantly hurt me in the process, so I'm really really hoping you don't do this, I can't help you if you won't help yourself. I know it may seem harsh but I don't want you to get hurt, please think about it... please.

If you care about me, you'll understand, if you put yourself out like this constantly I will not be able to stay, it's like walking into machine gun fire, I can't watch you do something like that.



I did not want to bring it up because of how great a time we had but it was on my mind the entire drive home. I really hope no one forces you ether, because I would lose respect in whoever would do such a thing to you.



I'll text/call tomorrow.

Remember keep the knife close and remember to fight hard if you ever need to, never give up, never surrender.

I'll be coming back next week...



And please... don't go.

I'm not telling you, but merely asking as someone that loves you, please don't do this, it would hurt me.



He's your attacker, it kills me to think of you around this guy, especially since your family never took up charges.

You will be utterly on your own, and in a position of pain and possible assault.



Even if you think you can handle it, I can't.

the thought kills me inside.

So my ex-boyfriend tries to control me, by making me feel bad. He doesn't want me going out with friends without him. He always went on for an hour about how he was in the army and spend 1000 dollars to move to Maryland to New Jersey to be with me. He hates my mom with a passion. I broke it off when he started to bad mouth my family. He then started sending me, harassing messages:



"Fuck you!"



"Eat shit and die"



"Good fucking riddance!"



"Have fun being a mind fucked asshole, you and your rape loving family (I was assaulted by my cousin years ago) can eat my white hair ass. Oh and have fun being a hoe at the club you fucking bitch."



Then my mom sent him something and he texted back:



"Well, fuck you too. Shoulda pressed charges against her rapist, you suck for controlling her and being a douche, later assholes."



This is him and his sick twisted mind. His family abused and supposedly tried to kill him by strangling him. I think it's true, because he is psychotic. He is the mind fucked asshole. Telling me I should move in with him and shit. He was the one who was controlling. When he called, I couldn't be on the computer, couldn't text, couldn't talk to anyone but him. Him. Him. Him. He wanted my undivided attention. And every fight, he would talk about the army and his torture and how he spent 1000 dollars to come here to be close to me. I didn't ask him to do that. He always talked about his feelings, but it wasn't a straight answer. it was the army and the money he spent, and his family. He never said it made him sad or upset. Weirdo. And he made me feel so bad, I cancelled on my best friend whom I haven't seen in about 10 years. He said that I didn't know her, and she could be an alcoholic or something. I called her up and told her I want to go and I did. We broke up the day before I to the club with my best friend.



Anyways back to the story then my mom took my phone because she knew it was bothering me and he texted her this later on.



"oh, yah, by the way, Gigi let me have anal with her"



It was true, but only a 13 year old boy would send something like that. He was 24 years old. Pathetic. Anyways, he also sent this.



"Go get AIDS you disfunctional weirdos."



This is a 24 year old 'veteran of war'. He supposedly was in the Marines. I think it's a bunch of lies.



This was a little less than a month ago. October 21, 2010. Now, living life as a single girl. I couldn't be happier.