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I wake up in the morning

And I look up to the sky

I wonder why he took you

before I said good-bye



I look up to the stars at night

And know you're looking down

I'd like to think you're proud of me

But I'm just stumbling round



I crawl in bed and close my eyes

And realize that you're gone

Then comes the fears and then the tears

And life just seems so wrong



I glance up at the heavens

And I know you're flying by

My Angels watching over me

I'm happy as I cry

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TheVampyreNico
23:07 Jul 23 2013

Sad & beautiful piece indeed thank you for sharing this

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The memories of you

Are engraved within my heart

Nothing in this world

Could ever tear us apart



Because you’re not here

Some think that you’re gone

But I tell them better

Let’s say you just moved on



I try to stay positive

To keep you watching over me

Some think it’s crazy

But I know you’ve got to be



We were pretty close

I hope I can say

I’ll never forget those days



You were such a fun person

And your personality was great

All the girls loved you

Most guys had to hate



I know how you were

And how you were so shy

But I wish you told me one thing

I wish you would have said goodbye…



Your future was great

You had so much in store

When I’m forced to think of it

It rots me to the core



I spend most of my time

Thinking of you

And reminiscing of the things

We said we’d do



What I wouldn’t give

To be in your place

I’d give the whole world

Just to see your face



Some say I’m going crazy

Or maybe insane

But they don’t understand

This heartbreaking pain



You were my drug

My source to get high

But I really do wish

You would have said goodbye…



I’ve been thinking of the days

When we used to sit together

I now cherish those moments

I also hope you remember



You’re always in my head

And I can’t get you out

I get so mad at times

That I just want to shout



I feel as if pieces are missing

Like a book with no end

Too late to tell you how I feel

Now and forever, only a friend



My old memories of you

Fly by me fast

And everything I remember of you

Is now in the past



All the sweet thoughts of you

Brings a tear to my eye

I miss you so much

I wish you’d say goodbye…



I hope heavens good to you

And I hope you get your Wings

An maybe when I get there

You can show me all the beautiful things



I really don’t want to say it

But please wait for me

Knowing your up there

I really can’t wait to be



That day when angels came down

Was a sad day of grief

When I first found out

I stood in disbelief



Although you’re gone

You still feel so close

Maybe it’s the thought

Of missing you the most



I wish this was a joke

But you have no idea

Please…tell me goodbye…

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TheVampyreNico
23:14 Jul 23 2013

Bravo that was very touching piece indeed very beautiful just like its writer. @)-->-- a red crimson rose

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I see people laughing and joking all around,

but on my face there is no smile instead there is a frown.



I never laugh anymore instead I cry,

and I never stop to ask myself, "why?"



I heard we live and die by the choices we make,

and there's only so much a person can take.



so just remember to life goes on,

and it hurt's when someone leaves and is gone.



so always remember keep your head up,

because another door is opened everytime one is shut.

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TheVampyreNico
23:16 Jul 23 2013

Very nice an so true indeed.

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There are times when behind your smile there is sorrow, behind you laughter there are tears.

I just want you to know that behind you there will always be me.

I will cherish you for the rest of my life because you offered me what I can't buy: "LOVE", and when you feel alone just look at the spaces of you fingers.

Remember that in those spaces, you can see my fingers locked with yours "FOREVER"

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TheVampyreNico
06:45 Jul 22 2013

Very beautiful an moving poem I love it

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trusting someone,

it's like walking with your eyes closed,

trusting no one

is a sure way to lose those you hold close.

finding the right path,

it's harder than one thinks,

you want to trust,

but don't want to blink.

how does one know for sure,

when nothing seems pure.

to trust you,

it means to crush my walls,

to lose you,

means I lose my all.

going against instinct,

not protecting myself,

all to love someone,

I lose my walls for help.

if I must choose,

I choose you.

now I wonder.....

was it the right thing to do??

All alone in this crowded room.

My eyes meet one…another.

They do not see me for what I am.

They see the smile on my face;

The lies that I’m holding, in order to keep myself together.

They do not know the pain I feel.



Their smile is real.



So I am alone in this crowded room;

Waiting for someone to see through;

To save me from myself from the loneliness...

that has overcome me;

controlled me.

I am a slave to this feeling;

Waiting for something better

I was searching for something

but I didn't know where to look,

I searched for so long,

and all my time it took.

What was I looking for,

or what was looking for me?

My eyes I kept open

but I just couldn't see.

It was gnawing at my heart

and ripping through my brain.

I didn't know what was wrong.

I thought I was going insane.

I was tired of looking for something

that I thought was impossible to find.

It was tearing me apart.

I prayed to God to give me a sign.

I waited and waited,

but the sign never came.

Finally, one day it happened

My heart completely changed

I found what I was looking for,

But I wasn't looking for this.

Am I sure this is what I was looking for?

Or was it something that I missed?

When I looked into the eyes

of this something I thought was fake

I saw an angel looking back,

and my heart it did take.

This something that I've been looking for

was a true gift

The missing piece I found was you

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TheVampyreNico
05:39 Jul 19 2013

Wow, that was very moving it truly is beautiful poem indeed.

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Even all alone in the dark,

you will be found out and devoured.

purple laces,

chains and cuffs.

come and take me all wrapped up.

i am yours and yours alone...

come and in the darkness find me.

FREE MY SOUL!!

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TheVampyreNico
05:35 Jul 19 2013

Mmmmm sounds like fun it's very beautiful indeed.

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