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Finaly takes some time to relax and just have some me time , been on the go for the last 3 days trying to get things in order new car insurafed registered , went and lookd at a house tonight its cute just th right size for me and alex and the animals... It was hard going up to the city though its really been the first time i have been up there since my mom passed this past 2 weeks the first time it was really hard going to the lilac festival which was something that we always did together. But it gets easier with time i suppose. Things are about to really change and its going to be very different.

We can't change the family we are born into...

But we can always make our own its not always about blood,sure its easy to say that blood is thicker than water, but is it really ?



I can easily say that I have friends that have been there with me more than my actually family ever has. Those are the one's that you can call on at 3 am and know that no matter how tired they are or what is going on they put it aside and either talk to you or just listen. They are there holding your hand when you are scared and don;t know what else to do. They sit and and just listen when you need to get things out. They don;t judge they are just there and lend a helping hand when you feel you have hit bottom and don't know if your able to stand again thye are the one's you can lean on when your balance is off.



The last 5 months have been bad and I honestly don't know how I would have gotten thru it with out some of you. Whether it has been the late night phone calls or the hour long messages or just the funny jokes just to get me to laugh. The family I chose is made of up of many people, you all know who you are and each hold a special place in my heart.



Mama Julie for giving me strength when I couldnt stand.



Kourt for all the talks all the laughs all the tears



Tam - The late night sessions that you allowed me to pay with in cookies and for the book that you sent that helped so much.



Christine - For the late night messages to check to see if things are ok and just the funny messages out of no where lol



Mary - For listening and telling me im not losing my mind.



Payne - For everything.



Xzavier - for the long conversations



Keri - For always being there with laughs and listening to me rant.



Mel - My poinky witchy sister I luvs ya girl



Passion - For always helping and listening when I need to get things out of my mind hehe



VB Ann - for the conversations of all sorts of things and the always understanding



NFA - Long talks in the am =}



Oceanne For always showing support



My coven - Most if us have been together for a while what can I say your all the best.



LKDS - For all the help in getting the coven graphics for always being there to help !



Wilder - My Witch = all the talks via here yahoo on the phone and reminding me that no matter what anything can be accomplished





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And you my dear, there is so much I can say, So I will say I love you for everything. There is no doubt just love. *kiss* I aklways save the best for last baby !